I ran a mile today and after that, I'm sleepy and I couldn't do homework anymore.. My brain is just hella fried....
I get very frank with people and It's hard for me to be serious.. Not sure why.... So when I was presenting my ideas, I keep saying jokes to people out of no where. They're not like a toxic or offensive joke. People laugh but I feel bad because I feel like I'm not professional...
I think school sex education should do more than teachng the medical terms for genital anatomy and what the stages of a baby growing in an uterus are called. I think teachers should pull themselves together and actually discuss sex and intimacy and periods and everything that has to do with it. That way we maybe would have less grown up men (and, what is even sadder; women) who think a girl's pussy gets loose when she has more than two sexual partners, that masturbation is gross or that girls are gross for not washing their vagina with soap. And similar shit that you still hear. I know that in some schools it's already pretty well done, but it still isn't the standard and varies from teacher to teacher.
Some of you might remember some posts I made about 6 months ago, and a few other times since then. My cat went missing and I was devastated. I did everything I could to find him, but every lead turned out to be a dead end. Flash back to last weekend. A strange number calls the house, and since the person's last name is Wine, my mom decides to answer out of curiosity. Ms. Wine says she has my cat. Skeptical, my mom asks some more questions... Ms. Wine got the phone number off of his tag. After 6 months, he somehow still had his collar on, and someone kind enough to call us found him. He's very overweight now (which leads me to believe somebody may have taken him, combined with the fact that he was unreasonably far away) but otherwise seems to be in good health. I'm so happy he's home. I'm so relieved that nothing terrible happened to him. I'm so blessed that I'm getting a second chance with him. This time, if I can help it, I'm keeping him indoors. I never wanted him to stay outside anyway, I just had to keep him out there because my mom made me.
I bought an android a few months back to replace my old iPhone 6s and to be honest, worst decision i ever made. It was on black friday, so i didnt spend a fortune, but it still sucks. The camera is (suprise) whack, it doesnt even run smoother than my old phone which is a pretty sad thing if you think about it. The only uprgade i have is the screen because OLED really does look pretty. I have a Pixel 3 but as soon as i get to my new job that thing goes straight to the trash. First i thought it was my mistake for choosing the pixel (which apperently has the best AI Camera on the market rn) but the new Samsung my friend has is just as useless.
I’m not an alcoholic. I talk to my man about his drinking all the time. But when I feel very alone which is often I drink and smoke until I fall asleep. otherwise I get panic attacks.
Whenever I find a hair in my food I take it out and keep eating. There’s so much more worse shit I don’t know about that could be in my food that I really don’t care about a single strand of hair.
My mom is really stressing me out and giving me anxiety a lot lately. I don't know what her deal is, maybe she's stressed about something, but my sister said she hasn't been acting this way towards her. It's just me. Why is she taking it out on me?
Got locked out of my social media account. Been wandering the internet aimlessly. Got more work done. I honestly think my life is better without it. I was so badly addicted to Twitter. Glad to be free.
For some reason that I can't explain I have been trying to find the girl with the perfect face since forever, and haven't found her yet. I always keep an eye out, especially on those "beautiful models" Instagram posts. Again, I really don't know why I do this. Maybe I once tried to draw a girl and didn't find a reference picture I liked enough so I decided to keep looking. Maybe a friend once asked who the prettiest girl I know is and I couldn't decide. And now it's a mild obsession. I'm starting to think that there simply isn't a perfect face out there, and I don't know whether I like that or not.