alright so I'm going to come out to to my parents on Thursday. Honestly I don't know how they will react because they are the type of people who say they are fine with something but as soon as you tell them something they lash out and complain about it . I already have a plan for if they kick me out of the house, I know where to go and how to get to there.
my brother is my mom and dad's son
How's everyone doing today, please be in prayer for my Uncle Thomas he's in the hospital with the Coronavirus . Also yesterday one of my sister's friend's had got into my ear and told me that my sister Vanessa Adeoye is a scammer and a con artist . The person also told me that she's has sex with men for money and scams married men
is it wrong that I enjoy watching my wife flirt with other men? I love to watch her make-out with guys. I love even more seeing her have sex with them.
I spend almost every day, humping my pillows or blankets .l own so many bottles of lube and I just leave them on my table near my bed. My boyfriend sees it and I always mention that I masturbate all the time. I masturbate way more often than I even see him, I'll be so fucking horny nobody sees me for days at a time because l literally can't stop pleasuring myself. my shit is ALWAYS throbbing, and it feels absolutely uncontrollable. Sometimes I think if someone walked in on me, I wouldn't stop because I wouldn't be able to control myself. . I watch myself desperately hump my pillow in the mirror with my ass in the air, drooling all over myself and literally crying from pleasure with tears streaming from my face. I watch my titties jiggle or pinch my nipples. I fantasize about walking into a room full of people that I know, and hump something in front of them out of compulsion. I do this every day for 8, sometimes 14 hours, or until I pass out. I get so turned on picturing my boyfriend drooling and grunting and crying and humping something. I want to get him to be uncontrollably, dangerously horny where he's got no choice but to masturbate all day and cry. I fantasize about if he came over so horny that he was crying and jacking off already, and telling me in shock and embarrassment how he was so horny he couldn't stop himself from humping his moms couch right next to her and apologizing to her because he can't control himself. and feeling bad because his mom seeing him horny, made him so much more horny. then we could spend the rest of the day humping things looking each other in the eyes and crying in pleasure making weird faces and noises. I don't know why but something has to be wrong with me. I can't stop this😰😰
I don't trust very many people anymore.
so does anyone rmemeber blurrr? i haven‘t been here for a while.
Today at work we we're very busy, well we had a good little crowd from Texas Christian University today . I am so glad that I was able to find employment and get out there and meet people. Last night I went over to visit my friend's Kirk and Emmy and there daughter Tessa and their son in law Matt . Also last night I talked to my niece Shaprecia and then my homeboy Cord ,well I got the day off from work the next three days.
the reason i want to stop liking that famous person i like is because i started having fantasies about her cuckolding me since i cant be with her, i fantasize about her locking me in chastity, wrapping the key around the cock shes sucking. omg i want to to stop i dont want to be into this
I realize its not just about the celebrity i like that my life hurts its just that i dont have any love or affection. i try to be super healthy and eat perfect and do meditation and cold shower and breathing and train everyday all kinds of things but really it doesnt matter love is the strongest thing for health and happiness and i dont have it and dunno how to have it. that aside, jiu jitsu today was fun , im still so scared of virus but like fuck it i guess at this point..