My best friend wants to play cards with me all the time. That's cool, I really like playing cards with her. But I hate whenever we have to use one of her decks, because she never lets anyone shuffle them! She doesn't want the cards to get bent. I can understand wanting to take care of a special deck with emotional value, or wanting to keep collector cards/art cards in good condition. But most cards shouldn't be treated that delicately. They're SUPPOSED to be a little bent, they're supposed to wear down over time. You're supposed to USE them. And shuffling the cards in any way that doesn't bend/bridge them is extremely impractical and tedious. It takes forever to mix them up well. It's just frustrating that she seems to not understand that dollar store cards can get a little bent and it's not the end of the world. If they were meant to be pristine forever, nobody would actually play cards. It's a game, it's meant to be played with.
I'm split; I'm torn.
my foster sister irritates me at times because she is very conceited and talks too much.
why do full grown men act like teenagers. they still swear you're their heart, only to find 2 other women in the background. no doubt being told the same thing.
I have no real friends, and I am not blaming anyone, what I want to say is that I have never been really sincere and opened myself to anybody. and that is what friends should be for...to be sincere with one another.
everyone leaves. I just make it easy for them.
I gave my friend a gift card for the hardware store for our anniversary, he's a construction worker and therefore a regular customer there. Recently I asked whether he has used it yet, to which he replied that he doesn't know where the card is. It wasn't a "damn I don't know where I left it", it was more a "haha don't even know where it is haha". That's how much my presents are valued.
I know why noone likes me anymore, and if I were someone else, I'd also not like me. I've just been the worst friend/relative you could wish for. Well, maybe not the worst, but a bad one. I am still sad about it. I don't know how to change. I'm trying hard, but it's not so easy to repair something that's already broken.
I don’t have any close friends at all, I don’t really have that big of a desire to make any either though. I have two people I talk to outside of school every other day or so about school not personal stuff but apart from that I talk to hardly anyone else and I don’t really feel any desire to. I don’t really like any of the people I would call friends or acquaintances but we talk at school so I don’t have to look like strange sat on my own, I can make conversation as well as your average person but I just don’t seem to make any good friends. I wonder what it’s like though to have good friends that you feel you can talk about anything and that you want to see outside of school.
Today i got in touch again with my best friend after two and a half yrs of non talking to him. Somehow i don't feel better because he's got a girlfriend and isn't available as before.