Im always having headaches and it dont feel good also im scared
I worked as a uber for a couple months and it got me incredibly upset to the point i had to quit, a lot of passengers where nice, i never liked to talk too much etc i just do what i have to, and what upset is when customers treated me badly, they act like they are superior to you, and say demeaning things, if i'm being honest if was only middle class white girls that acted like this, it was very disturbing for me and gave me a lot of sadness, despite doing my best you still had to deal with narcissistic , entitled and egocentric people who don't seem to even have the concept of being considerate. mostly it just made me sad about society and life, that certain people go around being basically human garbage and having no consequences, all the while pretending to be a oppressed class or something. it was just very frustrating, but also made me learn a lot about people, i wouldn't have known how toxic and disgusting most girls are.
I find it concerning that no one realizes that Wakanda is a fictional version of what Hitler was trying to achieve for Germany, a ethno centric military socialist state. i find that people are really stupid for not understanding these types of things, or they are purposefuly malicious and playing dumb.
I have a toxic best friend who keeps throwing shades on my relationship with my boyfriend. But when I try to give her space she behaves like she cares. And ya she used to kinda have feelings for my bf. I dont know how to tell her to stop it , she just keeps hurting me indirectly and no one realizes it except me . Infront of her I act like I dont give a fuck or I didnt hear it but deep down it hurts. And ya talking wont work bcs I have tried it . Its just she keeps trying to flirt indirectly or tries to throw shade.
I just wish I could do something. I feel like there's no point, like I'm just being thrown around in the turbulent ocean. I can try to swim, but why bother? I'm just going to get thrown in the wrong direction and pushed under. I'm going to keep trying. I'm not giving up yet. I'm just starting to wonder why I do.
I was such a faggot back in freshman year.
I'm a fucking failure in life. I can't seem to keep a job for longer than 2 years. I have a husband that would rather be playing house with his submissive than me. My kids don't call. I don't see my grandkids. I'm a horrible housekeeper. My life fucking sucks ass. I have no friends. I have no life. why am I even alive?
I found out my mom, behind my fucking back, is celebrating that I broke up with my gf. SHE THINKS I broke up with my gf, but I still talk to her (I faked my breakup). Absolutely nobody knows this, not even my friends or family. I dont know what the hell is up with Karens like her that are sooo toxic. I've never complained when she met that drunk asshole stepfather of mine.
Damn I need pussy bad, like literally my cock aches. I feel it every day this weird sensation on my cock that it could only stop after fucking.
I can't stand my wife and step kids to the point I hate the sight and sound of them since my wife physically attacted me the last time.