is it true that if you slept w a man right away they will never look at you as an option or take you serious ?
I feel so sad. for the first time I sleep w a man on our first night. and now he really likes me and I do . but I was told that once you sleep with a man that easy he will never see you the same or take you serious. I mean his been nice and his been hanging out w me since. is that true ?
Dude do not ever think I want to see you again. You FD me up seriously go fuck yourself keep my name out yer mouth I'll erase my memory we were never anything Right?
he's coming back again for the hundredth times, after he broke up with his girl. I used to be his back up girl. But not anymore. I got enough. Bye.
We were in his car talking about how people break your heart when they already know that you truly love them and how disappointed you get, while he was hugging me, never thought I ever had this conversation with a guy, then he starts to mess around with my hair, I told him to comb my hair again then when he does it, got close to me and I got close to him and he goes back and laughs, I said wait it wasn't what I was thinking? He smiles and says yes it was that then he kissed me, yes that awsome feeling that tou get when you kiss someone that you like so much for the first time, then he goes back and looks straight, I'm like, hey what happened? He said: I'm just thinking about how much I like you and we could've gotten far if you lived here, I don't know what's going to happen with me, I said no one knows what's going to happen with their life it's ok, he says I mean my love life. I was speechless.
Let's pretend like we don't have emotiona, let's pretend like we dont like each other, let's ignore each other feelings, perfect.. Even if that's not I want to but I guess there's not another option.
my conscious is too heavy. i can't sleep when he lays next to me
I'm excited. Just a couple more days until we head to the nudist resort. I am bringing a non nudist with me because he was always interested in going. I think he's going to have a great weekend because of the trampoline and bounce house restaurant. All I need to figure out is what to pack or should I say what not to pack lol.
since I can't bring myself to send this text to my crush/guyfriend I'll post a translated version here: "Hey! Look, I know how stupid this is but I just can't seem to get this out of my mind so I just hope you won't hate me for this. I really like you. I mean, I REALLY like you. I know I talked to you about my problems with other guys and my ex boyfriend and somehow managed to not see you as more than a friend for so long. These past few months I've been the happiest around you. I feel save with you, calm and comfortable. Whenever you see me sad you will go out of your way to get me to crack a smile. You have no idea how happy that makes me feel. Whenever I crack a lame joke you think it's the funniest thing in the world. Whenever I say something mean you forgive me after a couple of seconds. Around you I feel like I'm worth so much more than anybody ever gave me. I guess that's why I fell in love with you. And I get it's pretty likely you don't see me in that way and you might like someone else (you never tell me about that stuff) but if there's just the tiniest chance for me to be with you I just wanted you to know that I'm deeply in love with you. I'm sorry if this ruins our friendship."
So I think I like my exes best mate who has also friend zoned me and I think is gay ....what have i done now