My older brother has been hanging out with this 14 year old mexican kid in his neighborhood for awhile now and it really annoys me. The kid is loud as fuck. He shouts alot and screams fuck every third word like its his job. I dont care much for him and it irks me that I have to suffer him more since we work together in his fathers restuarant. when he and my brother meet, they're just wild and stupid like fucking siblings, which in turn makes me rather depressed. My brother and I had an estranged relationship most our lives into our adult lives. maybe until 3 years ago did we actually start gettin closer and shit which is nice but it's hard since he doesnt know me for shit and I know him like nothin. I was always the oddball in the family and we never connected. At first I wanted a good relationship with him but gave up on that in my teen years. Seeing him acting like a damn fool with this other kid, being a mentor-like figure, showing him how to do things and encouraging him. Makes me sense that hes trying to recapture a sense of older brother mentality that he missed with him and myself. Me and that kid dont get along all that well. Perhaps he gets that and that's why we dont interact all that well. Maybe I'm just being petty about thinking how this kid makes me feel like hes a better younger brother than I was.
I kind of like wearing mask (minus at the gym.) I dont have to smile randomly throughout the day when ppl stare at me. when things go back to normal, I might keep wearing mine
I'm so much happier living with my boyfriend and away from my parents. I love my parents, especially my mom, but it's gotten to a point that living with them was bad for my mental health. My whole life is turning around now that I'm not trapped under them.
been babysitting my niece this summer me and my friends are really going to miss having her around when she goes back to school she's been fun and can keep a secret
i got tapped like 10 times today in bjj between 2 classes. but also i almost got my first armbar, the teacher taught me yesterday and i already used it on a roll, the time ended otherwise i think maybe i would get it :p also i got double legged and hit the floor so hard i saw stars for a second.. im losing more brain cells from bjj than in most of kickboxing and taekwondo sparrin... people who say theres no brain damage in bjj are lying trough their teeth lol. but its just too fun, i cant stop. i cant wait to learn kimuras, Rose's favourite submission Coach complimented me at morning practice , and also my friend told me after i left afternoon practice he complimented me as well :p he said i learn fast. i feel good even tho i got beat up in practice i can feel how im progressing and not stagnant anymore without my art i am sad
The good thing about this quarantine is that I have to wear a mask. This sounds weird... but I get a little shy showing my face around public sometimes.
I'm a terrible liar, but a good promise keeper.
I banged a younger girl and it was way better than I thought it would be
I'm damaged beyond repair. My mother sheltered me too much and because of it I am now a disfunctional adult.
So I moved to a new state and started a new job at a mexican restaurant recently. New beginning, new chapter in life kinda deal. Meeting my new coworkers, one girl stood out in particular. Beautiful young lady with a handsome chest on her, excellent curves on the waist and a nice little ass to flaunt. My eyes took in the outside while my mouth took in the personality of her. Brilliant, energetic, inquisitive, clever and real sweet. Told myself "I have rule about fraternizing with coworkers but this will be my exception." So I casually ask her how old she is and the answer made me schedule an appointment with the local father of the catholic church. She said 14......I'm 23. After that my eyes burned and my mind blew because the TRICKERY!!!! I've been bamboozled, tricked and deceived!!! And I felt disgusting about myself afterwards.