People in my country are sexist, even women look down on men like because they're not super manly.
Every year I ask myself when would I die. 4 months ago while walking home, it suddenly hit me. Out of nowhere, I told myself I won't make it to next year and that it'll be my last Christmas. Now it's just a few months away to 2020, I don't see myself next year. Last month, I also had death acceptance. Like there's no denial to it, no pain, nothing. If I die, I die. I think I'm dying and I feel I will die this 2019. Just had to let it out here, don't want to tell my family just yet.
I am so glad confesster is back. Good thing I check for ome last time.
I need money bad and get my shit together. Or else I'll became homeless whem my mother won't be around. It's terrifying!
Two months ago grandpa told me to visit him and I still haven't remembered to do that. Goddammit I'm 300km away now...
Everyone talks about how cool being an exchange student is. What no one tells you is that being an introvert exchange student sucks, specially if you go alone. I'm alone on a Friday night at a shopping mall half an inch from an anxiety attack killing time until the movie I want to see starts.
I'm an adult and I still watch barney . I still watch age appropriate shows but I like the innocence of barney
I always wanted to go to a therapist. I'd take my family too. However, my mother always says that it's for "crazy people" despite my effort's of explaining to her that she's wrong. My father never listens to me so there's that. I wonder how would they react if I ask for a therapist for my birthday? ●▪○▪●
What is something that you strongly believe in? ○▪○▪○▪○
I hate when people read out loud what I have written. I cringe really hard where it physically hurts me. Even when I'm confident of what I have written!! I just tune out what they say but I still wince.