I feel like my anxiety stops me from doing so much in life. All regular life functions become so difficult for me because of it, and I just wish I didn't have that to hinder me. Don't get me wrong, I can still go through my daily life normally - but I get so much anxiety doing the most normal things that it later makes me want to avoid doing things. I pretty much stay home most of the time in order to avoid encountering a situation which causes me to freak out. I most just go to school and work, but even then I overthink everything and fuck myself up. It's tiring.
I'm very self conscious about certain parts of my body. I feel awkward just saying it, but specifically about my vagina and just my privates in general. It's just not . . nice enough looking to me. I really can't even watch porn without comparing myself to the women, cause my goods do NOT look like that. I mean, it's nothing abnormal. It's just some darker skin and not looking so smooth and just ugh. My friends think I'm weird for wanting to wax and bleach and whatever down there . . . but is it really weird? Don't people do that all the time? It can't be that bad. Yeah, the bleaching aspect sounds iffy but I'm willing to try anything honestly.
Ok, I dont mind people asking if they want to help me clean but honestly if you can't clean a spill on the carpet even tho your sitting right next to it. Then I don't want your help with anything.
I'm doing two things I shouldn't. One is eating a lot of crappy unhealthy food (I'm diabetic). The other is that I spend money I shouldn't on sport bets and scratch lotteries.
Every time my brother would go home from work, he's always irritable and he just said he's tired. He's irritable in a sense that he will give you a grumpy face if you ask him if he had eaten yet. My mom would cook food for him and he would get grumpy if I told him, the food is ready then would tell me not to touch the food. And every time he goes home, he loves talking about the crap that happened in his work like we are his diary. I mean I'm fine with him telling what happened today because I'm tired too and I can relate ( I just don't share back because he gets irritated even more). But I always wonder why he's grumpy all the time.. My mom said it's a guy thing. Seriously is that normal for a guy?
I am sorry. I would block you but if I did you would think that you had won and that your occasional vaguebooking got under my skin...
There's not a single thing going right in my life at the moment and honestly, I'm extremely proud of myself for sticking around and still trying my best. That's all I want to say right now. If you're struggling, be proud for doing your best.
I was trying to deep throat this guy but he has a bigger dick than I'm used to and I kinda threw up a little bit but swallowed it and kept going and idk if he realised or was super grossed out about it or not, luckily he just kinda make a joke about it but didn't make me stop or anything, I'm just really embarrassed that it happened
I'm half Czech and half Hawaiian and Filipino and I resemble more of my Filipino-Hawaiian side. I'm actually visiting my grandparents because they're old and was not able to visit me anymore. But to anyone here who's Czech or been there, is it true racism occurs against dark skin people there? I'm kinda scared because I haven't been to Europe before....
I saw a pornstar that looks almost identical to my cousin's setpdaughter. Now I can't stop thinking about her (the cousn's sd). Fuck my life.