The older and more aware of the world I get, the more and more I hate being born as a woman. As much as I try to be positive, I can't find one single thing that I prefer about being female. Just to clear up any confusion: this isn't me saying that I'm trans. This also isn't me declaring that being a woman is shit and that everyone should hate it; I simply, with my own values, tastes and wishes, can't find any good thing in it. The constant fear when going anywhere at night. The periods. The pressure of wanting to look good. Having a slightly lower chance of having a good career. Having to go through carrying and giving birth to a child if you want one. Being judged for way more stuff than men are being judged for. The list goes on. I am bitter about this and I know I shouldn't be. But I am.
My wife gets these impulses, and she becomes a bitch in two seconds. They are out of nowhere. Fuck her when she does that fucking shit.
I go home from school tired, have research deadlines. I just want to watch a TV and rest. But here comes my mom, watches TV with me and all I hear is her rant about the skin tone, nose size, and stupidity of the characters in the tv then makes a generalized and opiniated statements about society from her observation from the TV. Most of them are bigoted, and discriminating abd says its the truth when she knows little about it.... Im just even more drained. Then my brother goes home would talk about his stress from work. Metaphorically speaking, their shit is like a person wearing dirty shoes from outdoors and will bring it inside a carpeted house and will make a clean carpet messy and harder to clean... and if I talk about my own problem, they find loopholes why im wrong... like if I do that situation to them, theyd be mad at me.. earlier, I was just watching tv and my mom, said to the character in the tv, "she has a tomato like nose but she's so nice.. if she could just be my daughter." Like im not doing anything, im just quiet wtf did I do?!?!?! Im confused with them..like i dont know anymore which is a joke and which is serious. I feel like living with crazy people and im getting drowned by them... if you tell them to stop joking theyd be all serious with an inner grudge. If you tell them to stop being too serious, theyd be joking and telling harsh things about me... im just extremely intoxicated with thede people.. theyre mental. I love them but im getting more depressed and anxious and i cant study well because people at home are crazy mental!!! Man i want help to escape this home and actually move out already.... i love my education but i really really really wanna be outta here!!!
Ex texted me asking "do you hate me?" w. October things were fine and dandy even met your brother. November you started acting up and December you broke up with me and kicked me out. claiming every little thing I did or didn't do made you unhappy. then mid In mid December lo and behold you announce you have a new boyfriend and claim we'd be separated for months..... months or month female? its apparent you'd been talking to this dude before. then when you got rid of me you bought him in. so yea I hate you. I hate you because you're weak and dont know how to handle a argument without running away and starting a whole new relationship while pretending the one you're still in is going good. you claim you're dont with that hoe shit. but apparently not.
I’m obsessed with cows I wish I could tell a toy company to make a rubber cow or silicone /regular cow ... series and you can collect them all and each one has different features looks colors etc :/ but I doubt anyone would ever do that but id buy them
everything pisses me off and i have no idea why
why am i such a bitch lately
Why whenever you miss a period the next time it comes it feels like it’s 20x more painful :(
I just don’t understand why do most thoughts come to me at night when I need to rest :/ and it’s like I can’t rest until I lie to myself to get my brain to shut up or look into what my thoughts are ;/ for example who won the Olympics or who did this or what about this etc
Kevin hart being forced to make a fake apology several times over to the damn prick ass gay community makes me hate them more.