today i was trying to go to the park nearby to smoke a joint then this girl that usually shows up to smoke (shes cute as heck) was like help me get some lemons and i was like omg ... fine.. then we was straight stealing those lemons lmao it was funny but afterwards i felt bad like, idk she just used me i guess :/ didnt even wanna hangout with me afterwards and wasnt that nice to me at all , i am ugly and super awkward tho so i understand, but just like damn, if i was different she would probably be nice to me :/ i need that
I love my family but I hate living with them. They are overbearing and judgemental and sexist, but they're also very kind and loving and sacrificing.I love them but I can't wait to leave here, this beautiful house that doesn't feel like home, where I never feel safe even in my own room.
Well today I had a very busy today after I walked my pet's well I stopped by Dollar general to get a few item's and then i went to Texaco to get my sister's mom some cigarettes. Well after that I talked to my friend's Catherine and Carla and then I went back home ,then I talked to my friend Brandon today. I am so ready for the game tonight let's go Kansas city chief's
todays jiu jitsu practice was so good i had so much fun, im still feeling good hours later. cant wait to train tomorrow lol theres nothing like learning new martial arts, its so fun
I just wanted to say hi. 😊
Is it wrong to miss my puppy love (first love) when i was 12? We never see each other, he’s in another country. I won’t forget how he used make me feel. I’m 20 now, we still talk once in a while. Asking about each other, saying how are you. Nothing more. He’s changed how he treated me. I have a loving bf, and I’m pretty sure he has someone too though he never says that. But this feeling never goes away
You are enough for someone. Stay positive. ☺
i wonder if like of all the possible futures that my life could take from now on, i wonder if theres a path i take that leads to Rose being in my life and giving me hugs and telling me everything is gonna be ok
having spent the last five years as a Healthcare aid, from 18 to 23, suffice to say I've seen more than enough for my age at the moment. Working with alzheimer and dementia patients, racist old codgers (being black) and being called every racist name in the book. Colostomy bags, catheters, MERSA, C.dif, Scabies, rotting flesh, dying patients left and right. Finally decided to take a break from that field and traded my scrubs in for an apron and chef hat to work in a restaurant. it's a decent break of mind from my norm. I'm gonna go back to it but it got too straining for my mind at the time.
A few years back I had a group of friends, it all fell apart when it went toxic. We broke of contact for the good of all of us, but for this friday, the most toxic guy (after our group fell apart, he failed in life on all fronts) invited us all to dinner at a semi-fancy restaurant in our hometown. I, for myself, am going to go there in my finest suit. It should be noted that I was the "fat, weird guy that would never get a girlfriend" in our group back in the day, (lost a lot of weight since then and am engaged by now) so I'll smugly wear my shirt in a way that shows the hickeys/love bites/kiss-marks on my neck. Unfortunatly, I'm extremely paranoid, so I'll have my switchblade on me, in case the guy wants to pull a "Count of Monte Christo" on us, as I heard that his mental health failed and he was involved in some form of violent crimes since our circle of friends fell apart.