Food makes me feel shame. Eating makes me feel shame. My body makes looking at myself feel shameful.
I’m 22. The guy at work is 36. He’s so sweet, a little awkward sometimes. His eyes are beyond enchanting. I like the way he looks at me. Like he’s trying to figure me out or something. Like he wants me. My boyfriend doesn’t look at me like that. I don’t feel desired. He doesn’t care when I wear lingerie. He doesn’t care about trying new things in bed. He doesn’t care when I do something different with my hair or makeup. He says that I’m always beautiful to him. It just doesn’t feel that way.
oH whY doNt yoU waNt cHilDren? Bruv shut the fuck up. Do People not know about genetics? Do you not know what happens if the wrong people reproduce? Im ugly, i have serious, and i mean that, mental problems, and i am dumb to the point where i forget how to breathe. Do you seriously think i want to give a child the problems i had? tf outta here w that bs
I wonder if it's bad for my body that I'm in a fetal position so often. I do it pretty much any time I'm alone at home and sitting, including when I'm studying or reading which can mean hours of staying in that position at a time. Why I have the tendency to do this is because the position is most comfortable for me. I also like keeping my legs curled up, when I'm not in fetal position I tend to sit on my heels.
this happened like 1 year ago : a man about in his thirtys maybe fortys said "I wanna fuck my daughter (or maybe it was "step daughter ") again " I still haven't let it go
I decided to finally see a therapist, it's definitely going to break the bank. But I feel lonely and anxious and I have no friends or family I can trust with my problems. And my only friend is my husband, and he can't understand what I'm feeling no matter how much I tried. I'm not going to tell him I'm going to see a therapist though.
Watching My 600 Pound Life makes me crave donuts, milkshakes, pie, and pizza...
I never look into mirrors in daylight because I think I'm ugly as hell. I only look into my poorly lit bathroom mirror in the morning, that's it. We have walls made of mirrors in the bathroom at work, I always stare at the floor while walking in there. Sometimes, when I accidentally catch a glimpse anyways, I get quite sad for the rest of the day.
I live in switzerland but iam not rich.. im fucking broke.. I just wanted to be rich like some peoples tell about swiss peoples..
My dad asked me to help him get a job in my company. His company is about to fire him due to budget cuts, and at his age it isn't easy to find any jobs. A while ago I offered to help my mom to get a job at my company, because she wanted to leave her old job (she ended up keeping the old job though), so he figured I'd do the same for him. The thing is... I don't want to. I know my dad. His work ethic isn't the best. He isn't good with people and often known as the rude incel guy. He makes a lot of mistakes and blames others for it. All those reasons are why he will get fired from his current job. If he ends up working here, then this will be bad for my own career. Firstly, people will find out he's my dad and especially new clients or people who don't know me well will have certain prejudices about me after meeting him. My bosses also probably will mistrust my judgment if I tell them what a good guy he is when this turns out to be wrong. Even if I don't tell anyone and just help him with the application, I'll probably live in constant anxiety of people finding out or shame if someone complains about him. I just don't want to help him. But I can't tell him this without starting a huge fight.