I'm the last of my friends to be a virgin (literally, I think I'm the only one in my group and we're all in our early 20's), and I'm honestly starting to believe it's never going to happen. I feel so awkward about it as well. Like, I know teenagers more sexually experienced than myself. And y'all don't even understand how insanely sexually frustrated I am. I just want to get it over with already.
I'm graduating college in four months and I have absolutely no fucking idea what I'm going to do with myself after. It's constantly in the back of my mind and it scares the shit out of me in all honesty.
I have this weird, really unhealthy relationship with food that I don't know how to control. I eat all the time, even when I'm not hungry. I binge for days on end. Sometimes I eat to the point where my stomach gets so full I feel like exploding, and end up making myself throw up. I do have these random moments in between where I control myself and eat healthy, do exercise, etc., but for the most part I just can't seem to control myself and end up falling back into these disgusting eating habits. I just wish I could make it stop.
Sometimes I think "What I would tell myself when I was younger to talk myself out of suicide?" What moment would I show myself to make me untie the noose and think, this is worth powering through. This weekend I found it. My daughter came out of the tub with wet hair and handed me a brush. Rushed excitedly to my chair, turned her back to it and closed her eyes. Seeing the smile in her face as I brushed her hair is legit one of the greatest feelings in the history of the world. This was worth everything.
This has been driving me crazy does anyone know the name of the puppy game Eve was playin in the 8 passengers vlog today when chad got suspended I have looked every where for the name I can’t seem to find it
Remodeling houses and building things is so much fun. I'm doing my first project right now- adding a door to my basement- and it's just making me want to renovate more stuff. I really like it. It's so fun watching things just... slowly appear. Like beans turn into walls within seconds once you slap on the drywall. It's awesome.
Describe your music taste to me, mine is basically 2009
I'm a 40 y/o male. So, two days ago I went to an Outback Steakhouse with my wife. We got there but we had to wait, as all tables were taken. While we were waiting my wife went to use the toilet and I called a waitress to bring us something to drink. A cute little blondie waitress (no more than 22 years old) answered, and she did a weird thing. She grabbed my hand and said something like "yeah, I'm here for you, just ask anything". OKAY, a bit weird but fine. So I asked for a few drinks and she went off. Some time passed and we got a free table and the same blond girl was waiting in that area. So she comes over, smiles and say "oh it's Mr Lopez from before, it's a pleasure to serve you again". So my wife and I sit and ask for more drinks and some steak to eat. As soon as the girl leaves my wife says to me "she's flirting with you". I replied something like "nah she's far too young, she's being nice for a good tip". Then the girl comes with our drinks and serves us with a smile. My wife was checking something on her phone, so the girl puts wife's drink in front of her, then hands my drink and gives me a wink. At this point I'm thinking "it's nothing, wife's just being weird and it is getting to me, nothing is happening at all". Some more time pass, wife goes to the toilets again and I had asked for more sauce of some sort. Blondie waitress comes and hands me the sauce, but she holds my hand while doing it, and another wink. Now I'm thinking "oh shit what's going on". Waitress leaves, wifes come back and dinner goes on normally. Now it's time to get the bill. Blondie comes back with the bill, puts it in my hand and closes my hand over the bill, covering my hand with hers. I pay for the bill and we leave. Now, I'm curious about her behavior, so I check the bill and lo and behold: there's a goddamn phone number written in there. I went and tossed the bill on the bin and never looked back.
What's with the sudden hatred towards hate? Hate is an emotion like any other. Hate has its place and I feel the hatred towards hate is totally unjustified and should stop. Haterphobes and haterphobic behaviour has no place in this current year of 2019. Let us chant; "It's just hate! Do not fear! Haterphobes aren't welcome here!" Yay #socialjustice
i have this really bad side of me that is obsesed with sexual stuff, sex talk, seductiveness ect. i feen the feeling and i love being naughty....with other men..and i have a man...i love when a man takes control of me and treats me really naughty.....then i feel so ashamed ....