Is it true that this virus are made in the lab?, like some america conspiracy?
About a year ago, I was working in a call center. I worked for RCI, a timeshare exchange company. I got fired in March of last year and I'm so glad I'm done with them. I can't imagine working for a vacation exchange company during the COVID19 pandemic. They're not booking any trips. It's probably a lot of cancelling trips, and extending points for free, and listening to already entitled assholes bitch about not going to Cabo this year. I doubt anyone is upselling anything. I hope they're not pushed to upsell right now. I hope my old coworkers there are ok, but I am so glad I'm not one of them.
I'm currently working as a nurse in Saudi. It's my first time working in abroad. It's already 5 months since I started working here and I still feel unwelcome. I tried to reach out, suggest things, hang out with them, etc. but I just can't fit in. There are some times that they're okay with me but most of the time that make me feel that I don't belong. Some of them are good to me, but there are some who just doesn't want me there. If we're working, it's ok because I'll not be able to think of those things because were always busy and when we go home, I'll just go to sleep early. But now that everything's in lockdown and we can't go out, I feel alone and stuck in a place where I can't fit in. I hope I explained it well. English is not my first language. I just want to vent out because I don't have anyone to talk to. I don't want my family and friends at home to worry about me.
Anyone kinda angry that all this pain, suffering, lost time, being locked down inside a house, fear, people dying, is ALL , LITERALLY , ONLY because Chinese people COULD NOT stop eating exotic wild animals? if they would eat beef chicken and fish like everyone else NONE OF THIS would be happening. And i know some worthless miserable sacks of shit are gonna say that this is RaCiSt but i don't give a fuck. maybe if we had been more RaCiSt the whole world wouldn't be suffering right now. If you're a chinese bat eater, go fuck yourself, i hope you fucking die a horrible death and your whole bat eating family dies so the world becomes a less horrible place.
Please don't joke about social distancing when your wife had a hacking cough twice while in my line at the store. Y'all should be staying the frick home! Or at least get your wife to stay in the car. She might not have COVID19, it might've been allergies or a regular cold. But I don't know that! Stay home if at all possible. If it was up to me, I'd be at home right now, but I can't get paid leave unless I have a confirmed case or the government forces us to close. Stay the hell home. It's not that hard.
A month before the Corona outbreak I invested more than half of my savings in the stock market because my investment consultant said it's the best option for me at the moment. Now I'm quite sure that with the whole thing going on, I'm gonna lose a lot of money. This is of course not the worst that's happening right now, but gosh, I regret doing that so much... had I just waited for a couple more weeks!
I want someone to push me over the line. I want someone to bring to to the point of no return. I walk around, do my job and smile at everyone but deep down, my blood boils and a sleeping dragon lies in wait to be awoken. I dont want to but DEEEP down I want to. to just let go and mercilessly beat someone's ass. let go of all this pent up rage and agression and fuck some bloke up who pushed me to the edge. I barely got to let go with my GF who thought it was a good idea to keep testing me despite my warnings. we had a big fight and she was getting aggressive with me. I told her "you get one free hit." and boy she used it. Weak. Pathetic. I take shits that hurt worse. after that I told her "you wont get another chance to hit me again." she tried. and I put her on her ass. I didnt hit her back, I try not to lay hands against females. but I didnt let her hit me again. and FUCK it felt so good to unwind a bit. dare I say it was borderline orgasmic? she kept trying to hit me and I kept putting her down and restraining her. But i felt it. deep inside. that urge to fight back. to lay into her face. to take in the sight of blood dripping from her mangled face, i was teetering on the cliffside. granted she started the entire argument and when I restrained her from punching me, she threatened to call the cops on ME. but I digress.
I was told to wait because they are talking to a friend while I was talking to them . I told them so I'm not your friend. they said no , that hurt me😂😂
Random thing to confess I guess, but I kinda just want to tell somebody: I have the sudden urge to go buy some white Vans and customize them with paint and Sharpies. I've been wanting custom art shoes for YEARS and now that I have money to get supplies, I see no reason not to. Except... people might see my shoes as childish or immature if I draw all over them. And part of me doesn't care, but a big part of me honestly does care. Should I even bother to make these shoes, or am I gonna get so much negative feedback on them that I won't want to wear them and I'll have wasted all that money?
I honestly hate my girlfriend. She is so self-centered and conceited. every sentence, story and conversation we have is all about her or focused around her. Literally everything that comes out of her mouth starts with "My." "I" or "When I." she says I and me so many times and she doesn't even stop for a breath so it's just continuous. For gods sake, as I'm typing this, she's blabbing on about her her her. All I do is nod my head and give one word answers like "yea." or "mhm." "probably." "Yep". like damn. maybe once ask about my day or how I'm doing. The only time she moves out of something that's not about her is when shes giving me orders on what to do or how to budget.