I'm so sick and tired of believing in a catholic religion. My parents always force me to go to church, pray the rosary... I want to leave sooo bad. I wanted to quit college, work, and just that. I want a peace of mind from school stress and them telling me to do this and that. I don't believe in that religion for a sole purpose of trying to know what I really believe in. And I should've went to mainland for college if it werent my mom sabotaging my application then... But it's too late.... I'm living lies from other people just because even my inner self is a lie. My belief is a lie. I pretend that I believe in a catholic religion when I don't. Can't they just let me go? I want to leave... I'm fine being homeless if I could because fuck these people.. As much as I want to respect the people and the religion but I can't because even the people that cares for me don't even respect me.. well fuck you all catholics and fuck your shit!
Why do I try and reach out to my ex friends even today? It's been over three years since I walked away from them. Now they don't want anything to do with me anymore.
November 23, 2018 Whenever I start or want to do something enthusiasticly it feels like mother always stop me to do just because she thinks it is not right according to her traditional beliefs and own satisfaction. It's tiring. I want to see the world, explore, widen my circle. But I am stuck here because mother thinks it's safe from where I am which is here with her. I want to take risk and learn. I think sometimes the place where you think is safe is not really safe. I am starting to hate my mother but I know I don't have the right. But what she does to me makes me feel depressed and stuck. I want to go away so bad but at the same time I don't want to hurt her and father. I am so messed ): halp.
I don't get why so many people love The Office (US). I couldn't even get through the first episode. It was just so cringy and I didn't think it was funny. My boyfriend said it gets better but I don't want to struggle through the first season or skip it. There are plenty of shows that are watchable from the first to the last episode. I'll just watch one of those instead. Or try the UK version since I've heard it's better.
I hate creating accounts online because I find coming up with a password troublesome, but I don't want to use the same password and create a safety risk. As you might guess, I don't have many accounts.
my bosses brother is kind of sketchy. he comes into the workplace quite often and he puts off a really creepy vibe. all my coworkers feel the same. one said he's pretty sure he only goes after really young girls, like 19 or 20 (he's in his 50s). he's just really offputting. anyways had a nightmare the other night that he tried raping me... kind of forgot about that nightmare when I woke up, until I saw him walk into my work again. it all came flooding back and I had chills. I was disgusted and freaked out over him being there. even though it wasn't real...as if I wasnt already uncomfortable as it was, now I have a mental image of him actually trying something. I need a new job I think
Can anyone help me out I made a new account once again and I can’t even get into my confesster I’ve even saved the password on my phone and it filled in the information and it still says incorrect username or use username and I’ve tried to contact contact confess and everything but no luck I feel like they have abandoned this website and app please give me some tips
There are many debates going on.... One of the biggest is : is drug addiction a disease? A lot of people have so much sympathy for drug users and say it's a disease when people tell them they knew the consequences when they tried it. These defenders even compare it to diabetes. But the funny thing is they don't have the same sympathy for those of us who suffer from depression and have chosen to not numb our emotions and just feel it all.. While letting the emotions kill us slowly. We're told to get over it or do something to distract us from our pain. And when one of us can't take it anymore and we commit suicide, they are met with such back lash and called selfish .. I mean no sympathy at all.. But someone overdoses and it's "oh poor thing had a disease". Fuck any of you who have sympathy for people who are too pussy to face their demons/emotions and numb them, and rag on poor people who are so overcome with sadness that even getting out of bed is a struggle. Depression is a real thing. If we had more understanding from those around us, it would help. Keep coddling drug abusers and guess what? More people will be doing drugs. I didn't ask to have crippling depression. I force myself to be happy but deep down its just a facade. Y'all hooked on drugs asked for it. You went out of your way to do it. So y'all who defend drug users with your life while shitting on depressed people are useless. Go befriend a drug addict and don't cry when they steal all your shit and sell it for drugs ✌🏼️✌🏼
I think it's valid to punch the living hell out of your partner if they cheat on you - traitors are to be shot - and you deserve to be beaten up if you cheat on your partner.
so tired of feeling looked down upon and unwanted by my wife. at times it seems she only keeps me around so she can torture me, nothing I do is enough and no matter what I do I'm always the bad guy for one reason or another. I love her more than anything and I can't stand the idea of life without her. what is wrong with me? Why do I stay?