i sniffed, licked and came into my crushs and best friend panties and bra today... because i have to wash them.. because she is in the hospital... i never came so hard. but i also never felt so ashamed before
I love you but I know you don't feel the same ....part of me wishes this won't come off so lame..... everything that we do together seems so refreshing and new....oh but if only you knew....you say you love me but in a sisterly way....that's when I wish I could just fade away....(she's Les and I'm bi)
I DONT WANT TO KNOW YOU, BUT I DO. BLESSING AND A CURSE. I'LL JUST PRETEND IM DEAD, IT'LL BE FINE. I'LL BE FINE. IM FINE..
I have a girl who loves the hell out of me. She does everything for me and probably will do anything for me. Her love for me is unbelievable and I feel so bad. We did date for five years, lived together for about a year. I love her and I would take a bullet for her, but i don't want to date her again. i care for her. when she's sad im probably sad and when she's over working herself I yell at her to stop doing things for everyone and lay down in front of a tv for once. She brings me food whenever I ask, basically manage my money because i can spend it on useless things. She knows how i feel and that I don't love her the same as i once did and i worry everyday that she's still hoping. Shes still hella jealous of any female that approaches me. Gets mad when i dont tell her whose been over my apartment (which i tell her I don't have to do). some times i forget shes not just my one and only friend but also my ex who I still seem to get in heated fights with. major cock block but i haven't minded seeing how dating is no longer a concern. I don't know how to feel about this. i try to let her go find happiness yet she will call, text, email, show up at work, or bang on my door until i cave. i care for her happiness and i feel her being stuck on me is making her miserable. i dont want her to have to stop being friends with me to find happiness but some times i feel its the only way. She deserved it. Sighs.
I have a crush on the most amazing and perfect person in the world, we met on a social media site, and I told him about my feelings and I don't think he likes me back. Recently I had the guts to start a conversation with him, this small talk turned into something interesting about politics, history and exams, I was finally able to end it, didn't want things to get awkward. Now that I have read the conversation a million times and thought about it too much, it feels like he talked to me only because he felt sorry for me for many reasons: he knew about my feelings, he saw something I posted when I was having a bad day, he might have seen the other post in which I stated I have a disability, he might have googled my name and found my pic which is not pretty at all, and he was so nice to me, he's not like that with everyone. Weird thing is, that he wanted to keep in touch, I can't help it but think he felt sorry for me. I hate my feelings, my mind, my paranoia, or maybe it's all real. I don't know anymore, I freaking hate it. I hope he's not reading this lol.
I want my boss to want me, we've flirted before and even sent snaps but I want him and it annoys me that it's wrong
I had a girl I liked in school, she broke her arm, I was gonna write a card for her confessing my feelings, I didn't and now she's in high school, and I miss her
"I'm in the corner watching you kiss her (him in my case) and Im giving it my all but I'm not the guy you're taking home (girl in my case)"
I'm actually in love with my bestfriend but she's straight and I'm gay
i try to have faith . i try to tell me god loves me. but if he loved me... why does he keep tearing me apart. i have seen my life crumble and get worse.