I always wanted to fight and been training at pro gyms since im 10 yrs old but never had courage to compete and stuff, i always thought i was too sensitive or smth idk why really but i saw Rose fighting and she's the best in the world and shes even more sensitive and soft spoken than i am :p so slowly shes become my hero, i wish well for her always, when she doing good and happy, i feel good, cuz i see myself in her :p also weili better put that belt in Rose's mailbox. flying knees incoming weili!!!!
just one more sleep till i can have more jiu jitsu practices! without classes i dont really have anyone to hangout with or friends, im pretty much mentally ill and not socialized as an infant so i'll never be someone ppl enjoy hanging out with, but i like to go training, i try to stay quiet and just train. in days like today with no training, it feels really bad. i hope today goes by quick
There is a little, willowy guy in glasses who I know. He's nearly eighteen years old and has worked in his grandfather's factory since he was six, and now he can build anything. He can build clocks, radios, and mannequins. He can fix pianos, and he has even built little robots from time to time. He's a bit of an unhinged genius, but shy. He has an eight-year-old sister and a ten-year-old brother, and since his parents are neglectful, he has acted like a mother to his siblings since they were born. Every penny he earns is dedicated to keeping his siblings safe and healthy. He still works in the factory, and he has dark circles and messy hair to show for it. I see him now and again. Everyone treats him terribly, like he's a freak, so he always has his head down, his eyes glued to the floor. I don't believe anyone has ever treated him kindly, so I tried to befriend him. Because he had never been shown kindness before, he immediately latched himself to me. He is clingy and obsessive about me, he's timid and has difficulty looking me in the eyes, but I find it endearing. He said it was because he admires me so much, though I don't know why. He's not like other people. He doesn't behave normally. It's like he was never taught what is normal behavior and what isn't. We're both guys, and when we hang out, he likes to hold hands or lace his arms around mine. I would be weirded out if anyone else did this, but that's just how he is. I've grown used to it. I really care for this strange, mysterious little dude. He's been through so much.
I want to try white widow (weed) and moonshine. I mean the real shit, not a hybrid of weed, or fake, I mean I wanna try em before I die.
Today i had my 3rd jiu jitsu practice, im so tired but feel so good, i cant wait to go again tomorrow, im gonna try to have 2 practices :p i need to wash my gi tho..
I had a quiet day today on the phone I didn't have to deal with no crazy calls today
My phone was very quiet today and I didn't any funny calls today well I did a visit from some member's of my family today
i had two martial arts practices today, one was gi jiu jitsu and the other no-gi. im buzzin from it lol it felt so awesome. i cant wait to learn more tomorrow!
can anyone help and give some advice what is the best way to not annoy or upset or creep out when u meet someone who is a celebrity i guess who are your hero and your role model and super important to you? theres this fighter i like a lot, she's the first fighter who i related to and felt they were like me, and i always liked fighting but never had courage because all fighter never felt like they were like me, but then i saw Rose and she gave me confidence and i started training again this time wanting to compete. i think she's just the absolute best and a fighting genius. fighting for money isnt that huge of a world, i feel i might meet her at some point, and im terrified of it, i dont want to cry in front of her but i feel like i couldnt say hi without crying, i think she will be creeped out by it , cuz im a boy and shes a girl and most boys have as hero other boys, but she really is my hero i thought about and i'd like to say hi, and that it's great to meet her, and if she talked to me for a little more, i would say 'ur the first fighter i related to and slowly youve come to be my hero and role model'' but if i said this phrase, i think i would cry and look ridiculous.. i heard someone say girls HATE to see a boy crying, they are disgusted by it, is that true?? maybe someone could give some advice, on what or how i could say it better
I think I have incredible willpower