I will have a cigar, red wine or 4 ounces of bourbon, and dehydrated ginger with sugar (similar to the dried pinapple with sugar), at the end of the day, to relax. During that time I watch, Law and Order reruns. After I finish my smoke, drink and sugary snack; I turn off the television, and listen and say aloud to my self recorded affirmations for 15 to 30 mins. After that I do my meditation and visualizations. Then I go to bed. That is the best way for me to relax. So far, so good.
Every time I take a personality test I am either an ENTP or ENTJ 🙄 What am I? Can I be both kinda ambivalent? or am I something in between
I'm taking on an art project that may be too much for me to handle. Granted, it's a personal project so there is zero obligation or pressure, aside from the pressure I put on myself. I'm a huge perfectionist (which is stupid, because nothing I ever do can be perfect), and it doesn't help that the project consists of fanart of someone I adore and look up to. I just hope I do her justice. And I hope I don't quit this time. I always take on complex art ideas that I get frustrated with and give up on. I don't want this to be another unfinished sketch, forgotten in a half-filled sketchbook somewhere.
Fuck me now or forever hold your peace
My girlfriend is so boring. The sex is boring, our relationship as a whole is boring. Everything we do together is boring. If I won $300 million she would find a way to make the situation boring. Having sex with her is like fucking a wooden plank. When we go out for dinner the conversation is boring I almost fall asleep. When we watch tv together mostly the shows she likes shes on her phone the entire time. I tried talking to her about it and asked if shes ok or if anything is wrong and she claims everything is great. I told her ive been getting a weird vibe and she said maybe it’s because I was sick lmfao sorry ass excuse. I want to have fun, i want to feel wanted in my relationship.
all my life I've been told that I'm pretty & beautiful! I've been told im what fantasies are made of with my waist length hair & my body having all the right curves & a perfect ass!! but I just don't see what their are talking about!! i mean, I hate the way I look & would rather cut all my hair off again!!!! I wish I would of had a mother who cared enough to show me how to be feminine & girly!! I blame her for my lack of self esteem & never have had much confidence in myself or my looks!! It makes me sick to know that I now have 3 beautiful daughters & I don't know how to teach them these things!!
My little sister always traces the scar on my throat with her little fingers. I love her so so so much.
I MADE A MISTAKE IN A SOCIAL SITUATION AMD I WANT AWAY BUT I CANT EXACTLY RUN AWAY WHEN IM IN CLASS
I don't look left and right for cars when crossing the street anymore. Of course when I hear a car I stop, but when I don't, I just take the risk. My life is currently so shitty that I actually think being hit by a car could make things better, not worse.
My ultimate sexual fantasy is to have sex with twins