Me sinto desprezado, humilhado e não aceito pelos meus amigos, e por uma razão idiota provavelmente. Queria me cortar de novo, mas minha mãe perceberia. Eu me odeio tanto. Queria morrer.
i love Rose so bad it hurts
indians are worst nation on face of earth .they kill kashmiri people daily and genociding muslims.
never really liked my body nd I'm ashamed of it but I accept that it's the only one I have so eh.
I am so stressed about my financial situation that I feel sick to my stomach and I'm having panic attacks. Everything is just so fucking expensive. I know between me and my boyfriend, we'll probably be okay, but I resent the fact that I'm depending on him. I would not survive on my own.
somone said my mother was a sult beause she has 3 kids that have different dads. I hate that just because of that some people just think of her as a slut but dont care to ask why we all have different dads. Im disappointed actually that people think this of mot only my mother but other people and that's just disgusting.My older brothers dad left them and disappeared completely from their life, my father abused my mother and was brave enough to leave him and my little brothers dad cheated with someone while my mom was pregnant BUT the thing that is the worst is that some people even with getting an explanation of things still have that stupid way of thinking .
My tooth is cracked, it was cracked for a while but i ignored it. now the piece if moving around becase its stuck between the teeth and im in pain. im just realizing that my bad breath that gives me insane confidence and self esteem problems and why i avoid talking to girls is probably from this, this thing is probably infected and it hurts when i chew i feel so stupid and irresponsible and gross, i feel like no one else lets shit like this happen to their teeth only i do cuz im gross and i ignored it and im terrified of the dentist im so scared i hate it so much i just hate going but i can force myself kinda i know i must just from the relief i will get i know they maybe will fix it but honestly the way that im feeling, like a burning infection-y gross feeling, i would be ok with taking it completely out T---T thats probably wont happen tho.(its one of my back teeth not from smile i guess) can i ask to sleep for dentist??? i would love that honestly... when they put anesthesia, i always stay feeling still, and i hate it, im so scared of it. i think im so scared because im so alone i feel like no one loves me or cares about me and i dont have enough strength to deal with when it gets bad because of being so alone
I was actually starting to make some progress. I hadn't properly hated myself for a long time. now I've relapsed, all because I had to be an annoying asshole
I am so angry and feel so stuck at where I am in life, that it makes me think about suicide more and more everyday. I never understood how ppl get to this point, but I see how it happens.
my confession is that sometimes i fantazy into getting in a fit match with the assholes that raped me, just....smashed their face up so badly, they whish they we're death.