I got my first fucked up call today
Well I just took my dog Princess out on her final walk before Secretos Los Angeles comes on tonight, well during the walk she kept on stopping and laying down in the grass and when I tried to get her to walk with me she slipped out of her harness and ran from me . I had chased after her and I whooped her booty with my hand when I got ahold of her ,well I had a very crappy day today
I've been generally a stiff, stoic kind of guy the past few years. Ever since I've watched loved one after loved one pass away, it really shelled my Child-at-heart nature. I'm more of a "go with the flow", chill kind of person. Sure I joke around and laugh but I'm mainly stiff faced and just overall meh. I went down to the river where my father and I used to fish today. He fished, I read a book and talked with him and enjoyed the company of my father. I sat on the dock reminiscing all the trips we made there and the memories we shared. There were a couple kids swimming in the river, enjoying the day and warm water and I didnt give them anymore thought. while I'm sitting there, dipping my toes in the water, they approach me and are just chatting among themselves. they asked me if I could do a front flip in. I replied probably. Boys being boys, they were all like "betcha cant." and all that. So I'm like whatever. I stand up and take my valuables from my pockets and flip into the water. soon enough afterwards I'm swimming in the water with em splashing along, going out way past where I cant touch the water. after about an hour I gather my stuff, they head out and I'm just smiling as I hadn't done in what feels like forever. It feels like a lifetime the last time I did somthing that childish and silly. I work all week, raise my daughter, spend time with my fiancee while battling depression, anxiety and a bunch of other shit. it felt liberating to act like a kid again. granted I'm only 23 so I'm not THAT old but circumstances prevented me from wholly acting like that. It was fun. I actually had fun. random, spontaneous fun.
I'm officially to tired to anything
hi I am a man and I like wearing women' clothes. I am so ashamed
Well today I had a very frustrating day my dog Princess had slipped out of her harness and laid down in the middle of the grass. Well I got so angry and I screamed at the tops of my lung's in front of several members of my family, well the guy that is working on our kitchen he didn't show up today I could have still been sleeping in my bed
nakakapagod na lahat ng bagay puro REGRET puro sama ng loob puro sakit tapos baba paxngvtingin ko sa sarili ko like inferiority complex! Dami ko gusto manyare pero di ko alam paano. buti pa yung mahirap buti pa yung wla pinagaralan atleast cla nakukuntento buti pa yung mayaman nagagawa nila gusto nila AKO, d nmn ako pulubi may pinagaralan ako pero pra wla skn lhat ng bgay! lagi ako nsa in-between of success and failure pero mas lamang lang talaga yung failure!. I HATE IT!
Well my phone was very quiet today I didn't have to deal with no crazy ass call's today from scam likely
who came first the chicken or the egg? who came first, black people commiting violent crimes or police brutality? don't be manipulated, don't be a cuck. racism is new-speak and not a intellectually valid concept
I was at the hairdresser and they cut my hair wrong. One side was longer than the other. But because I'm too awkward to say anything, I just said I love it and went home to cut the side that was too long myself.