I'm half Czech and half Hawaiian and Filipino and I resemble more of my Filipino-Hawaiian side. I'm actually visiting my grandparents because they're old and was not able to visit me anymore. But to anyone here who's Czech or been there, is it true racism occurs against dark skin people there? I'm kinda scared because I haven't been to Europe before....
I saw a pornstar that looks almost identical to my cousin's setpdaughter. Now I can't stop thinking about her (the cousn's sd). Fuck my life.
I hate today. I know that my depression is hitting because I'm about to start my period and my hormones are all over the place. But that still doesn't help that I'm depressed and if it was entirely up to me, losing 8 hours of my paycheck wouldn't matter, and I wouldn't have to make up another stomach ache excuse for my boss, I'd call out and stay home.
I hate one night stand. Most often these guys end up to be either my colleague, instructor, or friend's friend.
Why don’t people get E. coli from eating ass?
Monopoly really brings out the worst in me. There always ends up being what we call "rape alley" where someone puts a crap ton of houses or hotels on one side or corner of the board. Pretty much wherever you land, you're fucked. I don't enjoy it. I don't want to be a spoilsport if someone asks me to play but seriously, it's going to end up pissing me off. I don't really want to be left out either, but I also don't want to play a game I'm destined to lose after hours of playing.
I dont like sweets and I love the taste of veggies.. It's odd because sweets are naturally attractive to human taste and veggies aren't. I mean bitter taste are the best but sweets are pretty eww
Sometimes I think that I might be actually mentally handicapped. Only slightly, but still. I have unnaturally low social skills. I am unable to hold eye contact. I almost get panic attacks when someone, even family, touches me. In stressful situations my mind shuts down so much that I can't even solve 2+4, and I mean that literally, with zero exaggeration. Even in situations without stress I often think or do so incredibly stupid things that I wonder if I've been dropped on the head as a baby. I am clumsy, but not in a cute way; I sometimes run into street lamps because I somehow don't manage to coordinate my feet and eyes. If I don't look at my feet while walking, I feel like walking with my eyes closed; I've been told that people actually look straight ahead while walking...? I could name more examples, but I am probably already boring you, so... in conclusion, it's all very small things, and nobody ever noticed because I do well in life, I have a degree and people see me as simply shy and clumsy. And I don't know if I'm paranoid or if something's wrong with me.
The depression is hitting me hard. My chest physically hurts from the emotional turmoil I'm going through. Fuck mental illness. This shit is ruining my life.
I'm tired and a little frustrated. I wanna dig deep into my issues so I can rid myself of porn.