I really don't see a point in a girl like me being online anymore as there are just way too many h*rny people online that it's ridiculous and it's not often that there are decent people out there that I can find who actually want something real (eg. a friendship that doesn't involve any kind of s*xting, trading n*des or dirty talk whatsoever) as they're extremely hard to find nowadays. It stinks that this is what the world has come to. Also, I'm not even sure why I'm writing this or posting this as there are also way too many careless people out there who only care about themselves.
Me sinto desprezado, humilhado e não aceito pelos meus amigos, e por uma razão idiota provavelmente. Queria me cortar de novo, mas minha mãe perceberia. Eu me odeio tanto. Queria morrer.
in 8th grade me and some friends watched hentai during lunch and one of the guys got hard and was covering it with my sweater. I burned it
one year into a rocky marriage I met a much older man who I got to be casual friends with. as time went on I started confiding in him with the very serious issues I was heading with my husband. he developed into a very jealous, controlling, manipulate, and angry person. he lost to decent jobs because of his anger and now he won't look for another one because "They don't pay enough". I talked to this older man many times and occasionally cried on his shoulder. literally cried on his shoulder. over the next few months, we became really close and we developed a physical attraction for each other. we have been very intimate the last several weeks and I might have fallen in love with him as my husband pushed me futher and futher away. my new love gives me advice to hold my marriage together and encourages me to have patience with him. he's had some dealings with mental health and his family and he believes my husband is suffering from a combination of depression, anxiety, and perhaps is bipolar. he's pushed me to set up an appointment with a doctor or therapist but my husband gets extremely angry for days when I suggest something like that. I keep struggling with what to do. I'm also very thankful for my Lover.
ok so I love my best friend in a platonic way and I'd never want to have sex with her but like. I want her to see me naked? and I want to turn her on, but I don't want any actual physical contact. like maybe just send her a nice for her to masturbate to
I feel guilty and selfish for having suicidal thoughts. just thinking that I've even considered putting my friend through that is a horrible thing to do. and honestly it's working. obviously I'm still alive
(this is a note I had written to my ex best friend but I never gave it to him) Dear Cody I'm so sorry for the things ive said and how I hurt you. I'm a shitty person. I know I told that I was trying to work on it but I wasn't. Every time I said you looked like shit and you weren't special I was joking and I thought you knew it was a joke. I'm sorry for saying all those lies to you I was such a horrible friend to you. I have lost so many people because of my actions and I don't want to lose another please talk to me. (I regret not sending it. it's been 4 years I have moved on but it still makes me sad thinking about my shitty past self)
Does anyone want to be my friend right now? genuinely
I was so bored so far this summer with missing some of the school year and no summer camps to go to. I started hanging out with older neighborhood boy occasionally. he works at a car dealership detailing cars and taking out trash. at first we did a lot of talking and a little flirting. sometimes I thought he was getting an erection. he would try to hide it I think. anyways, yesterday I wore a clingy tank top and no bra and I knew he could see my nipples and outline of my chest.I could see that he was definitely hard. I intentionally laying across him to reach for a drink cup and put my hand on his thigh close to his thing. when I set back up at drug my hand across his penis and without thinking I said what's that. We look at each other and then I said without thinking again I want to see it. he just said bulshit and I said show it to me. we went back and forth teasing like that and then he stood up and I'm did the string on his shorts and said if I wanted to see it to pull the shorts down. I was so scared and so nervous so I stood close to him and I pushed his shorts down and I could feel his penis sticking into my stomach. I'm quite a bit shorter than him and I was afraid to look down. finally I stepped back and could see every bit of him. I touched it with one finger and then with the tip of all my fingers and finally I grabbed it and pulled a little bit. some clear liquid dropped out of the end of it. he told me to kiss it. I said I haven't even kissed you. he said play with it and rub it. I really didn't do much but he started coming and a bunch of white stuff shot out all over the carpet. we were both extremely embarrassed and he went to the bathroom to get a rag and I told him I had to go and I just left. I'm hoping we see each other tomorrow. he doesn't work on Saturdays. We just need to find a place cuz everybody's parents will be home. this time I'm going to kiss it and I will put it in my mouth I just want that white stuff to come out while I'm kissing and sucking his thing
I recently end a Toxic friendship, its my 2nd. I dont know why but i cant move on, even knowing that what she did was wrong. She never did an apology, i always did, even when i did nothing wrong and just defending myself. When i met her i had a crush on her, but then I saw that the person i fell in love was just a husk, she faked her happyness cuz she has depression, and i tried multiple times to help her get this situacion, looked for forums, reliable doctor posts, etc... Thats one of the reasons i feel guilty about the end of our friendship. Sorry if i did some errors, inglish is my 2nd language