girl for a talk?🙂 m19 here🖐🏻
I feel like I am different from everyone else. I can't find anyone with the same opinions that I have. I am 20 and I miss how the world used to be a few years ago.I miss the social facebook games why doesn't anyone play them anymore?, I miss when printed magazines were still popular, I miss msn and its fun way to chats, I miss when outings were still simple and fun, not fucking nightclubs or very expensive restaurants, I miss when there were challenges and competitions, I miss social games like spin the bottle and truth or dare,I miss when collecting coins and stamps was still a thing. Why am I the only one in this large world who misses these amazing things, and WHY DO PEOPLE MAKE ME FEEL WEIRD AND JUDGE ME WHEN I TELL THEM I MISS THESE THINGS? I can't fit in in the current way of life where all what people around think about is clubbing,dogs,gym and food. I feel very bored, very lonely and very depressed. am I the only one in this huge world who misses the things above? is there any other person like me?
I know my friends are planning to go somewhere for a weekend. But no one told me or invited me even if the plans were made a few weeks ago. I just feel like I'm never really a part of anything at all. No one dislikes me and everyone likes me, I just never am close to someone or get invited for things unless it's in the hopes of dating me.
I made a deal with a female friend that if I took a photo of myself naked in the street, then I could see her nude in return. She agreed. I did my end of the deal and sent her the photo with full frontal. She just laughed and said "Oh my God" followed by "you're tiny". I reminded her about it occasionally for the next few months, and she kept saying that she was unhappy about her weight and brushing it off. Eventually, she sent me a photo of herself in her underwear. I told her that the deal was full nudity. Then she just went on a rant about slippery slopes and how I shouldn't be asking for nudes. Now I feel humiliated because she has a photo of me naked in public that she can access at any time and laugh at or even share... but the thought of that turns me on. I still hope that one day I can find a nude picture of her online, so I can make fun of her the way she did me. Apparently a video does exist, but I haven't been able to find it.
I wanna be with people but I find people annoying.
I like my best friend's sister,i still don't know if i love her or if she likes me or not but hate myself for getting too close with her. I have always tried to keep my distance by not flirting not sharing and not being too involved with her. But last year i don't know what happened we became friends. I still don't flirt or act on how i feel,and probably i never will . But everyday it is getting harder for me to act normal around her. I Instinctively prioritise her over everyone else like saving her a seat, making sure that she gets the last bite and so on. It's breaks my heart thinking about how nothing will happen between us,and even if by chance anything happens she deserves someone better, someone with a better job, better personality , someone who is better than me.
I’m sad because I’ve been excluded more and more often from my group of friends. No need to shove it in my face.
I don't want revenge your own emotions will be your undoing
All my friends are gone. They all moved to different states I have no one. I don’t even have co workers to befriend either. I’m so lonely and bored out of my mind I keep obsessing over random people because I want them to be my friend. Meeting new people is hard af I don’t even know where to begin. I don’t want to come off as creepy or weird but it’s like geezus christ can I get a friend please? Someone to hang out with, someone to talk to. There’s a girl that lives right around the corner from me that works somewhere I frequent and idk why but I really want to be friends. I have to drive past her house and her place of employment almost everywhere I go and her car is always home when she’s not working so it’s like you’re not doing anything, I’m not doing anything LETS BE FRIENDS AND GO FUCKING DO SOMETHING. I was ALWAYS the one in school to talk to the kids sitting alone at lunch or include the kids sitting alone during recess so they felt like someone cared or whatever and now I feel like I’m that kid that’s sitting alone wishing someone would make me feel worth something except now I’m an adult. Being an only child sucks ass. God please send me a friend... she’s right around the corner 😩
I've always had trouble talking to people, specially women. Because of this I have no friends and never had a significant other in my life