I know that believe is illogical, but I like the Idea that after death, one becomes the "god" of their own universe - call me weak-minded, but it helps me cope with the fact that death is inevitable.
Got an A in German; A in English, Philosophy and Geography, too... have a Math-Test tomorrow and I know about as much as Jon Snow.
Do you ever wonder like... what if the person you're meant to be with is someone youre 100% unable to be with? Like someone from other country. Someone famous. Someone completely outside of the circle you run in. Like movie shit aside, people who run in totally different circles or groups of people rarely interact. And if you dont believe in "soulmates" or "meant to be," then think like... The person you fit with the absolute most. cause I think of that kind of stuff.... A lot. And I find it really weird.
I think my parents favor my brother and me more than our other siblings. What should I do about it?
I have 80+ notes on my phone so I know things I like to look up or things I want for my birthday or Christmas things to pack to a friends house what to watch on YouTube etc it makes me anxious and I start obsessing if I don’t write notes down it’s like when I write stuff down it takes away my anxiety But I’m not sure why I don’t understand I mean like why is that comforting is it because I have control or what I don’t understand it just gives me a breath of fresh air when i write it down knowing I can’t forget it now and I don’t have to obsess with thinking about what I was trying to remember
Skrillex's face reminds me of a girl from somewhere but I can't figure out who exactly.
I'm so tired of my mom right now. She pisses me off daily at this point, sometimes several times a day. I just wish I could get away for a little bit.
I love stories with tragic hostility and fighting between two siblings who are broken inside because I like hurting my feelings.
I'm a tiny bit jealous of people who have middle names, especially those who have two of them. Especially when their names actually sound fancy and cool, like three of my cousins who each have three awesome given names in total.
I have a doctor's appointment that I've waited for for about half a year. Despite it being a really shitty kind of appointment that needs a really awful preparation (it's a colonoscopy), I couldn't wait to finally do it because I finally need a diagnosis for whatever illness I have that's currently making my life miserable. So, the doctor told me what I have to do beforehand and I did that, all fine. Today's the day, and out of boredom (and nervousness, to be honest) I looked the procedure up on the internet. And there was a lot stuff written there, that I should have done, that my doctor either didn't tell me or that I forgot again - like not being allowed to eat certain food (which I did eat) or not being allowed to drink anything after swallowing the laxative (which I also didn't know) and that if you do that wrongly, the colonoscopy can't be done. Well, I am done now. I didn't eat all day, drank laxatives, waited for half a year for this, didn't go to work (and make my co-workers hate me for it) and now this apparently can't be done because the doctor (I think) forgot to tell me this...