I'm not good enough for you.
I want a girl in my life. I'm an attractive, fit, fun guy yet it seems hard to find a girl. I've always got along with girls and been able to relate with problems like self-conciseness and depression but I alway seem to find my way into the friend zone. I just want to fuck a girl and love her the next day.
I'm just want a girl. I'm in a drug and alcohol abuse program and trying really hard to get sober. I'm young so I haven't lost my virginity yet. We basically all hang out together (about 60 of us) and most are guys. It's really hard to get a girl for me even though I'm not ugly, I'm just funny and they always think of me as brother or just a friend. Its hard and just wanted to get this out there.
Ok so I was talking to someone for a couple of months and he liked (likes still probably but idk) me a lot a lot (not to sound like I'm in high school but seriously a lot) ((side note: I'm not one for the whole emotion shabang)). Long story short I liked him as a person but nothing more and I thought I was okay with not talking to him forever. For whatever argument I just shut down blocked him from evvvverything...to the point where even if I did (which I now do) want to talk to him I couldn't. After I did that he constantly told me how much he needed me (through one of my social medias that he is currently blocked on) and how this was hurting him and how sad he was and boohoo blah blah for a week. I ignored it, he stopped sending stuff...and ofc now I regret it. I want to to talk to him and idk what to do...and I have one way of reaching him which is by emailing him (pre historic and kinda weird right?). His last message was almost 2 months ago...should I try to reach out to him and apologize (bc honestly just going cold turkey on his ass was a shitty move on my part) or is he over it and I should let it go orrr idk I just don't want to hurt him more but I want to be able to talk to him (as nothing more than friends though) ((is that unfair))
a while ago I wrote about a straight guys I'm starting to get feelings for as we had a one night stand and since then became really good friends. We would text each other every morning, afternoon and evening. But last weekend he was drunk and he asked me to walk with him as he wanted to get something to eat. On our way back to the party I touched his shoulder and he asked me to not touch him. He said something about friendship barrier. I just looked at him and kept walking. He asked if I was upset and I just said no and kept on walking. That evening when he went home I texted him saying sorry if I made him feel uncomfortable and it won't happen again. The next morning he replied saying he said I was hanging on him and he doesn't like that shit. I just said not too worry it won't happen again. He even replied saying I should have a good day (I didn't reply) since that day we haven't texted each other again. I've seen him a few times and he would greet me, I would greet as well but keep my distance. Last night he texted my house mate asking if he can come over. When he got there I went to have a bath. By the time I was getting dressed he just knocked on my door and came in saying he's going now. I just said goodbye, shook his hand and bumped shoulders. I am confused as to what's going on with us. I really like this guy but I don't know what he wants.
So I like this tall guy. He likes to tease me at our lockers because he's right next to me. We play knockout ( basket ball thing ) together with my best friend. But I think he likes my other bestie. And once he saw me cry and he always ask me " why did you cry " I say why. But it's because it hurts to like him so much
I have this crush on a guy (let's call him P). So P and I sometimes talk at school, and sometimes we play soccer together with some friends. I know he doesn't have a crush on me, but I really really really like him. He's dating this girl though, but their relationship is horrible. They never talk to each other, no texting, nothing. P absolutely loves her, but she just wants the feeling of having a boyfriend. He buys her stuff and says I love you, but she brushes it off. I honestly think that she wouldn't care if he died. I'm not saying he deserves me, but he definitely deserves better than her. I'm not trying to sound rude, and I know I know nothing about how she feels, but it's just the way that she acts. Oh and let me mention, he has cried over 5 times for her, but she hasn't cried once.
this guy .played me, acted like we were something. than he confessed he was "still" married , than he told me he didn't wanted to be w me bc i had kids, than i get pregnant and asked me to have have an abortion. he told me we were friends all this time. than he argued with me bc I will go out w my guy friends and told me he will never see me again. And I told him that he told me that we would never be together that's why I would go out that I could not be with him all the time that I needed a life and he wasn't going to be there for me. so than to break up w me again told me pretty much that I was a who're and that I was w too many man. and told me to leave him alone. and so I insisted and insisted and now I feel so stupid because I was actually begging him I felt so low and he probably now thinks I'm stupid. and easy. I feel like crap. he said he loved me supposedly. now he said that he was going to be with me that he cared about my kids and turn the tables.
For most of my life I have wanted to bang Prince this is weird considering he is twice my age and dead when I met him he thought I was beautiful but we were friends I am a model and that's where he knew me from but still he showed no interest in me totally friends zoned by a celebrity and my 1D.
guys help. this guy made me fall in love treated me like a princes. and then he confessed he was married but his wife was in Mexico and was getting a divorce. than whe I fall more in love. since I forgive him. he told me that he did not wanted be with me because he could not love my kids. than he came back said he loved me and I forgive him. but he said just like friends but he acted as I was his gf. but I was his friends but I was also moving on and going out w my guys friends. than I got pregnant a month a go. he made me abort and I cried so much he was in Mexico. but he told me not to have he baby bc I was on my own. he does have money and cold take care of baby but he said I could have it. he send he money for the abortion pill and hours after I think I had a miscarriage. but yet I keep the money and made him think I had it. when he came back from Mexico he said I want a receipt from the abortion clinic and I said no I'm going through all this feeling . I'm loosing my baby and your asking for a receipt. ok well we argued . I did told him when he was in Mexico that I never wanted to see him again and it's true I didn't after I found out what a bad person he is. well than all this time I supposed to be hurting from the abortion. well he saw a message from my ex with I don't care be is a friend and I decided to talk to him since this idiot left me alone, told me he didn't wanted to be with me. and he asked me have you talk to him and I said yes I did for 3 days bc I wasn't planning on being with you and anyways you told me you did not wanted to be with me and always said I was just a friend. and he said you terrible I never want to be with you and don't ever think I will be the same. and I said you get me pregnant want me to have an abortion, told me you just wanted to be friend and now your telling me I'm the worse when I'm hurting from loosing my baby . and he made me feel guilty saying that he wouldn't be with me because I go out with my guys friends but he told me we were just friends. I don't get it and than I said I love you I love and he said really please stop calling me, I'm not answering. leave me alone, and I said why are you treating me like this. and pretty much I was begging him and I feel so stupid for begging him. his going to think I'm annoying. so now I don't even know what to think.