I was actually starting to make some progress. I hadn't properly hated myself for a long time. now I've relapsed, all because I had to be an annoying asshole
I am so angry and feel so stuck at where I am in life, that it makes me think about suicide more and more everyday. I never understood how ppl get to this point, but I see how it happens.
my confession is that sometimes i fantazy into getting in a fit match with the assholes that raped me, just....smashed their face up so badly, they whish they we're death.
despite making up 13% of the U.S population, black individuals commit 60% of all violent crime (rape, murder, assault) but let's pretend that ''racism'' is a real thing lol
i fucking hate starwars . its bullshit... dont understand why people hype it. i would rather sleep or switch off the tv for hours than watch a single episode. if i was to choose between watching it and death i would rather die. fuck starwars fuck the people who hype it for no good reason . fuck those who judge people like me . pieces of shit.
My mom refuses to excercise. she has to better her health so if we end up catching corona she has chances to survive, but she doesn't do anything, she doesn't listen to me even tho im literally a fitness expert and its what i do with my whole frickin life. she reads bullshit online to try to contradict or dismiss whatever i say, like ''this way to workout is better than that way'' but then she doesn't do anything she just uses information to paralyze herself. i'm wasting my whole year simply because i have to protect them, the least she could do is go fucking workout everyday and get her lungs healthier
bro what the actual fuck. She threw out literally every single sock in the house. What. Why. What is wrong with you. Are you seriously going to make your eleven and fifteen year old buy their own socks? For what? Why. You're actually going to make both your children pull out all their savings, which is like 10 bucks, so they can have socks to wear? wtf why. You've done some questionable things, but this is just the wildest shit. Like c'mon, I was going to use that money to buy my friends birthday presents, but now I gotta spend it on socks? I feel so frustrated.
I enjoy having sex with light skinned girls, Mexicans, asians, white girls but black black girls close to vanta Black. they don't look good naked. had sex with a really black 14 year old had to fuck get in the morning to see what I'm doing.
desejo que minha mãe morra todo dia pra que haja paz dentro do meu lar.. sei que não é certo, mas é melhor sofrer de saudade do que viver de inferno
who came first the chicken or the egg? who came first, black people commiting violent crimes or police brutality? don't be manipulated, don't be a cuck. racism is new-speak and not a intellectually valid concept