I'm male (i can't bring myself to call myself a man) and I'm in my late fifties and sometimes I get scared and want to cry when I don't know what to feed myself. it's like I still need my mommy.
Apprehension is one of the worst conditions a person can mentally suffer with.
I'm American, my current boss is Canadian; he gave me a bunch of mini American flags and told me to throw them in the trash (he sold his place and was cleaning it for the new owners). I don't think he meant any disrespect, just didn't think about how disrespectful an American might find that to be; I refused and asked if I could have them instead. He asked why, and I said I'm not too keen on throwing away my country's flag...the flags are now folded in triangles, sitting in rows in a glass display case proudly hanging on my wall. God bless the USA!
Shhhh...don't tell anyone, but I'm completely naked under my clothes. 🤫
I feel subby today.. And not just sexually subby but like generally subby.. 🥺🥺 When my sister came back from her exam I tried to hold her hand but she got annoyed and pulled away.. I just wanna be cuddled and doted on.. Is that too much to ask for? :(
I'm non binary but none of my family or friends know. im only open about it in social media and I get support and validation 80% of the time but still some hate. I dont like being called a man it feels like a punch almost but I dont really want to be called a girl either but non binary sounds like me. I like pink stuff but mostly dress masc I think my family thinks im just gay. i also dont feel that much body dysphoria? i like my dick but i dont like my body hair and wearing dresses feels okay not much different from my other clothes. I only started wondering about my gender during the past few months and idk maybe I'm just a girly guy? well see
It is 3:32 am eastern standard time, as I am writing this. I am having a hard time getting to sleep. So many thoughts and I can't seem to rest. So...I guess I'll stay up. I hate restless nights, and love them at the same time. I love them for the hope that I get inspired. I hate them, because I have to work at 10:30 am. Another hot shower and tea should help.
so i just tried omegle and got too scared and closed my comouter the moment I saw another person
my abuelita died today and I don't know how to feel about it. im sad but I'm not devastated. my sister told me when i was making eggs. I cried a bit but I don't feel anything. I remenber her face and her warm smell when i hugged her and i remember her hair curlers I put on her. I havent seen her in 5 years and those memoried are fading. She was planning on visiting but she cant now. I just want to hug her again and I fucking cant now why does everyone around me keep dying first my uncle then my grandma and now my abuela. at least I had the chance to be with them before they passed I spent one of my last days with my grandma in her bed lying down with her and sleeping, my uncle visited and i have a funny memory of him saying my mom is torturing him by making him shower but I only have a memory of hugging my grandma and her smell but its only that and its fading. god why does everything just fucking suck i wanna die
En la vida todo lo que hagamos sea bueno o malo todo se devolverá