I'm just wondering. you know how the rainbow is a representation of the fire to come instead of another great flood biblically but now thats a gay symbol and that show pose all the characters names are church related like "pray tell" and "house of evangelista" (translates to evangelist) like wtf is this about and for a community that hates the church why does it use so much christian symbology and terminology? I'm not saying they're not allowed but it feels almost like the whole idea is to laugh at church?
What really annoys me is when people don't understand the surprised "what". When someone tells a shocking story or something alike, and you're like "what??" - not because you didn't understand what they said, but as a shocked "what". Do you know what I mean? Because the majority of people seem to not understand it and it drives me a little crazy when they just repeat what they just said
am having one of those days where you get a punch in the gut seeing how fast things change and it makes you feel old and sad. I went to a mall that I use to visit as a child/teen and so many stores are closed or repurposed into crummy businesses that it's sad. It's like people don't want anything original, tasteful, and vibrant. They want to be the same, streamlined, and look like a button on someone's phone.
My abs are actually less visible when I flex them. Anyone else? For background info, my abs are quite weak still and I've only started working out a couple months ago. I'm female.
I have a friend who was diagnosed with ADHD. She was also diagnosed with a few other things, which she is supposed to be taking meds for. Well she always forgets to take them, and she blames the ADHD; that's valid, except she's also supposed to take ADHD meds. And she forgets to take those, so it's this whole cycle. But I've offered her SO MANY different tactics and methods to help her remember- because my memory is shit so I shared the things I do or see people do that work- and she shoots them all down. I told her to set an alarm on her phone to remind her. Her response? "If I'm not right next to water, I'll forget what I'm doing by the time I get up to go get the water." So I said to keep a bottle of water on her at all times. "I only like cold water, I can't drink it room temperature." Okay... so I said to leave a brightly colored note on the fridge or the mirror or somewhere she always looks, so if she forgets what she's doing, she'll see the note again and remember. "That will only work once, and then my brain ignores the note and I won't read it." And her biggest argument is "well I usually remember, I just forget if I don't get up and do it right then." THEN GET UP AND TAKE YOUR PILLS, BITCH. I'm sick of listening to her complain about missing doses when she refuses to get up off her ass to take them. I looked at her while she was at my house and said "go take the pills while you're thinking about it." She said "but I just sat down... and they're in my car... I'll get them next time I get up, if I remember." And I said "You're not going to remember, go fucking take your pills" and she said "no... I will... I'm not getting back up right now." UGH! Guess what? She didn't take them. Not until I pestered her several hours later. I'm not her fucking mom. I refuse to baby her like this. She can take my advice or she can stop fucking bitching. I'm done. You're not allowed to bitch about problems you're not willing to fix.
Tfw a guy who reeks of cigarettes sits next to you on bus. Worst smell to me.
I'm self-conscious about how much my hips sway when I walk. (Especially if I'm somewhere where there is not a lot of people but a few of them.) Maybe it's because some kids made fun of me because of it back in middle school, idk. I should know that middle school kids are dumb and make fun of anything without a reason, yet it still bothers me that my walking might look ridiculous or "sexy" to someone. But I can't help that my body moves like that! Sometimes I try to, I tense up my hips to try and make them sway less, but I don't know if it works. Then I just try to count red things that I see around me, like my therapist told me. That helps a little... Honestly, I'm self-conscious in general that some things I do (say, streching while at the gym) might look to someone like I'm trying to be sexy. Not that anyone since middle school has actually said such a thing to me. This is probably just paranoia... Also I'm just scared of being viewed in a sexy way.
I feel anxious, because I don't have a deep passion to accomplish a goal or become great at something. I think a lot about life and as questions about past or possible experiences, but that is all I do nowadays.
Does anybody have Vudu movies codes? they usually come with your bluray disc purchase. If you, can I have one? pls?
I am so tired and sad that I'm pushing it all back into the pit of my stomach and doing chores to keep me busy and not stressed or anxious.