For some reason that I can't explain I have been trying to find the girl with the perfect face since forever, and haven't found her yet. I always keep an eye out, especially on those "beautiful models" Instagram posts. Again, I really don't know why I do this. Maybe I once tried to draw a girl and didn't find a reference picture I liked enough so I decided to keep looking. Maybe a friend once asked who the prettiest girl I know is and I couldn't decide. And now it's a mild obsession. I'm starting to think that there simply isn't a perfect face out there, and I don't know whether I like that or not.
You always think your problems are the worst until you get a problem that's REALLY bad and suddenly you wish you had your old, small, pointless problems back.
All my friends are gone. They all moved to different states I have no one. I don’t even have co workers to befriend either. I’m so lonely and bored out of my mind I keep obsessing over random people because I want them to be my friend. Meeting new people is hard af I don’t even know where to begin. I don’t want to come off as creepy or weird but it’s like geezus christ can I get a friend please? Someone to hang out with, someone to talk to. There’s a girl that lives right around the corner from me that works somewhere I frequent and idk why but I really want to be friends. I have to drive past her house and her place of employment almost everywhere I go and her car is always home when she’s not working so it’s like you’re not doing anything, I’m not doing anything LETS BE FRIENDS AND GO FUCKING DO SOMETHING. I was ALWAYS the one in school to talk to the kids sitting alone at lunch or include the kids sitting alone during recess so they felt like someone cared or whatever and now I feel like I’m that kid that’s sitting alone wishing someone would make me feel worth something except now I’m an adult. Being an only child sucks ass. God please send me a friend... she’s right around the corner 😩
how odd is it that I’m antisocial as fuck but hate how I feel like I have no one
Idk howt to deal with my emotions...Its overwhelming...
When going to work, I don't care at all what I look like. Well, not at all might be not quite true; I still make sure to look clean and don't wear pyjamas or anything. But fashion-wise I'm a disaster and also I don't put make up on or do my hair in any style, just comb through it and ponytail. I just don't give a damn what people at work think of me. It has been the same at school. In my free time however, I try to look my best; I've often been receiving "Oh my god is this really her" looks from class mates or colleagues I randomly met outside of school/work. I know this confession is quite random, I just wonder if other people are the same
I just started watching PLL which I just found out ended after season 7 ,... is there any other binge worthy shows that are still making shows you can recommend or shows that have ended you can recommend it doesn’t matter I’m not good at finding binge worthy shows
My dreams often are eldritch and deeply unpleasant. At least my girlfriend - I think - appears in them sometimes as some sort of "guardian angel"... in lack of a better word. It's really hard to explain. How do I put it, sometimes, since I am in a relationship with her, (more often since she proposed that we're probably soulmates, if such exist) the terrors that haunt my dreams are banished for a while, while a vaguely female figure radiates an almost blinding, angelic light, while wispering something akin to "come closer, for you are safe here"...which I'll do, but then I wake up or; at least, shift to a less eldritch, but still grotesque dream. That is deeply confusing for me...
my girlfriend's is pregnant. i want a little girl more than anything. and I'm scared if it's a boy that I'm really not going to want it. I honestly couldn't think of anything worse than raising a boy
I don't understand why there's this huge fan base that's just obsessed with Asian/Japanese culture. K Pop guys, manga and anime, people who spend their whole free time doing cosplay of manga figures, doing curses in Japanese language even though they're normally too lazy to even study for their normal school subjects, going as far as putting make up on to look Asian... you know those people? I don't have anything against them, to each their own. I just wonder why this is such a relatively wide spread thing; I know about 5 people like this, but never have I ever seen a white person fangirling over Hispanic or African or whatever other culture.