I hope I’ll get a boyfriend with an american accent. And speaks more than a language 😍
I got out and voted today! I thought my social anxiety was going to win and I'd just stay home. I get really nervous when I have to do something for the first time (not first time voting, just first time at this location), especially if I know it's going to be crowded. But I did it. Let's go Bernie!
I am working on finding my nonchalance. :-)
I worked as a uber for a couple months and it got me incredibly upset to the point i had to quit, a lot of passengers where nice, i never liked to talk too much etc i just do what i have to, and what upset is when customers treated me badly, they act like they are superior to you, and say demeaning things, if i'm being honest if was only middle class white girls that acted like this, it was very disturbing for me and gave me a lot of sadness, despite doing my best you still had to deal with narcissistic , entitled and egocentric people who don't seem to even have the concept of being considerate. mostly it just made me sad about society and life, that certain people go around being basically human garbage and having no consequences, all the while pretending to be a oppressed class or something. it was just very frustrating, but also made me learn a lot about people, i wouldn't have known how toxic and disgusting most girls are.
I find it concerning that no one realizes that Wakanda is a fictional version of what Hitler was trying to achieve for Germany, a ethno centric military socialist state. i find that people are really stupid for not understanding these types of things, or they are purposefuly malicious and playing dumb.
I met this foreign guy, he works at an international company. We exchanged numbers, we texted and called and we'd hang out sometimes after work. He learned about my culture and even some phrases in my language and I learned about his. We're so different but we respect each other's differences. I'm Muslim and he's jewish. And when he said he likes me, I thought he was just playing. Bcs why would he like an ugly dark skinned, short, Asian like me? Last time we went out, he kissed me. And that kiss led to us to fucking. The sex was great but I lost my virginity to him and somehow I felt guilty as virginity is a big deal in my culture. Losing it before marriage makes me feel....idk bad? I feel like I hate myself now
I know there's no reason to say that Covid-19 is intentionally leaked in Chinese labs because there's no actual confirmed articles to say so. But come on! the country has a socialist government with billions of population. And ironically with inequality in terms of financial backgrounds among society. Some are extremely rich and some are extremely poor, and the middle class are so little in their country. And the poor just keep on producing children despite the government's policies. I mean if you're down right unethical with the power to decide what you want at the same time need, you'd probably wanna wipe out a population intentionally the poor but by also sacrificing on wiping out the useful ones like the rich and some people and people who tries to cure lives in your country, also affecting foreigners. Kinda basically experiment upon survival to the fittest kind of wiping out (with the ones with strong immune system lives and the ones who are sick dies) kinda theorize that the ones who lived or survived will be given certain opportunities etc. Plus, China is pretty secretive too, I mean that one is proven because there are cases already where they're not showing the actual statistics and shutting up their people from telling the truth. If you know that fact then you'd speculate more crazy things you know...
People are not used to differences. Everyone is expected to be 'normal'. They are forced to do things only along the lines of their comfort zone. If they get out, they get oztracized. If they are weird, they get bullied. And they only want to hear what they want to hear. I realized that people, in general, are afraid of things they can't understand.
♤how do I show my crush I like them because we play around with the thought of being a couple and when people ask us if we like each other we we say mabye but its very obvious to them and they just say to say we like each other already. so how do I show then I actually like them?
I only orgasm during sex when I'm high