im going trough heartbroke process and i fantasized about this celebrity athlete person i like reaching out to me and acknowledging my existence and i just want to cry a lot and think why didnt u talk to me back then when i wasnt successful and was struggling u were my hero, why couldnt u just talk to me for 5 minutes once but then i realize she did talk to me and i was too weird and she stopped maybe she would listened to me if i said the right things, does anyone know how i can stop feeling bad about it? i am gonna see a person today,a friend, and practice martial arts. im also upset about my parents and family assuming im a bum because i dont make money. im an artist and ill show everyone the power of my art
I hate when people don't keep their word
Today I finished the story about my 23 year old niece Lexie today ,well I talked to my homeboys today . I also made fun of my niece Shaprecia cause her favorite football team lost to the Tampa Bay Buccaneers last night. Oh by the way me and my sister Vanessa Adeoye are still not speaking to each other, but it just tells me what type of person she is . You would think that she would take time out of her day to take care of her family first before anything else, I am glad that fool that she was with is out of her life . Well my phone was very quiet today I didn't have to deal with any jackasses, on the phone today
Strange thought that I do not condone but find intriguing... My half-sisters daughter (my niece) could date people on our dads (my bio and the guy who stepped up and raised her with our mom) side of the family because technically she has no blodd relationship to them🤔 but my extended family on both sides are really weird to me so idk if I'd even wanna date any of them if I wasn't related... So yeah weird thought
Excuse me being an edgy bitch for a second. I just wanna fucking die. Like *poof* out of existence. I can never escape the verbal abuse, it's always coming from a different person, and I want to have it just roll off my chest but for some reason I take everything to heart way too easily. My self esteem has hit rock bottom again and I don't know what to do. I don't.
are there any people here that like findom and being used for your money. if so I am a mistress and want to drain your bank account. I want someone to do exactly what I say and serve me
Today was a great day today my niece Lexie came by the house today to visit, well other than that I talked to my homeboy Brandon today for a brief moment. I also wrote a story about my sister Ladonna Adeoye she's a defense attorney in Massachusetts in my story . After the Cowbitches lost the other night to the Sheagles I went to Facebook and I talked all kinds of shit about there sorry asses, also some fans got mad at me but I don't give a fuck. They had to play the Pittsburgh Steelers next Sunday, and on Saturday the Alabama crimson tide got to play LSU tigers. My phone was very quiet today I didn't have to deal with no crazy call's, also this evening my dog's Coco and Princess decided that they wanted to take them a stroll down the street. So i had followed them to bring them back home ,I am watching the Tampa Bay take on the New York Giants I can't wait till the Giant's lose so I can all my niece Presha and make fun of you. After the game ends I am going to watch Monday night raw
Kinda surprised this site is still on and active. Used to write here daily around 4 years ago 😂 Hey everyone
the thought of working every day and paying bills and that is basically what life is....idk if I'm just too depressed to enjoy anything else.
how fucked up and undateable am i if im scared of sex and just want girls to hold me and tell me everything is gonna be ok does anyone know