Some of you might remember some posts I made about 6 months ago, and a few other times since then. My cat went missing and I was devastated. I did everything I could to find him, but every lead turned out to be a dead end. Flash back to last weekend. A strange number calls the house, and since the person's last name is Wine, my mom decides to answer out of curiosity. Ms. Wine says she has my cat. Skeptical, my mom asks some more questions... Ms. Wine got the phone number off of his tag. After 6 months, he somehow still had his collar on, and someone kind enough to call us found him. He's very overweight now (which leads me to believe somebody may have taken him, combined with the fact that he was unreasonably far away) but otherwise seems to be in good health. I'm so happy he's home. I'm so relieved that nothing terrible happened to him. I'm so blessed that I'm getting a second chance with him. This time, if I can help it, I'm keeping him indoors. I never wanted him to stay outside anyway, I just had to keep him out there because my mom made me.
I bought an android a few months back to replace my old iPhone 6s and to be honest, worst decision i ever made. It was on black friday, so i didnt spend a fortune, but it still sucks. The camera is (suprise) whack, it doesnt even run smoother than my old phone which is a pretty sad thing if you think about it. The only uprgade i have is the screen because OLED really does look pretty. I have a Pixel 3 but as soon as i get to my new job that thing goes straight to the trash. First i thought it was my mistake for choosing the pixel (which apperently has the best AI Camera on the market rn) but the new Samsung my friend has is just as useless.
I’m not an alcoholic. I talk to my man about his drinking all the time. But when I feel very alone which is often I drink and smoke until I fall asleep. otherwise I get panic attacks.
Whenever I find a hair in my food I take it out and keep eating. There’s so much more worse shit I don’t know about that could be in my food that I really don’t care about a single strand of hair.
My mom is really stressing me out and giving me anxiety a lot lately. I don't know what her deal is, maybe she's stressed about something, but my sister said she hasn't been acting this way towards her. It's just me. Why is she taking it out on me?
Got locked out of my social media account. Been wandering the internet aimlessly. Got more work done. I honestly think my life is better without it. I was so badly addicted to Twitter. Glad to be free.
For some reason that I can't explain I have been trying to find the girl with the perfect face since forever, and haven't found her yet. I always keep an eye out, especially on those "beautiful models" Instagram posts. Again, I really don't know why I do this. Maybe I once tried to draw a girl and didn't find a reference picture I liked enough so I decided to keep looking. Maybe a friend once asked who the prettiest girl I know is and I couldn't decide. And now it's a mild obsession. I'm starting to think that there simply isn't a perfect face out there, and I don't know whether I like that or not.
You always think your problems are the worst until you get a problem that's REALLY bad and suddenly you wish you had your old, small, pointless problems back.
All my friends are gone. They all moved to different states I have no one. I don’t even have co workers to befriend either. I’m so lonely and bored out of my mind I keep obsessing over random people because I want them to be my friend. Meeting new people is hard af I don’t even know where to begin. I don’t want to come off as creepy or weird but it’s like geezus christ can I get a friend please? Someone to hang out with, someone to talk to. There’s a girl that lives right around the corner from me that works somewhere I frequent and idk why but I really want to be friends. I have to drive past her house and her place of employment almost everywhere I go and her car is always home when she’s not working so it’s like you’re not doing anything, I’m not doing anything LETS BE FRIENDS AND GO FUCKING DO SOMETHING. I was ALWAYS the one in school to talk to the kids sitting alone at lunch or include the kids sitting alone during recess so they felt like someone cared or whatever and now I feel like I’m that kid that’s sitting alone wishing someone would make me feel worth something except now I’m an adult. Being an only child sucks ass. God please send me a friend... she’s right around the corner 😩
how odd is it that I’m antisocial as fuck but hate how I feel like I have no one