I got four fucked up call's today I did them real nice too
I forgot to close my windows at home this morning (I open them to get fresh air in every morning). Now over the day, it got really, really stormy. Getting blown off your feet stormy. I didn't notice because I was inside at work the whole day. Now I'm out and extremely worried what I will come home to... I can't afford broken windows! Oh my god I wish I could fly home but that damn train ride is taking forever
I called a bill collector today and I told her to take out her titties and she hung up on me
I moved into my new room so i can start training, the room is honestly terrible, the walls are full of roles, everything is nasty from the previous renter, and theres no space to stretch legs at night, i sleep glued to the wall full of holes and bed is also pressed against those walls, so i feel a spider could show up at any moment. today i didnt get any sleep at all.. the shower was cold. my house where i left, my room was so good and fancy, everything of concrete, a king size bed, the shower was so strong and piping hot. i really miss those comforts, and worse of all, it's been 2 days and i STILL haven't had a training session.. but hopefully this week i can start the BJJ, im gonna basically spend all day at the gym because i dont want to come home lol. i think i'll come here only to sleep and thats it. i wish the wall didnt have so much holes. last night i was warm under my blankets, but my head was freezing. there are holes everywhere. i haven't showed my mom what it looks like, she would freak out so bad.. but i didn't have other option, i cant afford to not train for a whole year. otherwise i'll never go anywhere in this career, and i'll never be like Rose.. it sucks tho. the smell in the room is the worst part, it smells terrible :/ and i dont know even what smell it is. im gonna train tonight with my friend , i think being here with all these hardships without doing training is whats making me feel bad, cuz i knew it would be bad here, but if i can feel like my ninja skills are progressing then every hardship will feel worth it, because to me nothing matters rn other than getting better at my art, so i can be like my hero, Rose
I am out of Facebook jail
pissed off people make me smile.
I think many guys (and maybe women also) don't understand how even "little acts of harassment" can be very frightening. Like when a guy asks for your number and doesn't immediately accept a no, but tries to convince you to give it to him. When a stranger puts his hand on your hip while squeezing past you in a crowded place. Being catcalled. All things that aren't dangerous and seem so little and innocent when I just say it like that. But they can make your heart race, they can make you feel insecure and afraid for the whole day. You might never forget it and be extra cautious in similar situations in the future. Because I think what people don't realise about those situations is that I, in that moment, don't KNOW that it's not dangerous. I don't know if the guy asking for my number is going to follow me home and murder me because he can't take the rejection. I don't know if the guys Catcalling me from their car are going to stop and beat me up because they get mad at the way I try to ignore them. It might've been just my hip that's been touched, but my body still registered a touch from a stranger in a very sensitive and private area and that feels not much different than suddenly being groped on your breasts. The thing is, all this stuff is so inappropriate. If they're okay with that, how far away are they with doing something even more inappropriate? How can I know? I can't. So the fight and flight response is gonna be activated in my nervous system. And no matter how unharmful it played out in the end, my brain is going to remember it for at least a while. So... what might seem like a nice little joke to you might seem like a situation full of panic for me. Or her. Or him. Just trying to raise a bit of awareness.
if ur a straight boy is it ok to be a little slut cuz i am im such a girly slut who want a rubber dick in my ass and to be told what to do
like around last year i started to get confidence to walk around shirtless in the street, cuz i like to for walk and jogs in the sun, and always wanted to but never had confidence lol cuz i thought i looked bad, now i gained a little bit of muscles and my abs is poppin and i started to like shave my body or at least buzz it, and then i take my shirt and make it into a hat so i dont burn head, and then i be walking and smoking phat charolas of marinara the devils lettuce. life was good back then. tomorrow i move out after 6 months of not leaving house cuz parents and virus, cant wait to just walk shirtless in the sun again! feels like freedom
lately ive been watching videos of ladies wearing strapons and i been putting my finger up my bootyhole. i only put one finger so far i dont think i want to do more. i want my asshole to be really tight for the first girl that fucks me feels special about violating my somewhat virgin booty :p