I spent the last 2 years doing nothing. Just chilling on my couch basically. I could have finished my university degree, I could have found a job, but no. Partly because I'm lazy, partly because I'm very afraid of the world. I'm not made for adulthood. I've always been someone who couldn't handle being on my own, always needed mommy to tell me what to do and schedule my appointments, ask the ice cream man to give me a cone. I always only did what the others were doing and barely had an idea what was happening. All was fine while I was a child and still in school. But since I'm out of there and have to make my own decisions, since nobody tells me what to do anymore, I stopped functioning completely. Childhood is supposed to be learning to ride a bike, and when you turn into an adult, they take away your training wheels and you go and ride. But I just fell over when they took away mine. And I don't know how to get up. I don't see anyone I could ask for help.

Heroes have dreams, Villains have schemes. What has both?

It's not easy for me to be a single woman. Sometimes I wish a man would give me head, so that I can get to sleep.

Is it weird to talk to a girl you're interested in, in front of your parentz or hers?

i swear to god they need to stop playing that damn amazon prime commercial. jeez i hear that shit a million times a day!!!

Tonsilitis, earache and headache. Gosh, I think I'm starting to have a fever.

My parents often tell me to do things that I don't know how to do because I've never done it before, but won't explain it or show it to me. Then they get mad when I either say I won't do it, or if I do it wrong. Example, last time my mom told me to cook the chicken while she was out gardening, I did it wrong because she didn't tell me how to - then got mad when it turned out wrong. Today she wanted me to cook something else I never did before, I refused and now she told me I can't eat today since I don't ever help. I am not even mad or anything, I just feel defeated...

am i the only asian girl who decided to marry with English man ?HAHA

The ocean is my biggest fear.

I'm an iphone user and i think iphones are overrated.