One man's gain can be someone else's lose. In your victory, there might be other person dying in his defeat. But as one Queen said, "Winning is not always a victory; and losing is not always a defeat". Let us always celebrate the wins and losses.
I think I've lived a good life. Regardless of the ups and downs, I feel like I'm content with where I'm at now and I think this is the perfect ending to my story. I know it's selfish and cowardly and I still have "so much to live for" but I don't want to know what the future may hold. I don't want to know if tomorrow will be worse than today or better. I don't want to continue on like this. I plan on killing myself tonight.
everything pisses me off and i have no idea why
why am i such a bitch lately
Today; something really grotesque and desturbing did happen to me, me and a guy from school who sleeps around alot were talking, and he had shown me some videos - mostly nudes and masturbation videos of girls he's slept with - with the intend of making me jealous, but everything it did was making me feel sick, because, well, the girls - some of them clearly underage (We're both 18) - had sent that kinda shit trustingly and the guy just showed that around, and also because they weren't really erotic at all, e. g. a girl filling her pussy with all pens in her pencilcase, a carrot and the whole length of a damn 3-meter HDMI-Cable (I didn't even know that was physically possible.) - at once. But the thing that made it so disturbing was the fact, that I was forced to realize how little people give about intimacy and thier personal honor. And, as misogynistic that may be, it has proven my theory right that most girls my age or younger are, indeed, whores. I even had to call my gf to make her a compliment on how reasonable and modest she is... Many a guy here will probably cringe really hard but you at least may agree that what happens behind closed doors should stay behind closed doors...
I honestly find it really annoying when people online apologise for their "bad English" without a real reason. I mean, when they're writing a long text and they're really only beginners and the whole thing is almost unreadable, I appreciate your apology. But if the English is quite good and - even if there are some mistakes in it (which most often isn't even the case) - you can understand what they're saying, then I find it annoying. Which freaks me out the most is when the apology is longer than the actual text. I just think that it's not a sincere "sorry guys I know this was hard for you to read", it's more fishing for compliments, hoping everyone will say "noo your English is so good".
In high school me and this girl was talking and flirting all the time but nothin serious. Low key she wanted the D but she was a virgin so it was like she want it but she scared. Her friends was all fine too. We lived in same area but different schools so hella her friends added me and was flirtin wit me too. What she ain’t know I fucked three of them. She had this tall light skin junt fine as hell she took the D. Then she had this sexy mexican friend ooh lawd she had the dimples a fat ass body was bangin I done hit that more than once and she had another light skin friend lil baddie had a fat ass too. I feel bad the original girl ain’t know. She was cool to talk to but hella too flip floopy for me. One minute she want something serious next minute she wanna be single. It’s like damn why u playing with my feelings like dat. Then you got your fine ass friends in my inbox ready to throw it back I said fuck it... it’s been 6 years and I ran into the mexican girl last night.. lil mama glo’d up even more and she still want it... but it just reminded me of the whole situation. Shit was a mess.
I have an exam in something that I know nothing about oh God make it easy please!
I’m gonna have a panick attack I can feel it
My father sexually abused me as a child. Outside of that, we had a good father daughter relationship going fishing, camping, talking about politics, shopping, etc. I’m 21 now, moved out last year and didn’t talk to him this entire time. Am I wrong for wanting to spend time with him again? I miss our trips and bonding and just having that male figure in my life. My boyfriend thinks it’s Stockholm syndrome but I don’t know. I just miss him because we were basically best friends. And I don’t feel that if I were to spend time with him now the way we did before that anything like that would happen. I just don’t know what to do or what’s wrong with me. Am I wrong for wanting to spend time with him or at least have some kind of a relationship? Because right now he’s basically a stranger and I haven’t heard his voice in over a year. Please help