I lie to my therapist about my age so she doesn't report anything
What really grinds my gears down to the nub is when people talk down to me because of my job[s] like an inferior. I'm dedicated to my homecare patients and nursing home residents! I take my job very seriously and people find it hilarious to call me a "glorified butt wiper." I'm sorry I'm not stocking shelves or working at the local Sheetz. I'm trained to take care of the people jack wagons like you dont have the patience for. I empty colostomy bags, perform Bed Baths, Assist in range of motion excercises, I'm a trained AMAP, operating Hoyer lifts, sit-to-stands. I do the job you dont want to. its underpaid, it's stressful. sometimes I'm up 37 hours straight but yah know what, when I tell you a fraction of my job, you plug your nose and say EW and walk off like a bitch. When you're taking care of a paraplegic patient and dont mind smelling a little bit of urine, then you can pass judgment on me.
I have the best girlfriend ever she's so cute. her voice is like a anime character. she has the warmest hugs her kisses are life changing. her pussy was very tight when we had sex. i love being with my girl she's only 14. an we have many years ahead of us. we have so many videos of us doing things. Having sex taking a shower cuddling on the sofa. an our very first kiss/tongue.
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my confession i once snuck out to smoke weed with a friend
im a man and my greatest obession/weakness is a woman in sexy socks or nylons
I've kept it up as long as I could. But yesterday's argument was the snapping point for me. I always considered the person's ability to hope a strong quality. That no matter the endeavors and trials they might face, that hope is the one thing that gives them the strength to push forward the ongoing storm. Hope, a powerful ally and a warm trait to always admire. I've always considered my hope to be hardly unbreakable. I've treked a lot of trials and pains and always held onto hope. Until I met my fiancee. we've been together for close to three years now (you might recall me from the Eric confession two days ago). We've had our fair share of arguments that reach extreme levels to the point where we are on couple's counseling. She constantly wonders why we're together and I'm always holding on to hope that we can find the middle ground to be better and last a lifetime. until. until yesterday she admitted she never had hope for us and still doesnt. that broke me. she admitted to not putting as much effort as i do and she doesnt feel exactly as strongly as I do about her. So why should I hope for s better resolution when she doesnt? who should I work myself to death with two jobs, the sole income provider of the house for us and a two year old child? why should I spend hours on end away from them for her to not have hope for us? so I gave up my hope. it's dead. this relationship is in the hands of the fates.
A lot of people hate me for being "that girl" who only hangs out with boys. More than once have I been accused of only doing this because I need the attention they give me, that I flirt with everyone just to get what I want, that I think I'm better than other girls because of it. The truth is, I REALLY like hanging out with guys more. Of course the following doesn't apply to neither every single girl nor every single boy out there, but I personally have found that it's true in the overwhelming majority of cases, especially in groups of friends; Guys are just more relaxed and less emotional, and therefore more compatible with both my sense of humour and way of expressing love. I like the "insulting each other but knowing we all don't really mean it" kind of bickering. And yes, a lot of girls do that too, but what I've also found in EVERY group of girl friends so far is those phases where they constantly hug each other and give each other compliments (that you know are fake sometimes) and tell each other how much they love everyone... And that's something that just makes me cringe. I can't do it. And I don't think I'm better than them, in fact I think I'm a little bit mentally crippled when it comes to expressing feelings. But that's why I fit so well with the boys. They aren't very emotional with each other, not with words at least. I also hate how complicated talking about things like crushes or one night stands or even fights with friends are with them. Girls analyse every single action that was taken, every word that was spoken and not spoken. If you tell a guy that you think the dude over there is attractive, he's like "cool, bang him! I'm gonna be your wingman". Simple and effective. And about the flirting... I'm never intentionally flirting with anyone (not even people I like, I'm just bad at that), this is literally the way I talk to people, I'm sorry if it gives a false impression. ...... Well, rant over I guess. I want to stress that I absolutely don't think girls are inferior. Or superior. I just think the genders are quite different; and somehow, I ended up fitting into the wrong gender when it comes to friendships. And I know that you probably want to comment how I'm seeing it all wrong and they actually aren't different and girls can also have those types of friendships and so on - because so far, whenever I've told someone about this problem, they all said more or less exactly that. But I've been in multiple friend groups (moved a lot as a teen, changed jobs and clubs) of both genders, and it always was like I described.
I've realized if I wear pantyhose under my work out clothes it keeps junk from smashin around. each morning as I'm getting them on I see the neighbor either come out with her dog or I can actually see when she sit back on her couch with a dim light on ..either place she is she has a clear view of me putting them on and getting dressed. it really turns me on that she is spying on me so I'm gonna start stpping up the show for her. ..more later