Has anybody ever been caught masturbating. if yes what happen after.
I'm sick of opening up to people I think are friends only to find they're just trying to get their dick wet.
so here's my roomate keeping me up for nights crying. what i know is, all of it was her fault. she lies a lot. like i mean most of the times she lies. then her ldr boyfriend found out-fight-cry-i wake up vut pretending to sleep because no. im tired of dealing with ur problems. i have my own life to bitch. you're the one who caused the problems, solve it by urself. sounds like a bad friend. but i have sacrificed a lot of things for her before until i know she lied a lot to me too. no im tired of u
Last night I made a post about my “friends” ignoring me except when they come to me for all of their problems. Well, today when I turned on my phone during my break did I get a good morning text? No! How are you? No! A simple what’s up or what you doing? Nope!!! I got a voicemail asking me to call back asap because they’re lost and need help finding a store. I got a text asking for a ride to the mall after I get off work so they can go Christmas shopping. I got another text asking to help look for some game online and lastly another text from one of my coworkers asking me to bring her food. I ignored all of them, sorry I’m busy. They all know I work (unless they weren’t paying attention the past few years). They can’t even pretend to act semi interested in my life. It’s not like I’m a clingy person that expects to be talked to every minute of the day. It would just be nice to be talked to without being asked for a favor. A simple “Hey” or “good morning” goes a long way.. even “good morning, can you bring me some food” is better than “get food before u come in” I’m going to keep ignoring until they say something other than a demand
It sucks being around people that don’t care about you. These people don’t even listen to me when I talk and I was told that straight to my face. Yesterday I was talking about something and then asked a question and they said “I wasn’t listening to anything you said”. Today I was talking about something else and then they asked me something I had already mentioned so I said “I already said that” and they said “oh I didn’t hear a word you said”. It’s so rude and disrespectful to ignore someone that’s having a conversation with you especially when I’m not even the one that initiated the entire thing. Why even bother talking to me in the first place if you can’t be bothered to hear what I have to say for 30 seconds. Im done with giving my time and putting my effort towards people that don’t give a damn about my feelings. I’ve been nothing less than a great friend to everyone I know. Guess who everyone comes to when they need help.. ME.. y’all don’t even know how many times a day I get texts and calls from different people asking “how do i do this” “where do i do that” “how do i get here” “where can I find that”. Every fuckin day it’s something new. I even got my friend a job where I work and sacrificed HALF of my hours (hundreds of dollars) for 3 months because she desperately needed the money to fix her car and pay for a medical expense. I went from being employed full time to only being part time and splitting my shift because that’s the type of friend I am. I’ve actually helped quite a few friends find jobs. I don’t even feel like what I do is going above and beyond I just thought that’s how you treat friends and family. When they need help you do what you can. When they need someone to talk to you’re there for them. For some reason I don’t get that in return from anybody. I got 10 people expecting me to put them first and 0 people putting me first. Even in relationships I’ve always gotten the short end of the stick. If any of you ever met me you would see that I’m a damn good friend and a damn good girlfriend. Some of these people i’ve been friends with 5-10 YEARS and not once have I ever screwed them over, treated them badly, stole their boyfriend, lied to them.. none of that. I can’t even count how many times i’ve fronted the bill when we’ve gone out to eat. How many times ive given rides for no gas money. How many times i’ve had to be captain save a hoe. Part of me has dealt with it because it’s going to hurt to lose a friendship of 10 years or 5 years, 8 years , whatever the case may be. I guess it just comes down to what hurts more.. the cut or removing the bandaid from the cut when it’s healed. Now that I’m out of school new friends are hard to come by. It’s not like i can just replace them all with new friends. Once there gone who knows when Ill find someone new, id ever.
there are so many things going wrong. its like my world is crumbling in slow motion. but everyone in NY life thinks this growing depression is solely about them so it makes it hard to talk to anyone.
I got ur name tatted on my arm so we both ball till my dying days.
I'm a college student in a university and honestly I'm very lonely. I just don't have any friends. My friends from high school they were all in a community college and I'm the only one who's in the university. Plus they were bullies too and treats me very awful during high school. I never really have good friends and the only good friend I had is one and she's actually is gone... ....after then I never really made good friends. socialization is just hard for me and I don't know what's wrong with me. I just know I'm not the most sociable person and I get bullied a lot since elementary. I kinda grew up mostly kept home by my parents never really let me go outside and meet other kids. So maybe that has a contribution to that. But college is just a different thing. It's not the same as pre-school, elementary, middle school and high school. It's a larger community and much more people around. It's just hard. I'm also majoring in a hard subject which I'm planning to change it to something i enjoy better becuase it's taking away my sleeping hours, my rest hours as well as work.. I'm just depressed and I spend most of my time alone just have no one to talk to. How do you actually meet new people? how do you socialize with people as an adult? I'm already a sophomore and I still haven't met new people. I don't dorm either because I have money issues. I feel like I'm just awkward removing the social in it. I don't know or maybe people might have feel some bad vibe on me. But I'm just alone and I could be a good friend. I care for people. I just wanted a friend seriously to hang out with and at least someone that also calls me a friend. I'm so tired of being alone.. At the same time I'm actually kinda scared of growing old alone where nobody will care for me and die in a place where nobody will bury me. I shouldn't think about that but thinking about my life now, I'm too depressed and I wanna kill myself but I can't kill myself because I have no one to care of my body for me.. I don't want my body to just be hanging in there like a trash.. I at least just want a friend to care.. Maybe if I have one I wouldn't be depressed like this despite of my depression and busy lifestyle. I will make time for my friends if I have to. I will make time for myself if I have to.
I met a girl, online, in L4D2. It started with only playing games togerher for a while but after some time, as i started to know her, i kinda liked her. I was constantly making plans to see her in real life but she was in another country. Anyway, this girl had another friend he met online and he always joined us in our games. So we become friends with him as well. One day, we were talking with this dude and i told him that i like her. He encouraged me to talk to her. Pusshed me in fact. He said "now is the time, i know she likes you too it's obvious" bla bla. It seemed like a good idea. I talked to her and before i even had to chance to say her that i like her, we started to fight about something entirely different and that fight got intense real quick. We started screaming at each other and finally she deleted me. I was gonna talk to him about it but i realised he deleted me as well. So i suspected he has something to do with this. Even if not, we were friends too, why would he delete me like that, the subject we fought about was not related to him. Anyway we didn't speak for like 3 months. One night, i was out of the cinema. I watched Star Wars The Force Awakens. It was the premiere. I knew that guys was a Star Wars fan and i knew he has to wait 1 week before he can see that film. So i send him a message and spoiled the ending of the fim for him. He cursed me and deleted my contact number as well. At the time i tought it was funny but now i see it was really mean. How do i know it's mean? Because i would fucking get furious if someone would've spoil that movie for me. Anyway i know for a story that didn't even matter that much and too long for it's reader. The action i take seems like a total dick move to me and i had to share it somewhere. Because the people around me saying it's not a big deal because they don't get it so it's not a confession when it's like that. Maybe someone here can relate. Thank you for reading.
The only thing I look forward to on weekends is sleeping without having to set an alarm