I'm afraid of my future~I don't even know what course will I choose in college right now... Wanted to take fine arts but my mom say it's useless and said it's a waste of time then i told them my second choice and that is anything that is connected to computer... Again they disagree, cause computer work is in companies and mostly they are in capital city of my country which is very far... They wanted me to choose education and to be a teacher~that doesn't suit me at all... What do you think?? should i go with fine arts, "anything connected to computer" or i should just follow what my parents wanted me to choose?
I kind of want to cut my hair like 20 cms shorter but I've never really cut it more than 5 cms at a time and I'm afraid the short hair will look dumb on me. Any above-shoulderlenght haired people here who can talk some courage into me? :D
I hate people that lack any ability to think beyond their own wants or about anything other than themselves. Self-centered would actually be a improvement
On some uplifting news (at least for myself): cancer free!
Im a paraglider pilot.. not a good one.. but i love it!! I almost died today.. the thing is.. im not even mad hahaha or sad.. i mean.. im happy to be alive of course but if i die someday with my glider.. its ok.. at least i was doing what i love..
where is that tall, thick booty man i want soooo mother fucking bad?
I physically feel like shit at almost all times. I get sick a lot, just regular colds but they are worse for me as for most people (take longer, hit harder). When I'm not sick, I often feel like I'm slowly dying from some mysterious disease, just weak and somehow "wrong", I can barely explain it. I've been tested for more or less everything, and according to the test results, I'm almost as healthy as you can get. The thing is, I don't have any specific, horrible symptoms. I don't black out, I am not too weak to function. Just ALMOST too weak. So most doctors have given up on me and assume I'm either faking it or overreacting. I can't afford alternative medicine or private clinics that actually try to cure you, and as much as all of this sucks, I'm not willing to get financial problems on top of it just to be rejected again. (In case you wonder: I've tried diet changes, exercise changes, got tested for hormones, tried taking and not taking meds. I refuse to blame it on "psychological issues" because I don't have any.)
They torture me with their perfect life. How to overcome it? I try my best to accustomed to, but It ends up not really well😕
I've been currently having a big crush on Zedd. I love Zedd soo muchh. Why he is soo attractive asdfghjkl I cantt handle itt😵😍
i feel like god has no plan for me, i feel like im in one of his miscellaneous files