I THINK I'M BAD: I feel guilty, no matter I try to be happy. There's always a guilt left in my heart. I look happy but inside millions of knife is ripping my heart. I have hurted three guys without any intention. They love/like me but I don't like them back. I feel nothing for them. I became friends with them. But it's just friends I cannot give love. They assume that I love them or like them. But I never give any pinch of a sign that I like them too. It's just that I don't want to hurt them, but I was wrong I hurt them much more than I thought. I'm a really friendly person, I don't want to hurt them and I stop talking with them for almost 3 months to make them realize that I wasn't interested on them. Isn't it complicated? so for now, I acted like they never existed and I keep on pretending that I don't see them. Sorry for my english. I know I'm dumb af. For now, all I can say is I hate them all. And I know they already hate me too. It's a mess. I made a HUGE MISTAKE.
I'm finally over my crush. And now I have a new one. But I know that if I keep trying to get his attention, I'll just end up with a broken heart again. I tell myself that I have a chance, but deep down I know that it's impossible. Someone else likes him too... She's a nice girl and she is good friends with him... And she deserves him more than me...
my is alwz thinking about sex I am honey alwz HW to avoid this
i quit on men, independant woman ^^
I miss the way you look at me, the way you would playfully tease me at school, the times you'd walk by me and my friends and call my name smiling at me.
No matter how much I try to change myself for you, I'm still not the girl for you. I won't ever be.
I'm not good enough for you.
I want a girl in my life. I'm an attractive, fit, fun guy yet it seems hard to find a girl. I've always got along with girls and been able to relate with problems like self-conciseness and depression but I alway seem to find my way into the friend zone. I just want to fuck a girl and love her the next day.
I'm just want a girl. I'm in a drug and alcohol abuse program and trying really hard to get sober. I'm young so I haven't lost my virginity yet. We basically all hang out together (about 60 of us) and most are guys. It's really hard to get a girl for me even though I'm not ugly, I'm just funny and they always think of me as brother or just a friend. Its hard and just wanted to get this out there.
Ok so I was talking to someone for a couple of months and he liked (likes still probably but idk) me a lot a lot (not to sound like I'm in high school but seriously a lot) ((side note: I'm not one for the whole emotion shabang)). Long story short I liked him as a person but nothing more and I thought I was okay with not talking to him forever. For whatever argument I just shut down blocked him from evvvverything...to the point where even if I did (which I now do) want to talk to him I couldn't. After I did that he constantly told me how much he needed me (through one of my social medias that he is currently blocked on) and how this was hurting him and how sad he was and boohoo blah blah for a week. I ignored it, he stopped sending stuff...and ofc now I regret it. I want to to talk to him and idk what to do...and I have one way of reaching him which is by emailing him (pre historic and kinda weird right?). His last message was almost 2 months ago...should I try to reach out to him and apologize (bc honestly just going cold turkey on his ass was a shitty move on my part) or is he over it and I should let it go orrr idk I just don't want to hurt him more but I want to be able to talk to him (as nothing more than friends though) ((is that unfair))