i wish Rose would hold me and tell me everything is gonna be ok
When people try to make plans with someone and the person gives a "bullshit" reason for why they can't (like "no I have to clean my apartment that day" or "Wednesday's are reserved for cooking with my husband"), people are always like "she needs to sort out her priorities, she surely can skip on her weekly plans ONCE to meet with us"... what they don't understand is that said person obviously has their priorities figured out very well. And you're just not a priority.
Me and my sister Vanessa made peace today
when I'm babysitting my little niece i switch her binky for something else don't knock it til you try it fills that little mouth up
Well today me and my dog Princess was almost attacked by two dog's running loose in the neighborhood, on our morning walk . Well my dog Princess pulled out of her harness in fear for her life, I had put my stun gun on the other dog as it bit me on my hand . The other dog that was with the other dog I kept my finger on my stun gun as I scared the other dog away and it ran off . I then called the animal control people and made a report, well I am going to have a relaxing day and watch me some football
I went outside at midnight to smoke weed last saturday after watching some ufc, and i got kinda hyped up and decided to go do some shadowboxing in a somewhat hidden place , well i got carried away and did it until i was sweating, and even took my hoodie off... the next day i woke up with sore throat, runny nose, a little bit of headache etc, and i know with the information i just gave it seems pretty clear that i just caught a cold from being outside under those circumstances, but actually im scared what if it is corona virus?? yesterday i felt much much better and talked to a friend about it, he said that since no one i know seems to have virus either and no one at the gym has caught it, that its pretty clear that it isnt corona, and that im just regular-sick, but im still worried... im like ''snorting'' cuz of runny nose all the time, and feeling kinda tired, and also sneezing all the time.. i had decided to isolate from people for 2 weeks but once it gets hard and depression hits its too hard to convince myself, i tell myself like ''am i really gonna waste 2 weeks of my life when the most logical scenario is that this isnt even corona?'' and also ''im gonna isolate for 2 weeks probably for no reason, and then actually catch corona for real and then having to actually isolate, and waste one whole month'' ideally i should get tested but its very expensive and i dont have money, i feel like testing should be free made by the government , thats like one of the few things government should do, cuz its public health crisis and stuff.. also another thing ive been telling myself is that ''if it was corona, you'd know for sure, you're barely feeling anything at all, people get super sick from corona, you're fine''
Well last night before I went to bed I sent my sister Vanessa an email about her behavior towards me, well to really be honest with you her actions were really eating me up inside. Well I really love her very much, but I can't keep on dealing with her bad attitude I am not the only one she's has done this too she has no respect for her mom either .
nothing has made me feel better in the past few months than going back to bulimia
i read waaaaaaay too many abdl furry comics, but they are weirdly entertaining. better than most of the crap on Modern TV.
I haven't done laundry all year.