Maybe I am too young to be on here since I am only ten but something really bad happened to me yesterday. My parents are far away right now and aren’t coming back for another week. Because of this my cousin who is 19 is staying at our house to take care of me and my brother who is 12. And I’m a boy too by the way. All day yesterday my cousin said I was misbehaving and that if I didn’t stop misbehaving he would punish me. I didn’t know what I was doing wrong but he kept saying I was being bad. Then later when I spilled water on the table by accident that’s when he really went crazy. He said he had enough and took me to the basement and told me to stay there until he told me to come out. So I stayed in the basement for a really really really long time. Like for an hour. And when I couldn’t take it anymore I came out. When he saw me he started screaming saying that I wasn’t supposed to come out until he said so. I said sorry but he dragged me back to the basement by my hair and I was crying and I kept saying I was sorry. Then in the basement he tied me up to this pipe with a metal wire to make sure I wouldn’t come out this time. It hurt a lot and the wire was sharp and it cut me and made my wrists drip blood. Then he was screaming about how I’m stupid and a lot of other stuff I’m not allowed to say. He started spanking me so hard that it gave me bruises and I started crying even harder. And I never cry when other people spank me. Then he unzipped his pants and he started doing something weird. I don’t know what he was doing but when he finished he started peeing on me but it was weird because it wasn’t like normal pee. It was different. It was so gross I seriously wished I wasn’t alive anymore. Then he left and didn’t come back until the next morning. And I only know it was the next morning because after he untied me and took me upstairs the clock on the microwave said 10 am. So yeah. And he said to just forget about everything that happened and to never talk about it to anyone. I am really really mad and I hate him for doing that but I am more afraid than mad. And he is not letting me call my parents on the phone. He hit me when I tried calling. He has started being mean to my brother too but not as bad as he was with me. I am so scared he will go crazy like that again and have no idea what I should do. I don’t want to stay with this person for a entire week. I had no idea he was so scary.
I miss my brother. He's the only one who wants to listen to hardbass with me.
when your roommate is a drama queen. she exaggerates everything and lies a lot
I always told myself that I don't want to get close to anyone but the truth is that I want someone to see the worst parts of me and tell me that they accept me despite those things. Sometimes I have to remind myself that we all are human, that everyone has weak points and not just me. But I guess I want to love someone and be loved too.
I jokingly finger-gunned @ this kid and he was like "why are you shooting at me? Is it cause I'm black?" FML.
My friend is such a pussy. Like I'm only really his friend because he had a crush on me in high school and I felt bad saying no. But there really is no other option. He hates sports, is vegan, always in his feelings and upset about something. Anyway he started dating this girl like 6 months ago I'm not sure how he convinced her to say yes but he did. Not long into the relationship he started telling me that she was distant and he wasn't sure what he did wrong blah blah. I spoke to the girl and she told me what I already knew. He was a pussy. But she liked him being a pussy, just not in the bedroom. The thought of him being a crying mess if she were to break up with him is nightmare material. So I asked her if she was interested in a 3 some with me and my bf. She accepted and now I just let them fuck every week or so. I join in sometimes, but it doesn't bother me as our relationship is built on far more than sex. I just hate that me feeling bad for someone who won't help themselves has snowballed into this. Thank you anonymous people of the Internet. I look forward to your comments.... I think
One of my guy friends has a crush on me and he is literally so obsessed with me. He always says he loves me. When i talk to other guys around him he gets so jealous and angry, like really angry. I talked to him about it but he's still the same. I probably should get him out of my life but i don't know, he's cute he makes me happy. He makes me feel special, which im really not. It just feels good to be loved, you know?
I did 7 poo's today. All rather normal solid logs, no sprinklers. I think that's a new record. Will be hard to beat. I'm writing this to document the significance of such a feat.
I deactivated my fb because I think the friends that are on it don't give af about my well being. I hate to be right cuz only 1 of my friends reach out to me to ask me how I am. Everyone else I called friends don't give af about how I'm doing. It's a shame...
I hate when people think you're their friend but you're really not. For some reason this happens to me often, and it always ends up putting me in the awkward situation of either pretending I'm their friend or being honest and telling them I'm not, which is incredibly hurtful... I never want to hurt people, especially when they've done nothing inherently wrong and they're just being overly nice. But if I barely talk to you or you just follow me online and like all of my posts, we're not BFFs. You're just a fan, and I appreciate you, but I'm not your friend. I don't really know you.