I was such a faggot back in freshman year.
I'm a fucking failure in life. I can't seem to keep a job for longer than 2 years. I have a husband that would rather be playing house with his submissive than me. My kids don't call. I don't see my grandkids. I'm a horrible housekeeper. My life fucking sucks ass. I have no friends. I have no life. why am I even alive?
I found out my mom, behind my fucking back, is celebrating that I broke up with my gf. SHE THINKS I broke up with my gf, but I still talk to her (I faked my breakup). Absolutely nobody knows this, not even my friends or family. I dont know what the hell is up with Karens like her that are sooo toxic. I've never complained when she met that drunk asshole stepfather of mine.
Damn I need pussy bad, like literally my cock aches. I feel it every day this weird sensation on my cock that it could only stop after fucking.
I can't stand my wife and step kids to the point I hate the sight and sound of them since my wife physically attacted me the last time.
My mother made me stupid and weak. I will never someone in life because of her
like what the fuck . I'm always there for you when you are bored or want to talk with me , even if i fucking dont answer for 2 or 3 hours I always answer no matter anything . but the one fucking day I need you ,you dont answer my text or my calls and dont go telling me you are feeling bad because even if I was sick or having the most terrible day I would still do my best to help you feel better and to talk to you . so bich when I dont answer to you dont be all sad or angry at me
bro can u even date and trust people in this day and age?
I pretend to love my mother, but behind her back, I hate her with a passion. She's over protective of me. She kept me isolated at home and forced me to be antisocial. She had a huge distrust of people and would bring up crap that any friend I will ever have would be a bad influence. If only she let me have a tiny bit of freedom I would've matured. I wouldn't have been the stupid man child I was before. Throughout my entire youth, I had the mindset of a retarded kindergartener back in elementary and middle school. My grades were failing and my mom would refuse to let me stay after school for help. I was dumb and raised up dumb. People around me thought I had some bullshit autism or whatevs. This caused me to go through depression. My entire youth was ruined! Right now I'm 18 and I'm a grown adult now. Sooner or later my mom would find out what I think of this mess. She needs to know the truth, even if she's extremely mad at me.
I really regret my tatoo not it especifically but just the idea of having tatoos, i wish i never did, i don't believe in it anymore. i wish i didn't have anything on my body. i did it when i was 18 just because i was allowed to now im 24 and i admire people with no tatoos