I know most of my confessions lately have been about my boyfriend, and I worry that the people who read these are getting tired of hearing about him... but he just makes me so happy. I've never felt this way. I really feel like for the first time, I'm in a stable, supportive relationship that actually goes both ways. But my confession today is that I'm just really excited to live with him someday. I keep looking forward to a time where he doesn't have to leave, where we can both go home to the same house, the same bed, and hold each other all night. What a perfect world that would be.
-November 10, 2019- Grandpa is 65 and I'm 18... Happy birthday to us... He's the very first person who gave me a bouquet of flowers, in my whole existence...
I love guys with big butt, and i always have a fetish for butts... Maybe because my butt is flat?? But it's not wierd right.. I'm a girl, and what i look First for a guy is his but and hieght not his face or abs.. I'm more attracted to butts
I'm afraid of my future~I don't even know what course will I choose in college right now... Wanted to take fine arts but my mom say it's useless and said it's a waste of time then i told them my second choice and that is anything that is connected to computer... Again they disagree, cause computer work is in companies and mostly they are in capital city of my country which is very far... They wanted me to choose education and to be a teacher~that doesn't suit me at all... What do you think?? should i go with fine arts, "anything connected to computer" or i should just follow what my parents wanted me to choose?
I kind of want to cut my hair like 20 cms shorter but I've never really cut it more than 5 cms at a time and I'm afraid the short hair will look dumb on me. Any above-shoulderlenght haired people here who can talk some courage into me? :D
I hate people that lack any ability to think beyond their own wants or about anything other than themselves. Self-centered would actually be a improvement
On some uplifting news (at least for myself): cancer free!
Im a paraglider pilot.. not a good one.. but i love it!! I almost died today.. the thing is.. im not even mad hahaha or sad.. i mean.. im happy to be alive of course but if i die someday with my glider.. its ok.. at least i was doing what i love..
where is that tall, thick booty man i want soooo mother fucking bad?
I physically feel like shit at almost all times. I get sick a lot, just regular colds but they are worse for me as for most people (take longer, hit harder). When I'm not sick, I often feel like I'm slowly dying from some mysterious disease, just weak and somehow "wrong", I can barely explain it. I've been tested for more or less everything, and according to the test results, I'm almost as healthy as you can get. The thing is, I don't have any specific, horrible symptoms. I don't black out, I am not too weak to function. Just ALMOST too weak. So most doctors have given up on me and assume I'm either faking it or overreacting. I can't afford alternative medicine or private clinics that actually try to cure you, and as much as all of this sucks, I'm not willing to get financial problems on top of it just to be rejected again. (In case you wonder: I've tried diet changes, exercise changes, got tested for hormones, tried taking and not taking meds. I refuse to blame it on "psychological issues" because I don't have any.)