Someone got mad at me and I apologized later than I was supposed to and then they said that I shouldn't apologize. Now I'm confused.
i like this guy a lot... but he's way too good for me... like in every aspect he's better than i am and i felt like he should never know i like him? and i felt bad cause my friends know that i like him... while i felt like im too shameful to even like him? even more shameful that i thought he might feel the same... i dont know i just want to get this off of my chest...
So my best friend is gay and she started dating someone they are now dating for 6months and she totally forgot about me.. i asked her a million times to go to the movies or a drink or something but she is always busy with her and if she isn't she brings her along. I have a boyfriend and I always make time for her I don't know why she can't do the same.
I have a good bit of friends and i love them all but I just want a best friend I had one for a long time and I know I feel stuck like everyone has someone more important
It's funny that all my mates worship Opeth because they went a concert of them and all agreed it was boring as hell.
I'm sorry to judge but for some reason it happens to me a lot. I'm always uncomfortable being with white skinny girls. Especially those who wear shorts and talk very girly (like partial valley girl accent). Because most that I have met have a judgemental vibe. I get intimidated by them but I get cringed at the way they talk sometimes they talk a little... well.. nonsense. But you see it all changed when I met my best friend who so much like these girls I often visualize. Yeah my bestfriend she's basically very much that white skinny girl with partial valley girl accent. So my judgment and logic turns out to be not everybody but most are. I mean all my life... all my life I've been bullied by these kind of girls! And only one just one became my bestfriend. So....
I've resented her for not following that rule but I just realized that I've been doing the exact same thing. And I didn't even notice until now. I'm a total idiot. I always knew that I shouldn't hate her, I should've made more of an effort in not thinking ill of her from the start. I'm literally no better than her, I really have to remember that. I also have to take better care on being nice to people and following our rules.
I'm in a whatsapp group chat that I theoretically don't belong to anymore, but I'm afraid to leave the group because then everyone gets this "... left the group chat" message and I'm just afraid that they'll talk about that. Like "why did he leave". I know I shouldn't give a damn, but I can't stand thinking that people talk about me.
I cried myself to sleep last night. I told my friend that I'm gay and that I have feelings for him. I said that I knew he didn't feel the same way but I just wanted him to know because it was killing me that he didn't know. He hasn't talked to me ever since. He didn't even sit with me in the cafeteria today like he always does. I feel so alone. I regret ever saying anything.
She's such a bitch but I still pretend to be nice to her. Can't wait to leave. Man is she a self-absorbed fuck.