Sometimes my crush makes me confuse about..does he notice that I like him or not.? I hope so yes or even no. :')
I wrote a somthing but I dont want people to know I wrote it so hear it is •~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~• You may shove my face deep within the ground headfirst, however, without a doubt you will not catch me frown. You could push me tease me pull me bite me, however; you'll never see that tear Falling down. Those words And names you use against me may sound like nothing, but They are knifes pushing against my skin making the deepest kind of wound. Although this may hurt me. You'll never watch me put my head down.My smile protects me Like how the moon covers the sky. You may not see it, but underneath this cover I have wounds cuts and scars. Surprised you may be to hear this from my mouth but don't act differently because the way you have treated me has shaped me into who I am now
I could only see him from a distance.:')
When my parents say things like ''im hoping that you will decide to change your life soon'' and other idiot shit like that, i stop everything that im doing, it removes all my motivation. its being told to do something when you're already doing it, and my bitch ass dad thinks he is clever, he thinks i don't know my own life. i hope he dies
When I haven't eaten anything for too long, I have to puke. Nobody else I've ever asked has this issue. Is there anyone else who gets this? Or am I weird?
I'm cold I have no heat I'm freezing
I can't forget the experience at the gym where I made a mistake while doing a yoga demo with a teacher, I dropped her. :(
I got my brain injured in my sport and i had some time to think and i realize this is all i know and love, i have nothing else to do and i will not ever have anything i dream of without my sport. i feel like i have no way out but to keep going and pay the price when i'm old or become mediocre and give up on everything i dreamed when i started this its because i wanted to have friends and be part of something, and because i was inspired by a hero of mine, but now i feel like no matter how much i'm trying it feels like i'm running but stuck in place. in the coming months i have to make the decision to go back to training, and i don't know what might happen, the doctors said i'm fine but i don't feel fine, i don't want to die or become sick, i just wanted to enjoy life more , i am just upset and somewhat traumatized, i think malevolence is the worse of all snakes because it upsets our soul. with what the doctors told me, i can't simply not go back, but also i feel like if i were touched in the face i would get concussed. idk how my hero does it, she got hurt so badly, and she went training quickly and is fighting soon. i wish i was more like her.
Waking up at 6.30 is so impossible for me, how will I ever find a job (and not get fired because I'm late every day..)?!
Please everyone go to Rose Namajunas instagram and wish her good luck for her next fight. she is very precious and deserves all the love in the world and she's also the best