I usually filter people I date by their income and wealth, or career. It's all about the money

I feel hopeless. Like I am being tested or punished

My parents had a house, no direct neighbours. Since I live alone, in an apartment complex, I have a lot of neighbours. And I honestly don't know if I can handle the noise, because I feel like it's slowly driving me insane. It's not that the people around me are rudely or obnoxiously loud, it's just normal noise. Bumping, sounds of things being dropped, doors closing, flushing, washing machines, talking, laughing... all normal. Still, as someone who's not used to it, I can't handle it.

My apartment manager came to my apartment to fix the refrigerator, to stop the over freezing and the bottom to cool again, a day and a half ago. He took the back out, inside of the freezer to scrub the ice and put the back on. He said to let him know if the freezing stops later that evening. I forgot, so I texted him yesterday. He said he will have someone to come on Monday. This morning, the refrigerator was still running and I haven't heard it cut off. I open the freezer to see more ice than before. I turn the knob to turn down the temperature. The knob was loose. The apartment manager broke the knob and tried to hide the issue. This is not the first time he's done something similar to this. He has done things to the other residents as well. I don't trust him. I may have to change my off day to Monday to be at my apartment, when the maintenance man gets there.

everytime I need to actually talk. no one.

I believe that I am obsessed with seclusion. I still go to work, where there are well over 100 people there. Yet outside of work, I go into my regular life as predominantly a recluse. I haven't spoken to high school or college friends in so long, I cannot say that we are friends, but memories now. I mainly visit my mother and father. I have a boyfriend, but we live quite a distance away from each other. His personality is similar, to mine, but I am a bit more of an introvert than he is. There may be consequences for me being this way. I feel, safe, at peace and the most connected with my self, the less people I communicate or have around.

I've had dreams of having sex with women, yet I've never had the type of huge can't-stop-thinking-about-them crush on a woman like I have on a few men. I'm confused. Am I straight or bi?

I tend to do favors for people whenever I can, but I have to admit I only do it for the sake of feeling good about myself and to "make sure" that the other person doesn't dislike me. Though I never actually stop doubting that the other person doesn't care about me. But really, I'm the one who doesn't care about others.

i dont get why people talk to their friends then post about how long they talked for in snapchat lmaooo whats the point

I am always horny and I may e single but it's not like I live the lifestyle of fucking everyone.