I hate feeling like I did something wrong when you get quiet or in your moods. I feel like it's all my fault and I'm not good enough. I wasn't ever good enough for him. maybe its not about me, maybe it has nothing to do with me maybe my mind and soul will never get over the hurt and fear. and maybe its true im not good enough and i never will be.
thinking about taking a wk worth of antidepressant. what would happen?
I know my boyfriend smarter than me in mass amount of subjects expect for math. I feel like one day when we'll get into a brain fight he'll realize that im not smart enough for him and he'll leave me for someone more complex and political knowledgeable.
I got into an accident on the way home from work tonight. I was at a light, saw it turn green, then the guy in front of me stopped and I got him. Not much damage done and no injuries. Hubby though, goes off on me calling me stupid and not paying attention. I feel bad enough as it is. He's more worried about the car than me. I think I have a right to be angry at him. All I wanted when I got home was a hug from him, but he was too mad at me to give me what I need. Makes me think leaving is the best option.
I love listening to ppl talk about themselves it doesn't matter if it's about their day,what they like to do, secrets they've never told anyone, sexual kinks etc... I'm just a listener
I feel like all i do is work. I don't have any hobbies or dreams. im not interesting. just work. is that all life is about being product?
is it wrong to ask for nudes from your girlfriend. when your sick in bed an horny.
I get really mad everytime I talk to my mom. Everytime I share something, she's always argumentative and always counterinterracts everything I say. Like "I realized this and that.." or "My friend shared me this.. and it makes me think". And she would always reply "No maybe this maybe that and I dont think and not that." Like I don't ask for an opinion or an arguement, I ask for a person listening. I just ask for "I see" or "ahh" or "okay". Like every damn time I talk to her. Even for a litle thing I ask for. I tried to confront her about it and she denies and says "I'm not this and I'm not that and she gives no reason why." And she's never willing to listen. She always says she's busy. But she puts time on nonsense things. And she's the type of person who would say "you should be this" or "you should do that" it makes me mad. It's like she always say the things what I should do not how I should do it.
I have a thing for white guys who native language is English. Is it bad?
Doing the deed with an authoritative figure is so liberating! I've done it with a teacher back in college, and with an detached aunt that was a real bitch to everyone just because she was an "older relative". Most recently with my boss. It is so good to have these little "secrets" with people who others have this "authority respect" for.