2019 has been a weird year for me. I mean, talk about a rollercoaster. It started off rough, then started to get better, then plummeted back down. Started looking up, fell back down. Over and over. And then towards the end of the year, straight up like a jet. Ending the year on a happy note, and hoping the positivity and good fortune continues into 2020.
why are people mean to pretty,hot, beautiful girls who are nice ? i dont get it.
I love going into the public toilets in Baker Street station and give random blow jobs to Guys in there... Im a 62 year old man.
I've always wanted to be an egirl/sugarbaby. I've never figured out how to go about it. I used to catfish but not for money.
I watched my ex wife have full sex with our pet dog, it was so erotic, I never knew how big a dogs dick grew, she had massive cums and so did Zak(our dog)...
There was a girl in my class back in school who had blonde, dyed hair. She told everyone that she was naturally blonde, whenever someone told her she definitely wasn't, she even swore on it. Thing was, we had all known her since 5th grade, and all knew she was a brunette. She had started dying her hair around 7th grade. It was crazy. I recently met someone who knows her, and she still tells everyone she's a natural blonde, even when someone doubts it - she's in her 20s now.
Even though I’m a citizen of a third world country, I’m so glad that healthcare for my mental illness is free. Can’t imagine to be spending 150$ monthly because my family is poor
This year, my Christmas Eve celebration was shaping up to be one of the worst Christmases of my life. My mom was in one of her moods and kept yelling at me for nothing, telling me at one point "I don't even know why you came here." I was so stressed out from everything that kept happening, I started having a panic attack. Then, he showed up. My boyfriend arrived to pick me up and take me back to his house to celebrate with his family. And they made me feel like I belonged. I felt so loved and welcomed, things I didn't feel with my family this year. I stayed the night and had Christmas breakfast with his family. I opened gifts with them- and his mom made sure to get me a few things so I'd feel included. They let me join in on their traditions and various games as if I'd been a member of their family all along. And it felt so damn nice. I am so blessed to have been a part of it. I'm thanking God for my boyfriend and his family, because I am so lucky to have them. They restored the Christmas spirit that my own family drained out of me. I am so grateful for them. I hope I get to keep them around forever.
In beginning of 2019 i start training to compete in fighting, i was never as happy as that, i started feeling confident and having friends and i had something i loved to work everyday, but i forgot that people around you have malevolence and don't want you to do good. 2 weeks before competition, this black-belt guy used the technique drills to sneak in punches behind my head, i got dizzy and the next day i started seeing black dots in my vision and feeling dizzy and blacking out by any movement or disturbance. i could not fight now , and i lost my whole year. now in holidays my whole family comes and i had nothing to show them, no success, just a wasted year and now i'm brain damaged, they all judge me negatively now and as a failure. the guy who hit me, i was dominating him in sparring sessions, so he tried to hurt me during technique drills. i should have killed him in sparring when i had the chance, and retired him. this was all my fault because i didn't listen to my intuition, my subconscious kept telling me everything i needed to do not train with this guy because he was gonna try to hurt me, and i didn't listen, now i lost everything
There's a clothing store in my city that has really pretty clothes, but it's all expensive as hell. Since I was a teen I've wished I could go in and just pick whatever I want, but I never could because I never had that kind of money. I kept walking past that store with a heartache. Today I realized - I currently make enough money to afford going on a shopping trip there. This realization was one of the happiest moments I had this year. Not because of the clothes - but because I can fulfill a dream I've had for years, and that feels good. It showed me that my life doesn't have to be awful. I'm really happy right now.