having a bf gives me anxiety. flirting with guys not so much. flirting feels like all gain, with a bf I feel like the whole idea is to stop him from thinking of leaving. not fun.
I miss having a life...all i do is work...
This might sound pathetic but the idea of sex scares me. I know it's probably just because I've let horror stories and porn influence my view of it too much, but I can't shake it off.
I wish my mom would quit putting me down all the time. I feel like every thing I get excited about, every plan I have, every dream I want to make happen, she shoots them all down and tells me nothing will work, it's not worth it, it's not possible, etc. I'm just tired of her negativity. I'm tired of her making me feel discouraged and keeping me from wanting to even try. She's my mom, she's supposed to support me and lift me up, not criticize me and tear me down.
I want to lick and suck my crush's fingers, maybe nibble them a bit too. God, his hands are sexy.
Sometimes I wish I was born rich
Sometimes it's better to go home, if you cannot focus at work. Chances are you are exhausted, without feeling sleepy. Rest is more important than money.
A weird thing I do is that I always look on the road when I'm not the driver of the car, as if I was the driver of the car. No matter which seat I'm in; if I'm in the back seat I always sit very uncomfortably to be able to look out of the front. I also don't take in the beauty of the landscape or sleep or read, not even on long rides. I started doing this when I was a kid, I always was afraid of car rides when my dad was driving because he took his eyes off the road so much (probably wasn't even that bad but as a kid I thought he was gonna kill us all if he looked elsewhere for a second) and in my child brain I thought I could compensate that if I looked at the road instead. It became both a habit and kind of a superstition, and I'm not sure if it's healthy.
Do you need help or loans to pay your debt...
I keep notes on my phone that I write when I get anxious it’s an anxiety relieving because now I know I can’t forget it and the anxiety goes away also I keep a phone diary ... these are the best two ways I found how to keep my anxiety undercontrol it doesn’t work with all my anxiety but it eliminates a lot