Straight clubbing guys need to chill the heck out. All your straight women are getting scared off and migrating to gay bars. Then some get pissy when I flirt with them. Like woman, you're in a gay bar. Us gay women aren't getting the impression you're hetero by being here. "I come here because I can dance in peace!" What kind of messed up crap is going on in straight clubs that make women literally hideout in gay bars?
I'm badly lactose intolerant and people constantly give me shit for it. Seriously, I almost never meet anyone who's understanding or at least doesn't question it. Half of the other people keep trying to pressure me out of it, not believing me when I say I can't eat a certain thing, constantly offering me the un-touchable food ("come on, one small piece of this cheese cake can't hurt you"). The other half is even kind of aggressive about it and tries to lecture me about how lactose intolerance is just a scam used to sell l-free products, or how easy it would be to get rid of it (as if I hadn't tried) or even how I'm rude/annoying/entitled to refuse offered food or don't eat at a restaurant because they don't offer any l-free meals. Seriously, it's MY life. Shouldn't I know quite well what I can and can't eat? Sometimes I'd like to tell those people right to their faces what actually happens if I eat that "tiny piece of cheese cake", but I never do because it's so embarrassing. I'd like to tell them how much it hurts me when they tease me by jokingly offering me a bite of their delicious ice cream, which I'd like to eat so badly, but I don't because I don't want to be bitter about it.
if communism always results in genocide and mass-starvation, is it considered self-defense to kill communists?
It's so weird to have a pimple between my boobs... Like I see and be like, "how the fuck did you end up in that area?!?" And it's more uncomfortable...
Honestly, I'm sooo fed off of my dad criticizing everything I do. I do everything for him to make him proud why is it always that he put me down??? I get good grades, he said it's not enough. I study hard and earn honors, it's not enough. I won, the surf competition, it's not enough. I wanted to become an IT person, I should've stayed in pre-med. I wanted to learn to cook and learn a new language, my food sucks, my work sucks everything sucks! I graudated high school, I got an honors, two medals, and a recognition, it's not enough. When the fuck is enough? Can having me as a daughter be already enough? He always say daughters are a pain in the ass? When was I ever a pain? When did I ever disppoint him in life? It's always my brother!!! The man not woman...He's amazed at my brother. He had one goal in life, to study and become a lawyer. He graduated with a valedictorian with.. I know many awards than me. He got full ride scholarship in damn Yale and apperently saved more with spare college money. Me? Yeah what about me? I pay only half and the other scholarship. Yeah wht is MIT anyway to him? It's not ivy league BUT I love it here! When did he even say he love me!?!?!?! Or proud of what I do? MY mom says he shares his love through giving. Yeah he gives me material things to make me shut up as a kid once. Even as a kid I never even felt loved by him. He doesn't care if I grew up with a no discipline or have an attitude. And I could've wished my father showed me more love through affection and told me things how to be a kid and a happy one. He's only scared if I vanish because my mom will get extremely worried. And my dad only care about my mom. Sometimes it makes me think my dad never wanted us, he never wanted a daughter more, he just wanted my mom. And they've been married for soooo long, I can feel my dad endured all the sacrifces for my mom. Because my mom always wanted a kid especially a daughter. I can tell he's a very good husband but he's a terrible father. If he ever love me he could've showed it long time ago. But I'm already 22...
I wish the universe would just give me a fucking break. Talk about getting kicked while I'm down. I just keep getting hit with new waves of bad luck almost daily. When will this end?
I don't like it when people play jokes on me is this a confession?
why do I get so angry all the time..
once my mum starts complaining she never stops
All my friends started turning their backs on me because I simply didn't agree with them, and because I opened myself up to them about being weak. People whom I've trusted for decades over are leaving me in mere moments. I hate myself, and I hate that I am unable to simply walk away from this without any negative feelings.