I've been told that I have problems and that I need therapy, but those who say that are all insecure liars. I'm more perfect that anyone on this earth and you're just mad that you can't be me, I don't need to be 'fixed', there's no one as great as me and I don't need therapy if there's no issue. fuck you! and before you say I think too highly of myself because I've heard that too many times, I know how it goes by now, you just think too little of me! you expect nothing from me when I'm the only person in this world that deserves even the smallest bit of respect!
Y'all know Lips of an Angel by Hinder? That's totally me right now and it's tearing me apart. My wife deserves a man that won't consider--even for a fraction of a second--being with someone else. I started talking again (as a friend) with an ex I was with for four years and now I have internal conflict. I won't leave my wife nor cheat on her in any way and I genuinely love her beyond words, but I find myself subconsciously wishing at times she was my ex and I feel so terrible and so guilty, because my wife is so sweet, loyal and innocent and treats me like royalty, and it'd break her heart if she knew my secret desire; I wouldn't be able to bear witnessing her pain if she ever found out. I'm trying to squander wanting my ex, but it's unbelievably difficult. I hate this internal conflict so much and I wish I knew how to permanently get rid of desiring my ex.
Been crying for the last four days. I don't know what's going on. I just feel so sad and the smallest things tick me off.
I crave emotional pain and I want to be left on my own by the people I trust, I want to be hated just for that lonely, miserable, terrible feeling of being hurt in such a way that it never leaves your mind. but yet multiple people have called me a narcissist and I've been told that I only care about myself.
stfu bitch i hate u since they want u always played victim but the truth is i am the victim here
our government is a big crocodile 🐊
I think I just made my only friend hate me, but she'll text me later like always because I'm the only person who actually understands her apparently. she said "everyone is equal", I've told her every time she's said that, that yes everyone is equal except for me. I'm the only one above the rest. equality is great, as long as I'm not included.
I want to say some real stupid crap on here and totally mess with people and make a problem for them like I'd get some sick pleasure out of it. like it would be fun to go mad and get my jollies.
Fuck my job. The stupid thing is, I actually really like working there, but I hate the people in charge of scheduling. They can't keep giving me a 15 hour week and then a 40 hour week. First of all, I'm a fucking part time employee, so I shouldn't be working 40 hours anyway. But secondly, I've already asked TWICE for some goddamn consistency in my schedule. I've told them I need to know when I can expect to be off so I can make appointments. I need to see my physician, I need to get my wisdom teeth out, I need to get my taxes done- but I can't schedule anything because I can never guarantee I'll have the fucking day off. My schedule is never the same from week to week and I'm fucking sick of it. There isn't even a pattern to their weird alternating hours, they just randomly assign them I guess??? Ugh. I'm just so pissed off. These unreliable hours have destroyed my finances since some months I don't even make $1000 and whenever I actually get money from the long weeks, I end up blowing through it to catch up on all the crap I couldn't afford, like my bills and groceries. It's so fucking stressful. I don't want to leave, but if they keep doing this to me, I'm going to have to.
Im so tired. I just want to be happy.