Life is so damn depressing. I live in a cycle of go to school and come home, jack off, play games, and sleep. I'm not doing anything for and with my life. I want to get good at video games but feel like o don't get any better no matter how much I practice. I honestly cry myself to sleep sometimes. All of this makes a big mental problem and stresses me to the point where I feel like I can't take it anymore. I'm too award and shy to ask for help from someone, even people who I would trust my life with. I know what I want but I never put any effort towards it. A kid at my school keeps bullying me and it's gotten to the point that I laugh it off and mumble to myself about how pathetic he is with a grin on my face. I don't know what to do to make anything in my life better and feel like I should just end it before I hurt someone's feelings due to desensitization after emotional trauma. I want help, but I can't get it because I need help with that.
I wasn't the primary income of the household im sure my mom wouldn't care about me if im not bringing in money or paying bills there's nothing to talk about just a money machine with no hope it's so frustration I don't even like her why am i providing for her when i can barely get myself through college
sometimes I feel like a background character in other people's lives
I have the most massive unbearing heart-breaking crush on Rose Namajunas seriously i'm so desperately in love i would die for her she is so so so precious
I hate my body. I'm only 22 and I'm already having a saggy butt and cellulite all over my legs, my belly is disproportionately fat compared to my stick arms and small breasts, and I overall look more like a 40 year old mom than someone who's supposed to be in their best years. I always felt okay about my body (I mean, of course I thought I had flaws, but who doesn't), and I'm simply not used to feeling so badly about my appearance. I wish I could love myself, but that's hard when even your partner is starting to not want to see you in lingerie anymore.
Ok sooo where are the suckers who tell girls they are whores if they get raped?
I'm doing something naughty in my gf's bed while she's at work
2020 started off really shitty and i have a feeling it's only going to get worse
I'm masturbating with my pencil... i always wash it and then i put it back in my pencilcase. Once my schoolmate saw it and he needed one and he almost grabbed it. NEVER TAKE THINGS WITHOUT ASKING EVERYONE
Ok so i can be in shower for more then 45 minutes and that's because i love water. I love how it's running all over me and i can't get out, it's like i am glued there under the shower. And that's why i hate showers because i am there more then 45 minutes.