The primary reason for why I don't want kids is because of what I was like as a kid. I remember so many instances of me breaking my mom's heart, of me being cringey and embarrassing, and just being rude and hard to handle. I have no idea how my mom managed to still love me after this, but she's generally just born to be a mother. I, on the other hand, don't see myself having mother instincts, and if my kid was like what I used to be like... I don't know if I could handle it.
Last night I got drunk. I had a really funny evening and it was wonderful... but now I feel like shit. Typical hangover. It's not like I'm the first person to experience this. But I hate myself so much right now for only being able to have fun when drinking too much alcohol.
I wish i got to meet Rose and talk to her , i wish she wanted to talk to me or that she thought i was cool. i wish the way that i fight was her favourite kind of style. i wish i got to hangout with her and talk about life and stuff
I want the person that i love to acknowledge me, everyday that is what motivates me to keep working hard and improving, but i don't know if it's too healthy for me. she's engaged to someone, also, she's like famous and loved by many people, but i still do everything i can to have a name in our sport and have a chance to meet her, but what i really fantasize the most about is her acknowledging me, saying that im a good fighter, or just knowing that i exist, i dont want to be just another fan who comes up to her and says a bunch of, whatever things fans say to their idols, i don't want it to be like that, i want to be working hard and suddenly find out that she acknowledged me, maybe she talked about me, or followed me on social media, or watched one of my fights, something like that. i want her to find out i exist and be approving of me
Quero comer minha cunhada .
I still wet the bed. I don't know how to stop
my mum's mindset is literally so disgusting, she's the type of person that blames the victim for "baiting" the men for what they wear. So what if the girl decided to wear booty shorts or bralettes??? they should wear whatever the fuck they want (vice versa) and not be afraid cause some asses cant keep their horniness and dicks intact .
I used to fuck a nurse during my 20s and i didnt show her respect at all. She was blonde, slim and contrary to that she had nice boobs and ass. Everytime we met, we were fucking like porn stars. I watched porn and applied on her and she never said no. That was really really amazing at that time. I had to leave her finally as i had found better girls. I hope that our roads do not cross during this fuckinh corona thing!
I'm so angry I can't sleep. Nothing did even happen. Just the thought of people making making fun of my fiancee (I doubt that this even happens) makes me so damn angry that I wish I could kill everyone who ever wronged her. But why do I even wonder, lately I have a lot of anger issues and I'm not taking the meds my psychiatrist perscribed to me, because finals are incoming and I can't allow myself to have my mental capacities mellowed by psychotropic drugs. Guess all is bound to go to waste again.
hoje acordei com vontade de dar