I still pick my nose and im an adult.....
I am a bisexual girl. I absolutely can't with girls. I'm awkward, weird and nervous around them and too afraid to make a move. This wouldn't be too weird, but around guys, I am so super confident and sometimes even surprise myself by how charming and funny I can suddenly be while flirting. I really don't know why. It's slowly getting on my nerves a little, because I feel that I'll never be able to "get" a girl, and I know it sounds a little disrespectful but I don't want to die without making that experience. And of course it generally sucks when you have a crush on someone but know it's never going to happen just because of your own stupidness.
I lost 4 pounds on keto :)
I often feel really cute and pretty when I look into the mirror, to the point where I think I might actually be attractive. But then I try to take a picture of myself and think that I'm one of the ugliest people I've ever seen. I know that a lot of people feel like this, but I wonder if it's more extreme in my case because the difference is so damn huge. I just wish I knew what the "real" me looked like. Even if it's the photo me. Then at least I could start coming to terms with being ugly.
When I have a crush I sometimes feel like I want to hug him for 500000 hours
Porn really bores me. I can't last more than 5 mins while jacking off. Sometimes I just quit.
I've had a bowel surgery with some complications some time ago. As a result of that, I wasn't allowed to eat a lot of foods, I always had bad stomach pain no matter what I ate, but especially with my favourite foods. Now I've been officially declared recovered. I immediately started eating all my favourite stuff again, being happy as hell for a few weeks. But then the stomach pain and other symptoms returned. This morning I could barely move. I haven't been to a doctor yet, but from past consultations I know that I might be ill for life now, having to eat restricted and taking pills, probably even more surgeries. I feel so dumb now. To be fair to myself, I was told I could go back to whatever diet I had before and be fine. To be fair to the doctors, they probably thought it was common sense for a post surgery patient to not binge eat like an unsupervised 8 year old in a candy factory.
I don't know if this ever happened to someone, but this happened to me last Saturday. I am a 30 year old female and mom of 2 kids. when the rare moments I get to have by myself I like to relax. anyway to the point. last week the kids where out with their with their grandparents and my husband had to work. I wanted to relax and clean the house, on this day after my shower I choose not to get dressed and just be naked. I was in the kitchen and we have a sliding door. while I was in the kitchen 2 men in their 50s or 60s came to the door and announced themselves as jehovahs witness. I'm standing in the kitchen completely naked and they started talking to me about whatever jehovahs witness talks about because I wasn't listening. I told them if they could please leave because I need to get dressed, they wouldn't and kept talking about Jesus and what not. I told them that I need to put clothes on and then I might be able to talk to them, again they wouldn't listen and kept talking. I went up to the sliding door and said i cant talk because if you haven't noticed im not wearing anything. no lie, they then asked for just a moment of my time and I told them that they had 10mins already and I can't talk because I need to get dressed and shut and locked the door. they still didn't leave and I had to shut the blinds so they could finally leave. like wtf?
I've always liked doing schoolwork just for fun. When I was little, I finished a math workbook over summer vacation just for fun. In geography class I finished the vocabulary for the book over Christmas break, like a dozen chapters worth. In college I reformatted a textbook made with Microsoft Word Processor because the conversion to Word 2013 made the formatting horrendous. I keep old textbooks from college in case I get in the mood to take some notes and copy vocabulary when I'm bored. And now I'm turning a style guide from a pdf into a powerpoint. The instructions in a long 24 page PDF is a lot of information to handle. I spaced out by page 5. So hopefully, it'll be easier to digest as a powerpoint. I'm making links to the PDF for more detailed information, the powerpoint is just the same information skimmed down. I don't think it's the retaining information part I like so much, I think I just like the repetitiveness. I like feeling like I'm getting my shit together. I like organizing information in a way that's easy for me to digest. If I learn something along the way, that's awesome.
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