Having depression and anxiety is such a "fad" right now, I feel like a "poser" whenever I try talking to anyone about it. I feel like all they think is "she's faking" or "she's just doing this for attention", even though I am so fucked up mentally it isn't even funny anymore. Also since I was a treatment foster kid from like 3 to 5 before I was adopted for some reason everyone just always assumed I'm the problem because I was a foster kid, but I wasn't put in the system because I was bad, I was put in the system because my dad bailed and my mom was hooked on shit, but no one cares past the saying "oh, she was a foster kid."
I fucking hate racist pieces of shit.
good morning everyone how are you
I feel like every time I'm happy some thought or piece of anxiety comes along and is like nope uh-uh not happening you're not allowed to be happy and then I worry and then when I finally muster up the courage to say what that thought is .. it turns out to be a super silly thought I'm tired of having happy periods and then I worry over something super silly and stupid and it kills my whole mood stupid anxiety
Some days all I can think about is plunging a dagger into my chest and just letting all of the pain and suffering pour out. Throwing myself over a rail and falling headfirst into the rushing water to wash away the anguish. Taking one too many steps past the edge of a cliff and losing myself in the wilderness beneath, the trees shattering the hollow shell of a person that I once was. I don't want to die. But sometimes I just crave the sweet release that would come after.
Been crying everyday for over a year now...At this point idk what's wrong with me...
why can't people accept that they can say whatever they want but their behaviors will always betray their words. I'm beginning to think you are trying to convince yourself more than trying to make me believe.
is man is ignorance person? let me know! I wanna know
21 and the only games I play are children's games like Ratchet & Clank and The Sims
I really miss Robin Williams.