I hate this life. I'm just angry, angry that im human, angry that i live, that i had no say in that. Just woke up one day, gained consciousness to realize that theres no point to life. I just want it to end as fast and least painfully as possible. I hate that i think this way, but i dont believe that i can change this. It just gets worse day by day. Just turn it off already! Thank you!
TMI Time. I'm not asking for medical help here, just venting because I'm frustrated- I can't stop pooping and I don't know why. I used to poop once a day, two hours after my morning coffee, on the dot. Then I was irregular for a few months, sometimes went a few days without pooping at all. Now I poop several times a day- like 3 or 4 times- and it seems to be completely random. There's no rhyme or reason to it, I just feel the need to poop multiple times a day, no matter what I eat or how much water I drink or what I'm doing. I haven't changed my lifestyle or my diet at all. But I don't feel sick or anything, it's not like diarrhea where I feel nauseous before I go. I just... poop a lot. It's annoying and time consuming.
What to do if you lose your passion? I don't know what is happening to me, but I think I lose my passion and it'll cost me my life (education, family trust, etc). And it still not enough push that I need to get my passion back. I don't know what to do right now. Now it cost me to fall asleep at dawn, overthinking every night, and messing my monthly period because of stressed.
''racism'' is new-speak, it's a attempt at twisting language to then manipulate how we perceive and articulate our actual feelings. everyone is racist, that's why accusing people of racism and bigotry is so effective, it's because it's always true, unless you are completely self destructive martir who commits suicide as soon as possible to rid the world of your unholy racist human-ness. basically if you adopted new-speech you already lost, also you already lost at ''well i have to be in the good side which means i can't be a rAcIsM'' means you already restricted your ability to think freely beyond repair because now you applied barriers to your thought. we live in the time of unmeasurable political and intellectual misleading, never have we been so tricked and manipulated
Fuck i hate group project. y'all are proof human can be useless fuckkkkkkk i hate you
I'm stupid, unlovable, annoying, talentless, clueless, a waste of space and completely useless. I live a stagnated life and sometimes in those moments I wonder why God put me in this earth in the first place. A different soul could easily fill me in and do a better job than I ever could .
I've never been depressed in my entire life but sometimes when I'm at my lowest I feel myself slowly slipping. If that's what it feels like to just be really upset then I can't imagine being depressed
I'm scared for my future healthwise. I'm diabetic and in the Last year or so it's getting worse.
I posted a b&w pic on vsco at the same time as my lesbian cousin who I don't talk to because she's too resourceful for my liking. I am attracted to her though, and her pic was of herself in underwear (mine was a disturbing drawing I made). I want to message her now.
I've decided to ignore two guys I know by not sending them emails or interacting with them on social media anymore.