A year ago, I started to feel demotivated with my job. I used to be good at it but then, out of nowhere, I started to feel unmotivated. The best way to explain it is that I felt like the only reason why I'm working is because I need it for my family. Unlike before were I used to enjoy what I'm doing.I also started feeling so stressed and sad all the time because of our financial status ,my parents pressuring me to work abroad, and I don't have time for myself anymore because I still have to take care of my son when i get home and do some chores.This resulted me to not being able to meet deadlines at work. Eventually, it got worse when our OIC left the company and she was replaced by another coworker. (I don't have any problems with the new OIC and we're actually friends to this day) The first thing she did was to reassign our tasks. At first, I was okay with it but because the tasks are new to me and I always tend to submit or finish reports and tasks late, she removed some of it and assigned it to a different coworker. And instead of being able to solve the problem, this made me even more unmotivated and unproductive as I felt that it was an insukt to me and I am not good enough for the tasks assigned to me. I ended up having only 2 remaining major tasks for the team and I still can't finish them on time. I am well aware that my actions might affect our team's reputation and I felt guilty about it. But as I felt more guilty, my productivity got worser. The company and my team are just so nice that they haven't fired me yet. But I always felt like I'm unwanted and they talk behind my back eventhough I don't hear anyone saying that around me. A week ago, I submitted my resignation because I don't feel like staying anymore. I know that it's best for them if I leave. I hope I was able to explain it well. I'm aware that it's my fault that I'm feeling this way but I just needed to vent out because i havent told anyone about what im feeling for the past year.
We met when we were 12, we live in different countries. I love you and you love me too. Love ain’t enough... no efforts made to make this relationship work. Bye love 💕 take care
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