I went through a phase this week. I was constantly viewing a YouTube channel because it had good content and I was attracted to the host of the channel. My imagination was out-of-control. I had to pull myself away. When I stopped I felt a little depressed. I kept subscribing and unsubscribing. I did not understand it. I thought I was crazy. Then during that week, I started watching a lot of motivational YouTube clips. These are the clips to be better, try harder, get up early to set yourself apart, don't blend in type of clips. Get up before the sun, be the best. Sleep later. What are you waiting for? Success, success, success!!! Don't stop til you are dead! I can understand to not waste time. To find time to do the things you enjoy, find ways to improve your way of life, that failures happen, but you can always find a way to win at something; and to help others at your abilities. That is, pretty much the definition of life. I found myself a bit overwhelmed. I felt overloaded. I believe that we can always find satisfaction in our lives if we like. We can always do more if we really wanted to. You have to be inspired or have a real want to do it. I honestly believe if you really want to do something, a person will find a way to do it. You will ask questions and find a way to apply the answers. But, if you are not inspired to do anything, that is okay too. Some people may be doing something, but feel like they are doing nothing at all, either because they are enjoying it or just used to it. I just wanted to share that with you all. I hope everyone is doing their best to be safe this winter. My heart goes out to the ones who have lost a loved one this year. You will be in my prayers. Have a good day! Stay well!
can someone tell me what is the meaning of my dream?. when i was a 1st year high school back on 2010 maybe 2011. i have a crush on my schoolmate which is a senior. But many years past that i did not see him my feelings is gone. but this past few weeks i realized that he is always in my dream, i dont understand, i dont even thinking about him before i sleep. and i realize that i miss him. i already know that, that guy wouldnt like me back because i am not beautiful.
real shinobi can know about your life and whats in your heart just from watching you fight once. words are low level compared to what shinobi like her can do. thats why i decided i dont want to write to her anymore or talk about her, this is something i just wanted to write for closure, im just gonna do my best and pay attention to life and try to go in the water more to swim cuz im a water person too also yea u are likely to be bullied if ur vulnerable but this is a confession site, it would be really sad to just be preying here on the vulnerability to u can bully someone. thats like being a snake, congratulations i guess
Sometimes cleverbot is easier to talk to and have real conversations with than people.
I am attracted to someone, I don't even know. I feel so stupid, about it.
finally im re-united with my bong, i woke up taking hits and am stoned, just had lunch and gonna smoke a phat ass bowl.. its a little dab bong, so its not good for flower, but i broke my beaker bong, i loved it so much and i really miss it, i hope i can get some money soon and buy another one
im kinda starting to have a crush on a training partner at first i thought she was being like a lil flirtyish with me but then i realized she does talk with everyone a lot and she probably dont like me, but then its me who starting to like her instead a little :/ she be looking pretty frickin fine and its tough i dont really like to do drills with her im afraid of a embarassing situation but coach keeps putting us together cuz were same weight.
Is it normal to like girls with smol tiddies waaaay more, like everyone always about big tiddies and girls wear bras with foam pads and stuff, but like dang when a girl is really fit and got that athletic body and the lil mosquito bite tiddies its like i dunno its just so attractive and cute and feminine idk how to explain .
where's that weird bastard that kept writing about his incestuous erotica about his sister
its already late but i think im gonna go for a little walk and smoke a joint. hope i dont get robbed or smth that would suck t----t