Being in a career I love so much I don't look forward to my days off anymore. In school days I always got something planned with friends for the weekend but it all changed and that sums up my resolutions for next year I'm going to try to make time for everyone else not just myself and family.
I love my brother and all but his smell is gross
Straight guys, help with a debate! Could Michael Biehn in the first Terminator get it?
My friend asked me via texting how my studying is going. It's going horribly. I told her I'm behind on "some courses", she asked what was up. The real reasons for it are laziness, depression and anxiety but I don't really know if I'd want her to know about that. But I don't want to lie either, so I don't know what to say.
Why do I try and reach out to my ex friends even today? It's been over three years since I walked away from them. Now they don't want anything to do with me anymore.
Though I'm two years older than my sister, I sometimes ask her advice on what to do in social situations, and also stuff like "Did anything I say sound rude in the conversation we were just in?". So I'm acting more like a little sister and I think I shouldn't. I asked her if it's a bother that I keep asking her that stuff and she said no, but I still think I should stop doing it. Not knowing if I've been behaving in an acceptable way makes me anxious, though, but in most situations there's no one to ask about it so I think I should get used to the uncertainty.
This is gonna be kind of explicit, but: I've got a gay crush on this girl I'm friends with. And the feeling is mutual. We've agreed that we should totally hook up sometime, since her boyfriend is into girl-on-girl love and wants to watch. I'm so excited for both of us to find out what sex with a girl is like! So excited, in fact, that I masturbated thinking of it just now, and I had a squirting orgasm for the first time in ages. She's just so damn hot.
When my friend who I hadnt seen in a year committed suicide, I blamed myself. I still do. I have saved so many of my friends from the same fate, I dont know why I couldnt have just saved him too. I stopped talking to him, somwthing I regret. He started as a friend of my boyfriend, my boyfriend did some stuff and I left. I didnt want to make things awkward so I cut ties. Its my fault he is dead. When I first learned he died I told my mom and she said sorry for your loss before getting mad at me for not emptying dishwasher. I yelled back and her response is the thing that has hurt me the most. "You'd think after his death you would treat the people you love better" When I talked about this with my therapist I accidently told my mom how much this hurt and she gor mad at me again. She apologised but I feel it was only to make me shut up about it. Shes right afterall it is my fault. But it still hurts.
I feel like a liar as I search for diagnosis for my chronic illness. I am often in pain, have joint popping and numbness. Being very physically weak is difficult for me as I am a high school student and want to be able to help everyone but Im so tired and unstable. I near passed out all afternoon today and my friend who I normally walk with didnt care I was feeling ill and got mad for me asking to walk with her. She had a date. I was worried about passing out and getting hit by a car. I feel bad for being a burden. All i want to do is make them happy, but I need to be healthy.
I've messaged through Facebook a friend which I haven't spoken to in three yrs. She said that we're good dispite being me an asshole towards her and her husband. Then again I was attacking everyone at the time. I have a plan of getting together with my estranged friends one at the time.