I have a good bit of friends and i love them all but I just want a best friend I had one for a long time and I know I feel stuck like everyone has someone more important
It's funny that all my mates worship Opeth because they went a concert of them and all agreed it was boring as hell.
I'm sorry to judge but for some reason it happens to me a lot. I'm always uncomfortable being with white skinny girls. Especially those who wear shorts and talk very girly (like partial valley girl accent). Because most that I have met have a judgemental vibe. I get intimidated by them but I get cringed at the way they talk sometimes they talk a little... well.. nonsense. But you see it all changed when I met my best friend who so much like these girls I often visualize. Yeah my bestfriend she's basically very much that white skinny girl with partial valley girl accent. So my judgment and logic turns out to be not everybody but most are. I mean all my life... all my life I've been bullied by these kind of girls! And only one just one became my bestfriend. So....
I've resented her for not following that rule but I just realized that I've been doing the exact same thing. And I didn't even notice until now. I'm a total idiot. I always knew that I shouldn't hate her, I should've made more of an effort in not thinking ill of her from the start. I'm literally no better than her, I really have to remember that. I also have to take better care on being nice to people and following our rules.
I'm in a whatsapp group chat that I theoretically don't belong to anymore, but I'm afraid to leave the group because then everyone gets this "... left the group chat" message and I'm just afraid that they'll talk about that. Like "why did he leave". I know I shouldn't give a damn, but I can't stand thinking that people talk about me.
I cried myself to sleep last night. I told my friend that I'm gay and that I have feelings for him. I said that I knew he didn't feel the same way but I just wanted him to know because it was killing me that he didn't know. He hasn't talked to me ever since. He didn't even sit with me in the cafeteria today like he always does. I feel so alone. I regret ever saying anything.
She's such a bitch but I still pretend to be nice to her. Can't wait to leave. Man is she a self-absorbed fuck.
I'm surrounded by loving people who mean the world to me, but somehow I still feel lonely. I hate this feeling and I wish it would go away
There's a few people out there that hate me and the felling was mutual but now it evolved to contempt. I have nothing to say to them anymore unlike a year where I just wanted to yell mean things at them.
Maybe I do sometimes miss being friends with her. But it was years ago and we have nothing in common nowadays. I wouldn't even know what to say to her. Besides, she's come to dislike me and I can't seem to let go of my petty annoyance at her either so I don't think it'll happen.