I can't sleep if my closet is open lol too scary

how many confessions have u guys written? i've written 33

Alright, I know this is a stupid thing to be upset about, but that's why I'm complaining here and not to people I know. So I finally managed to grow my nails out super long, which is actually pretty hard to do since I work in a factory. And I painted them all pretty and they look fabulous. Well, I broke one. Figures. But y'know, not a huge deal, one is just shorter than the others. But then I smashed my finger so hard at work that the nail polish popped clean off of that finger, all in one piece. I wouldn't be upset about this, except that now I have long, gorgeous nails... and then one very short unpainted nail. So it looks like I got those fake acrylic nails and one just fell off. I don't even care about that finger looking so different except that I know everyone thinks my nails are fake, and I'm sad about that because I'm actually kind of proud of myself for making them look so good. It's like when you spend days on a drawing but then no one believes that you actually drew it. idk like I said, I know it's dumb, I just needed to tell someone how I feel.

On the inside, I am filled with an angry-sadness tornado that is wrecking every part of me, physically, emotionally and mentally. On the outside, I'm happy and whatnot but I just want to slit my throat in front of everyone and watch as they scramble all frantic as I die.

my ex crushh just give me his number!!! and he became my crush again hahahaha!

im literally the worst at comforting people, all i do is stay silent and awkwardly pat their back. i dont know how to deal with emotions

this has been on my mind for as long as i remember (a bit tmi) but i cant shake over the fact that some people uses ONLY toilet paper to wipe their ass, like how?? i feel like that just takes so much time as opposed to just use a toilet spray hose, it's faster it's convenient and it actually leaves you CLEAN. i went to france once and i was actually traumatised how they just used toilet papers, at least turkey had a bidet, thank god cause i was this close to not going because i thought they havent. my friend had the exact same problem when studying abroad, she couldn't stand just using papers so she carries plastic water bottles with the pull push cap around everywhere she goes. honestly, the toilets are actually huge factors to me when travelling, if they dont have a spray or at least a bidet, im not going

I just wish I could be sure that he loved me, even just a little. I let my mind play games with me and make me feel terrible. then I roll a blunt and I'm happy again. idk what's life.

I wanna be..... the very best! No one ever waaaaasss! ;)

Does anybody have Vudu movies codes? they usually come with your bluray disc purchase. If you, can I have one? pls?