I forgot to take my thong off before I peed so I just peed through or around it. I only noticed when I went to wipe and felt fabric down there. Not sure how I did that. I think I had to go so badly I forgot. Whoops. Well now there's an incentive to do laundry.
I always feel sick such as headache, dizzy..but, my surrounding didn't notice it! and also, they keep judges me.. "it must be about him , right?" urghh! I feel sick because of my headache! not him! but actually, I want attention.. a little attention is enough! I feel great if someone always asking like that to me...
Parenting question: So my son is 7 and he has asked to dye his hair. Not the whole hair, just a blonde streak like was popular in early 00s or among Korean pop stars. His natural hair color is black, but I don't know if it would look good because his natural skin tone is kinda dark because he's half Filipino. Looks kinda like the singer from Panic at the Disco but more handsome. I told him I'd grab some temp dye from the Halloween section to give it a shot. If he likes it, I don't know if I should dye a real lasting streak in or if it would look silly? Because I've seen when Asians go blonde and it looks kinda silly, like a Gyaru. I want him to look as awesome as possible.
I want something no one can ever take away from me. I want something dependable in my life. I need stability. Please come soon.
I have been having alot of migraines lately and go through what feels like depression. I think that there might be something wrong. I should speak to a doctor, but I worry that there might be something wrong. that scares me.
It's adorable that swans have the same partner for their whole life. (Unless one of them dies.)
I wonder if not listening to metal or other angry music can lessen my constant anger. I'll try it for a month.
I woke up with a feeling that I went about pursuing life the wrong way. I also woke up not having the energy to change and for the moment, felt okay with that. (Got up, went to pee, then back to sleep).
I doze off for ten minutes and somehow I have a nightmare in that time. How's that even possible.
I see my therapist once a week, when I miss a week, it's like ww3 happened, the plague spread and my whole life burned like toast lol like for real. what is my problem. it seems like my life is at a constant 110%. every. single. day.