Anxiety→Overthinking→ stress→anxiety→overthinking → stress. Repeat. It won't stop 😢😓😫
I think that the best chemistry of all movies have that bunny and fox from Zootopia. Sounds weird but if you watch it you may agree.
I don't know where this taboo kink came from but, I found myself REALLY attracted to younger girls, guess driving by the high schools and middle schools really showed me how much they're developing at this age. I can't complain though.
It seems my human friends have forgotten me. no matter how much I reach out to them, they say they'll get back to me but never do. So I do them the same respect and forget them as they have forgotten me.
Can't fall asleep
Sometimes when i see really bad pictures of my friends's friends or aqueintances i want to photograph them myself just so i won't have to feel the pain of a bad photo IT'S PAINFUL OK? PLEASE DON'T DO BAD PHOTOS - ask friends for their honest opinion or a professional first PLEASE
I played avakin life for 5 years. I grew up on there. I gotta say it really shaped my views on everything and I'm glad i turned out as i did.
I don't think anyone is streight up ugly... it involves the way you look yes, but it's also the way you walk, talk, and how smart you are and what are your go to themes. So even if you are not the best looking let's say you 3/10 you can come up to 9/10 just with everything else. And lastly, not everyone has the same taste.
My anxiety flared up today. It takes a while for me to get over it. Felt uncomfortable for about 6 hours. I hate that.
I love everybody, but I love nobody. I have detached myself from personal attachment on people. I no longer wish to be bound by attachments. I loved once. I gave her my heart, my soul. my entirety. And in the end she rebuked me. Denied my commitment. Claimed I never loved her. She stripped me down and made me feel less and less. The pain was unbearable. In that pain I learned the truth. Love, like many emotions, create the pathways to heartache. jealousy, hate. I do not want to hate anymore. I don't want to feel envy. I want only to live in peace. Material possessions dont concern me. Nor do I care much for the expense of the clothes I wear or the style my hair is in for they are only temporary in life. I have always lived by the Taoist way of life. But now I am willing to go further in it. I love everybody. Friends, Enemies, random strangers I've never met. But I will not love anybody again.