The older and more aware of the world I get, the more and more I hate being born as a woman. As much as I try to be positive, I can't find one single thing that I prefer about being female. Just to clear up any confusion: this isn't me saying that I'm trans. This also isn't me declaring that being a woman is shit and that everyone should hate it; I simply, with my own values, tastes and wishes, can't find any good thing in it. The constant fear when going anywhere at night. The periods. The pressure of wanting to look good. Having a slightly lower chance of having a good career. Having to go through carrying and giving birth to a child if you want one. Being judged for way more stuff than men are being judged for. The list goes on. I am bitter about this and I know I shouldn't be. But I am.
Has anybody else ever been exhausted by an ex? Our relationship ended 3 years ago and he’s still stuck on me. He was talking to me and some other girl at the same time for about a year before we were official. I asked him multiple times if he had any feelings for the other girl or if he liked her and he was adamant they were just friends. I’m not a jealous person and never had a problem with him talking to her especially since we were friendly to each other. We never hung out together but we were Facebook friends and followed each other on IG. All was good at the beginning between me and my now ex until he started behaving shadily. He would tell me he’s doing one thing but his friends or social media show different. He was acting very vague with short 1-3 word replies, on the phone he didn’t say much, in person he was really secretive and seemed like he was in his own world. The final straw was when we made plans to hang out and he canceled to “study”. Turns out he was hanging out with the other girl and it wasn’t the first time, he did it our whole relationship. He told me the entire time they don’t hang out anymore, they barely talk, they only text here and there to check up on each other. Basically when he wasn’t with me he was with her. Neither one of them would confirm if they ever hooked up or not but neither denied it so I’m pretty confident they did. He spilled all the beans on a lot of things so I broke up with him immediately and ever since then he will not move on. He keeps trying to talk to me saying I’m the love of his life, he wants to marry me, we’re meant to have children together and all this shit. Our relationship lasted less than a year so its funny how he was juggling the 2 of us the entire time and all of a sudden we’re supposed to be married and have kids? WHAT! We weren’t anywhere near that stage when the relationship was good. But he just womt give up. He messages me all the time and shows up at my work “to get lunch” at least twice a week. It’s literally exhausting having this man bothering me all the time. I’ve told him I’m not interested but he wont let it go. Every time I block him he finds a way .
Today is my birthday ❤️
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One man's gain can be someone else's lose. In your victory, there might be other person dying in his defeat. But as one Queen said, "Winning is not always a victory; and losing is not always a defeat". Let us always celebrate the wins and losses.
I think I've lived a good life. Regardless of the ups and downs, I feel like I'm content with where I'm at now and I think this is the perfect ending to my story. I know it's selfish and cowardly and I still have "so much to live for" but I don't want to know what the future may hold. I don't want to know if tomorrow will be worse than today or better. I don't want to continue on like this. I plan on killing myself tonight.
everything pisses me off and i have no idea why
why am i such a bitch lately
Today; something really grotesque and desturbing did happen to me, me and a guy from school who sleeps around alot were talking, and he had shown me some videos - mostly nudes and masturbation videos of girls he's slept with - with the intend of making me jealous, but everything it did was making me feel sick, because, well, the girls - some of them clearly underage (We're both 18) - had sent that kinda shit trustingly and the guy just showed that around, and also because they weren't really erotic at all, e. g. a girl filling her pussy with all pens in her pencilcase, a carrot and the whole length of a damn 3-meter HDMI-Cable (I didn't even know that was physically possible.) - at once. But the thing that made it so disturbing was the fact, that I was forced to realize how little people give about intimacy and thier personal honor. And, as misogynistic that may be, it has proven my theory right that most girls my age or younger are, indeed, whores. I even had to call my gf to make her a compliment on how reasonable and modest she is... Many a guy here will probably cringe really hard but you at least may agree that what happens behind closed doors should stay behind closed doors...
I honestly find it really annoying when people online apologise for their "bad English" without a real reason. I mean, when they're writing a long text and they're really only beginners and the whole thing is almost unreadable, I appreciate your apology. But if the English is quite good and - even if there are some mistakes in it (which most often isn't even the case) - you can understand what they're saying, then I find it annoying. Which freaks me out the most is when the apology is longer than the actual text. I just think that it's not a sincere "sorry guys I know this was hard for you to read", it's more fishing for compliments, hoping everyone will say "noo your English is so good".