I'm so excited for Christmas, but at the same time, I'm so stressed about my financial situation. This year has been rough. I wasn't planning on spending a ton of money on gifts anyway, but I'm worried about whether or not I'll be able to get a gift for everyone who's important to me. I know I don't HAVE to give people gifts to show I care, and this confession probably makes me sound incredibly materialistic, but I just like to give people things. I show affection through gifts. I love seeing people's faces light up, or making them laugh with something goofy. I couldn't care less if I get any gifts. I just want to make my loved ones feel appreciated.
I'm dog sitting for my sister in law until Sunday night or Monday morning. She gave me his crate and said he'd be fine in it while I'm at work. But it's so small. It's too small for him to have his food and water in there. He probably can't even stretch or move around a lot in there. He has separation anxiety. It's a new, strange place to him. He doesn't have any toys or comfort items except for his bed (which is definitely too big to fit in the cage). It just broke my heart wondering if I should put him in there today while I went to work. He's an animal but he still has thoughts and feelings and doesn't want to lay in a boring cage all day. So I took a risk and let him roam the house while I was gone. I closed off the doors I didn't want him getting into. I took him for two walks today (one as soon as I woke up and another before I left for work). I pulled the blinds up a little so he could see out of the windows without breaking the blinds. I put a towel under his water bowl and gave him fresh food and water. I put on Pandora right before I left. I knew the music would eventually shut off, but I didn't have time to find a CD. I just hoped by the time Pandora asked if I was still listening, he would be calmed down. I gave lots of hugs and kisses before I left and told him where I was going. I worried about him all day, wondering if I did the right thing and if he was ok. My mind went to the worst possible scenarios and it would be all my fault if something happened. But he was fine as far as I can tell. Nothing broken. No accidents in the house. He wasn't barking or whining when I left. The only sign of his anxiety that I can see is that he didn't eat much (if at all) while I was gone. Tomorrow while I'm gone, I'm going to put a CD on repeat or figure out the radio I never use. My only concern now is that if he doesn't use his cage while he's here, his mom might not be able to get him to use it when he's home. Also don't know if I can convincingly lie if she asks if he used his cage all week. I just couldn't bring myself to put him in that cage today. If he wrecked the house today, I would have to use it. But he was fine. I looked up advice on how to help a dog with separation anxiety and it sounds like I did everything right.
I've kicked my old cat kinda hard a few weeks before he died. No one knows. He died of intestine cancer. He puked everyday after his meals. My family was going through financial problems and couldn't go to a vet to find out why he puked so much. When we finally took him to a vet it was too late. And all I could think about was how hot were the chicks working there. I should feel bad but I never was into pets that much. My mother cried when we decided to put him down.
Any recommendation movies in German language? I'm learning deutsch now and I need some recommendations for improving my skills
Warum Deutsch ist so schwer?😢😕 Do you guys have any tips to learn german?
We can get tricked into thinking that there is a way to achieve utopia, the reality is, there is millions of ways to achieve the utopia, all of the utopians in history make the same point : '' for it to work, all it takes is for everyone to agree with it'', and that's just stupid, naive, and clueless. religions are like this, political ideologies are like this, and people are sucked into wasting their lives droning in favour of their religion cult or ideology , thinking they are smarter than everyone else, when the reality is everyone is thinking the same thing , ''if only everyone agreed with me, then it would be perfect'' . and that's why it will never happen, no one wants to live in the dreams and fantasies of another person, everyone has their own, so to every utopian teenager and college fool reading this, no, you're not the messiah of the new utopia and the perfect world, you're just a narcissistic ego-maniac retard.
TMI Time. I'm not asking for medical help here, just venting because I'm frustrated- I can't stop pooping and I don't know why. I used to poop once a day, two hours after my morning coffee, on the dot. Then I was irregular for a few months, sometimes went a few days without pooping at all. Now I poop several times a day- like 3 or 4 times- and it seems to be completely random. There's no rhyme or reason to it, I just feel the need to poop multiple times a day, no matter what I eat or how much water I drink or what I'm doing. I haven't changed my lifestyle or my diet at all. But I don't feel sick or anything, it's not like diarrhea where I feel nauseous before I go. I just... poop a lot. It's annoying and time consuming.
''racism'' is new-speak, it's a attempt at twisting language to then manipulate how we perceive and articulate our actual feelings. everyone is racist, that's why accusing people of racism and bigotry is so effective, it's because it's always true, unless you are completely self destructive martir who commits suicide as soon as possible to rid the world of your unholy racist human-ness. basically if you adopted new-speech you already lost, also you already lost at ''well i have to be in the good side which means i can't be a rAcIsM'' means you already restricted your ability to think freely beyond repair because now you applied barriers to your thought. we live in the time of unmeasurable political and intellectual misleading, never have we been so tricked and manipulated
I wonder if anyone that I know personally (from church or school) reads my posts...
whats your favourite non sexual place to be touched?