I fucking hate my cousin's voice. I don't like being around her in general, honestly.
when í was a kid, maybe 7 or 8 I was at a friend's house in the afternoon. me, my friend and his little sister were hiding in a closet, it was dark inside. I remember I was pinching with my hand the little girl in the ankle, the feeling was " I want to hurt her, it makes me feel good" but back then i was pure and innocent and not aware of my being mean. nowadays sometimes I found myself thinking " look at that kid, I wish he fell and hurt himself". or when a little kid cries or do something silly I find myself thinking "that stupid prick needs to suffer...i am enjoying myself seeing him suffer"
I'm having social anxiety. I'm tired so tired I don't know if I can do this anymore.
i hate when people talked about others behind their back, but even when I hate it I also did it anyway..it becomes habit n makes me hate myself even more..I really need to control myself and stop this bad habit..but why is it so hard to stop it..?? is it really a human nature??
I asked a psychic when I'm going to die and I regret it. My friend wanted to go so I went with her. Psychic told me I'll die within 1 year and to stay away from anything that has a motor. Now I'm laying in bed doubting myself that what are the odds of it being true..not going to lie I'm pretty paranoid
Quick life lesson: some people are natural born assholes. Fuck em.
my mom is a nasty whore but doesn't see herself that way because she goes to church. she is always walking around our home naked.. since I was small;... but then turns around and calls me attention seeking though I never show nudity and wasn't sexually active until i was an ADULT. she uses the bathroom with the door open no matter wat.. even if she is shitting. she grabbed my vagina when i was 22 I told my sister (11 years older) she was disgusted. My mom is always competing with me and copying my style. She wants to know TMI when it comes to my bf. She never meets any guy I date, because I know she will be inappropriate with him, she's so fucking old and disgusting... I hate how old people won't be old in 2017... they still wanna act like the youth, mingle w. us, date us.. ew.. grow the fuck up... you've got fucking grays and wrinkles and achy knees go away old men and women
poker face...FUCK YOU!!!!!! come on man, u're a grown man with beard..don't be too childish, u really embarrassing me
I'm tired...I really want to take off this masks..at least just for a while..
I need to get high asap.