I will never get to be with the girl i love but i was wondering what if i meet a girl who i love more than her? i just don't know how to do it. for now i was thinking if i just become better it would help but i dont know how else. i wish i knew a girl who sees life in that way for us to conquer the world together
Ok so... i realized that masturbating just makes me want to have a boyfriend so now I'm on a "masturbation diet" and i feel way more independant, so yeah...
this is one of the long ones... I know this girl for about 7 years, we were friends, hanging out but not that much, till one year ago, when she ended a relationship, when we started hanging out more, and talking a lot (mostly her, obviousely) about our lives, when I started to like her more and more. but a few months back, one of our common friend told her that he likes her, but she said him no, and that she wants just to be friends with him. she told me about that right away, and at that point I've made some joke that I'd do the same, but she didn't gave me no reaction. but she also says that she enjoys spending the time and being with me, and that she can talk with me. she's a really open person, but she crosses straight lines between friends and relationships, and I'm afraid that the friendzone will be my place to stay. I want to tell her that I really like her, but I know that right now she's really stressed out with her work and life, and I don't really want to add up more pression on that, but I feel like I'm getting crazy, thinking about her all the time and not being sure when of how to tell her what I really feel. please help me out here
I do don't want to go to the gym today. Because hubby wants me to go, it feels like a chore, like washing the dishes. That makes it not the escape that it is otherwise. I'd rather just stay home. And with hubby hounding me I just want to say to him, "Fuck you!". And he wants me to go when he thinks I should, not when I feel like it. Pisses me off to no end.
I'm in my finals right now, and I feel stupid...I mean, when I was in my early teens, my IQ was attested at around 120, very slightly above average, but there is no use in it. I'm not good at math, I do not know anything about chemistry, I have no interest in engineering or anything "STEM" related, all I'm good at is speaking english and my native language, while I also have superficial knowledge in many subjects. I also do not want to enroll in university...in all honesty, I'm fed up with academic education. All I wish for is a stable job and a quite life, maybe a tiny bit of money to spend. Many people tell me I'm smart, although I'm just not, I just act like I am...I do not have great plans for my future, I do not wish to be someone, all I want to live is, as stereotypical as may seem, a quiet and "down-to-earth" life far from unrealistic expectations...
I wish more people understood the difference between loving someone and being in love with someone.
Ok lmao so my friend doesn't know lot about zodiac and i am always laughing when he acts like perfect capricorn and he has no idea why I'm loughing lmao
Woohooo i set my shower quickest record - it's about 28 minutes :D
I like "Earth Wind and Fire "song so much And that feel lonely sometime when my same age friend said to me I'm idiot to like the songs in parent generation I love david foster and earth wind and fire so much....
I have a dream of meeting my crush trough my sport and having her be proud that im one of her fans after she sees my skills. but i have many doors closing.