I just found out my crush is a major nerd, and I love it. He's so cute haha. The best part is that he's kinda shy about it, almost embarrassed, but I honestly adore that about him.
love reading my own thoughts that someone else wrote lol
weird how someone can be talking about a boy but they were actually the other gender which confuses things up more ha
I think no one deserves me. I’m too weak to live, I take everything seriously...even petty things. I depend on antidepressants to live. One day I’m okay, the next day I feel suicidal.
I don't know where else to say this, and usually I don't like to use this platform for my opinions .. But more my thoughts and emotions. But eff it! Lol. Soo.. What's up with all these people with full lips wanting to get lip injections?? Like I'm totally for people who want to alter their looks because they feel subconscious about something, like Kylie deff needed it because let's be honest, she looks a lot better with them and her lips truly were thin. But I've seen and read too many people talking about "I want to get juviderm" and they have thick lips already . Same thing happened when Kim's ass was the big thing and girls with big asses weren't happy and wanted to get it even bigger.. That's where Nicki Minaj comes in. Now we got chicks with asses that are bigger than their bodies, and lips so big they can barely speak. What's going on people?? What's up with this new wave of body dysphoria ? I mean if you have a big nose and get plastic surgery, or you're an A cup and get breast implants , or even have a very flat ass and want some fat in there.. Go for it! Do what you think will make you feel better about yourself! But when you already have it and you just want it bigger, it makes you a glutton. It's like when you're full but you keep eating. Don't do it to yourselves. Very few people find oversized body parts attractive. Y'all just watching too much Kardashians, and following the wrong people on Instagram and snapchat.
Sometimes when awkwardness happens, I just break the ice. It makes it more awkward to some people but to me it's less awkward just by the fact that awkwardness is a human thing and breaking the ice just illustrate how much of a human we really are. Silly and always silly.
I confess: After 8 years, I still don't know if the word "brisingr" from the Eragon series is pronounced "briss-een-grr" or "briss-inn-jur"
I think I am in love with a bird.
I just thought: If I am always sitting in my room, slowly letting my social skills degrade while feeling miserable, I can't complain about being an Outcast...most of my problems would be solved by going to some public events, drinking a little and then talking to prople...I guess it is time to pull myself out of the shit-quagmire...
Just got home from 4th of July party hella lot and can't help to feel so god damn sober after realizing I'm only about to get 5 hours of sleep for a morning shift tomorrow....lol