Some of my ex friends stopped talking to me because 4 yrs ago I was a mess due to a health problem I had at the time. They said things like I don't have a life and had too much time on my hands to think about what was wrong with everything around me, like petty stuff mostly. I guess some friendships weren't so important to them. True, i was a dick at the time but can you blame me? I thought I was a gonner. People are just too shallow and self centered these days.
I shouldn't be sending him booty pics, but I really want him to want me. I don't know why I'm trying so hard. My friends tell me I'm way out of his league. (I'm pretty hot tbh) My friends keep telling me they don't want me to put all this effort into someone who isn't down for me but idk.. this boy has got a hook on me for sure.
Feeling lonely and cold. How to find new friends when you're socially awkward..?
I told my friends that I have a boyfriend just to keep their mouth shut from asking when will i have one....I really feel suffocate when I'm with them~it just that I'm different from them, they are smart, easy going and able to catch up with the school lessons and the same time messing, party hard ,around the town and I'm not that kind of person. I can only focused on one thing at a time, and that is studying...I don't have time to play around like they do~date? boyfriend? party?..if i have one of those things, my life will be unbalance. I'm tired of catching up with the things they like, and do..
I jerk off to my gf friends. Last time she brought a friend over, her feet turned me out so much I had to go take one of her shoes in the bathroom. I smelled and masturbated with it, while they were laughing about something in the other room. Not even the strangest thing I did.
My roommate who was a good friend of mine asked me out on a date but I don't like him that way and now everything is so awkward. I kind of want to leave the house as soon as he walks in, but that would only make things worse as it's obvious I'm avoiding him. Should I just move out? I hate the fact that so much has changed over one simple question I couldn't say yes to...
I honestly hate and love my best friend and I dont know which one is more . Bcs she and my boyfriend cheated on me .
I just unintentionally hurted a friend's feeling. I feel soo fucking messed up, when ever I try to help I always end up hurting them. he is in love with this girl for 6 to 7 years. they were close but just not enough to make it official years passed and he is still in love with her is hurting every day I dont know how to help him. I tried my best to help him let it go from the pain but he just cant help . he is in depression and I wanna help him but idk how. and seeing him in pain breaks my heart idk if I love him or its just affection .
I really like this dude but one of my friends whom i secretly Hate also likes him and now i get to work with him on a project and im gonna try and make him mine but she doesnt know it!
Haven't been able to communicate with a few select people the last past weeks. I just have had zero desire or inclination to reach out. I'm trying to distance myself from those who I let take advantage of me. Its so hard and I've tried many times before but I always give in and make all right for them. Not saying I'm a person pleaser but I do tend to take every problem that's not my own and fix it. First because I can actually do it but also I know I'll do it well and I hate seeing people struggling, even when its their own fault. ESPECIALLY if there are kids involved. It's a sickness I have or blah. This time though I'm really really ~trying~ harder to stick with it. I know now that I need to see myself as a person, a being deserving of all I give to others. I want to be that person to do that for me. Some have been family, some friends, even coworkers but the one that I think I'm most hurt by not being able to talk to is my best friend of 12 years. I knew I needed to step away (if only for a little while) when he told me he knows he's been manipulating me but he didn't apologize. I didn't want to accept that he said such and definitely didn't want an apology but the way he said it to me. Idk he's hurt me so much over the years but I guess he's always known I'll never leave. I don't want to and I miss him with every heartbeat. Its so tough. ANYWHOOOSSS I'm done with the word vomit.