This time I am gonna go after what I want and let the rest of the chips fall where they may. No thinking, just doing.

idk why im waiting for you everyday

dude! I'm so worried now that I have taken the first steps to put my restraining order in place against my child's dad. but i have to put myself first and stop being nice to a bitter parents who can't do what's best for the kid because they are so blinded by their emotions.

I've realised I have a pseudo insecst kink, would I sleep with anyone in my family? Hell no, that's gross and disturbing. But do I want an older guy to pound me into a mattress while calling me his child? Yes please. Do I want an older woman to ride my face and tell me what a good kid I am? God yes. Do I want a partner to tell me to be quite in case mum and dad hear? fucking hell I want it. and don't worry I hate myself too

Some people should really be careful about what they say about others. You never know when you will piss off a witch like me and end up with a curse. Because tomorrow, I am going to do everything I can to curse this person and make them regret ever speaking ill of me. I am a very laid back person but lying to people saying I made a racist comment is a slight against my character. I have not nor would I ever make racist comments about someone else. I can handle the comments about being inadequate at my job, but spreading false rumors like this is unforgivable.

I feel lost and trapped cause I cant figure out how to be happy. day and night I have something to complain about. I feel like if it wasnt for smoking I wouldve never woke up every morning.

Is it normal that I've never had a problem with self harm before but when I'm angry or upset (not sad) I want to cut myself out of frustration? Is it normal that I had a daydream (kinda) of taking my switchblade and stabbing myself deep in the abdomen? Is it normal that sometimes I fantasize about being in the hospital? What does this all mean? It really doesn't feel like depression, and I'm on meds for it anyway. Please help.

after sleeping with a guy, we kept talking. We met once, should i already start asking him about what he wants 🤔?

how do I get rid of someone who is a threat to my safety and my child's upbringing.

I smile about living at home with my parents as if it doesn't bother me. But it is killing me to live at home only because I know the mistakes I made to make this my only choice. But living here I have no time to process my emotions because I am never alone. My sister is attached to me like a honey to bees. So time to be sad or depressed for all that I lost does not happen, I just ignore it. And I know it is not healthy to ignore it, but if I deal with it she will see it and think that I am sad that I live here. And I cannot lie to her and I don't feel like explaining myself to her. She is not really old enough to understand, she is only 9.