I want to make sex I'm always horny and I didn't make sex before and I'm very tired please help me
I want to make sex I'm alone And I didn't make sex before and I'm very tired please help me I'm 25 years
I kinda pretend that I'm OK with my best friend but the truth is that he's a ignorant lout that thinks that he is always right. He's blunt and sometimes lack tact and becomes somewhat rude and improper around people. Often he says things he shouldn't that are embarrassing to me in public places. Thank God I'm only with him once a week. More than that would be impossible to bear.
I just wanna graduate college already and move to a different state. I don't know. I'm always lonely because I don't have this thing called good friends I can hang out with. I can always call one person but she's way too toxic to hang out with. I met another guy to be be friends with. Well he's the one who approached me and he's also toxic. My other friends, well I don't know, I sensed that they don't like me and it seems hard to just approached them and talk fun stuff with them because they see me as a depressed kid. I use Bumble and all, to meet new people....no luck so far. And tbh, I don't know what is it about me that make it so hard to make friends. Yeah I could be a bit of anxious talking to people and that's because I've mostly been alone or at least not have good genuine friends since I move to this state I live in it right now (Hawaii) from high school. Either people are too facade or people just leaves and move away. But I don't know, I'm not really sad or depressed, I'm actually smiley and inviting but mostly I could also be genuine and normal. But also another thing, I have hard time making friends because most people, all they talk about is basic bitches stuff. It's uncomfortable to hang with them, they sounded fake. And sometimes I just want to meet a local chill people but I don't know how to approach them either because they seem intimidating and inclusive.
so the guy I used to be in love with all through highschool and even a couple years after. were still friends. we used to be fuck buddies for awhile. anyways even though I don't have feelings for him like that anymore. I'm with a guy I absolutely love now and will marry someday. but there's still something about my friend that makes me feel differently than my bf. like my bf for example is usually much gentler, he's afraid to hurt me if he'd be too rough. he asks me before he does anything. but my friend, he's a bit aggressive even when I don't think he means to be. even when my bf does want to be rough and try to "boss me around" or do more aggressive things when we fool around its not the same strength. it's not the same intensity. my friend it's like everytime he touches someone he claims them as his. like last night we were all hanging out. my bf and I were going to leave so he went out to warm up the car. me, my bff and this friend were just talking for a few minutes before we left and all of a sudden, I remember what we were talking about but he pulls me up over him to the other side of the couch to where my bff was and said "here you go" to her. and just that action. idk was it was. I'm sorry if I don't make sense it's just really hard to describe. but I got insanely turned on by him grabbing me like that, even tho it wasn't meant to be sexual at all we were just messing around. it's just like the way he holds himself and the way he just does things spontaneously and a bit rough that it's just a turn on. like not saying my bf doesn't turn me on he does and we have amazing sex. it's just different. idk if my bf has less confidence, idk if he thinks I'm this fragile person, idk if that's just the way he is. but there's just a difference between him and my friend.
I'm meeting up with a friend next Friday, and we haven't seen each other since February, however I came out tonher as trans, and no one else knows about it. She was very supportive, but I'm pretty sure I'm not trans. I want to tell her this, but how can I do so without making the meetup awkward? (I'll have another friend which I hang out with a lot with me, so I guess it won't be that bad, butnit might be awkward still. help)
So, a year ago I came out to my friend, and she accepted me. (I came out as trans), and now, we are meeting up for the first time in months (we live in seperate boroughs), and I'm pre everything, still closeted to everyone, and so I started to recently think I wasn't trans, I just dressed like that, but how would I possibly tell her without making the meetup awkward? (it's in a week and a day)
I am very, very, very lonely. I keep pretending I'm happy with my life and I have friends, but I'm not and I don't.
i'm a husband with 2 kids but i dream about having gay sex with my best buddy (also husband)
I've decided to ignore two guys I know by not sending them emails or interacting with them on social media anymore.