I need ppl willing to blow up my phone
Anyone from Kentucky on here
Atm I fucking hate life... I feel like I have to piss 24/7, but I went to the urologist and everything is alright with my organs, my urinary and blood-samples are completely alright except for slightly hightened blood-cholesterol levels. Only thing missing yet is a having my urethra and bladder scanned with a camera,, but my urologist said that there is no need for that yet, for the ultra-sound was completely alright. Thing is, I'd sleep more soundly if I knew that it was something physical, because I can't stand the uncertainty. Although the Idea of it being psychosomatic should be quite reensuring, as my mental health is quite strained and I have a history of psychosomatic symptoms that usually went away as time went on...
Im bisexual and in the closet
while I have much respect for the elderly of our country, I cannot stand it when they talk with their "Back in my days" or "Our days were the good days" talk. I get genuinely annoyed how they think that their childhood was so much better. You did things outside, you lived off the land, you did yadda yadda yadda. I'm sorry, but is the progression of technology and time a problem for you? Was it not the point of humanity to transcend what we were before to be better? do we, as the younger generation, not have a responsibility to continue moving the world forward so future generations live better? Or do you prefer we regress and commute in horse drawn carriages like our forefathers. it just irks me. like I said, I respect them and admire them. but it grinds my gears when they act like their growing up was superior to now.
when I was about 6 7 my mother had a dog that I was jealous of as my mom would be very affectionate and kind to it. I was mean to the dog I would tie it up and one day I saw two dogs mating then fighting and I asked what it was about I was told it was a way to assert dominance so I dry humped my mom's dog. I feel so guilty to this day. I am a horrible person.
I came across another Karen today at the park in the Male version his young daughter started to cry cause she was scared of the dog's, so I ended up having to leave the park due to someone's stupidity
Another quiet day on the phone with no unwanted calls
I'm writing since 2017 but I never confessed it to my family because I'm afraid of their opinion. I think my parents would'nt take it seriously and I know it would hurt. They find litterature uninteresting. I can't speak to my older sister neither because she is like a genius in litterature and so I know she would be judging me even uncounsciously. My friends know I'm writing but they don't care about it because I never speak about it. I'm incredibly reserved. I'm always lying because of that secret and it's weighty. Everyone thinks I'm an other person than I am and It makes me feel so lonely. I'm becoming crazy and paranoid. I also invented other lies to cover this one and I'm now lying to everyone. I'm very depressed and it's exhausting to fake I'm not. I don't wanna tell them I'm writing. I'm not brave or anything. I don't have the strength to reveal who I am after I lied for such a long time. This secret is killing me. I'm underage and I still live with them. This is why it is complicated. I'm writing in secret, it's becoming ridiculous. But I can't face up to their opinion. What should I do ?
i shit in this dude (who is now my bf) backyard and his dog ate it